Sunny Has Returned Home

Sundeelia Mathdis has returned Home. In this article, I explain… a bit.
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Myka: Sunny Has Returned Home

So, who is this ‘Myka’ you might ask if you are an alert reader of this tiny blog? Well, let me introduce myself. I AM called, for now, Myka de Danaan. For those of you who still actually read books, look up ‘Danaan’. It is a reference to the People of Fay, the fairy people. Irish legend tells of the Tuatha de Danaan who, at the arrival of the Celtic people to ancient Éire, fled before the might of the Celtic warriors and took up residence in an underworld, in sidhes, the barrows found dotting the landscape of the green isle. In truth, they did exist, but were, in actuality a higher dimensional race that retreated back into the etheric plane above, around, and within this lovely water planet, Terra.

Now, what is my connection to Sundeelia and why did she…

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The Dark is Unraveling

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Myka: The Dark is Unraveling

This is brilliant statement from an ascension teacher, Kelly K, who presently has a YouTube channel:

“Everything that Darkness does to expand, is its own undoing, its own unraveling, to revert back into LIGHT!” ~ Kelly K

See the video below where Kelly speaks at more length on this subject:

And then, we have this wonderful quote from the Pleiadians via Barbara Marciniak:

“As you claim yourself and build a bridge in this fleeting moment of opportunity, it is important to understand that evil cannot be eradicated. What you call evil has a purpose, and sometimes the same tools can be utilized to access either light or dark energies. We have referred to the dark side of living as Family of Dark.

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Sundeelia: On Polarity

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SUNDEELIA:  On Polarity

Although I wrote a piece yesterday entitled neutrality, do not get the wrong impression that I am in anyway a pacifist and would not defend myself if pressed.  As a Pleiadian female, I am serving in the Fleet, in the capacity of a 2nd Level Commander.  Even as I endeavor to raise two beautiful sons, I am also acting as a consultant in a vast project designed to build and activate fully sentient ships, for the protection of our worlds and those of our allies.  In past lives, I have played active roles as a Head Commander of an entire fleet, as a Communications officer responsible for strategizing and designing tactical plans to take down a vicious enemy that fought against our worlds for over 500 years (probably more, that figure is just an estimate).  I ‘died’ at least three times during these wars, both as an adult and as a child, and went on to fight in my own manner, refusing to succumb to the darkness that sought to take down everything we held dear.

Now, I will present the perspective of an intelligent young man (see below) and then, will give some perspective on the battles, both inner and outer, with which humanity is confronted today.  So, on to the comments made by Bernard Guenther:

Know Thyself – Know Thy Enemy

 by Bernard Guenther

Both (of these halves of the whole understanding) are very much needed right now and in the times ahead.

I think most people still have no idea what we are really up against here and the level of evil that is operating on earth right now which is certainly not obvious for most people who are distracted by appearances or wishful thinking.

I’m not saying this in a doom and gloom sense but looking at cold hard reality without rose colored glasses on, neither falling into Hope or Fear. Know Thy Enemy is just as important as Know Thyself right now. If anyone is triggered by this, please use it as an opportunity to look within. Only by facing your own darkness will you be able to know and face the evil “out there”.

Is there Light and the Good too? Of course, there is but we have been looking away and ignoring what’s been happening for a very long time within ourselves and in the world, and now it’s time to face it all. No more denial. This didn’t just start two years ago; it’s been a long plan and is the real “alien invasion” from an occult perspective, perfectly socially engineered over thousands of years.

In light of the evolution of consciousness with eight billion people and (many) vastly different levels of soul embodiment including soulless humans, The division is necessary and part of the splitting of humanity as I and many others have talked about for years. Various esoteric traditions have conveyed the same.

It’s a natural division in light of the evolution of consciousness during this Time of Transition. I recommend reading the Gnosis trilogy by Mouravieff for deeper esoteric and metaphysical insights on that topic.

Polarization is also necessary and so is friction between the consensus state and the individuated state to ignite the alchemical fire within. Many people feel that friction intensely as they start the individuation process out the consensus state, they have been in most of their lives and lifetimes.

The natural splitting and polarization is DIFFERENT from the artificial divide and conquer strategy of the matrix forces. This is a KEY point to understand so you don’t fall for New Age pop spiritual ideas.

Careful of the distortion of spirituality that teaches pacifism, just focusing on love and light and not getting into “us vs them”. Sri Aurobindo wrote about these distortions as well. Active resistance is necessary and REJECTING the suggestions of the adverse forces on 3D and 4D levels.

Easier said than done because they target our weaknesses, wounds, blind spots, and work through other people but in the end, all there is, are lessons, over lifetimes and lifetimes, until we have fully spiritualized our Being in complete surrender to the Divine.

There are many paradoxes in all this and on the path which the intellect has no ability to unify nor understand. It requires the higher mind to reconcile, holding the tension between the opposites and paradoxes of Polarization and Unity for all is one in the apparent division that is necessary now.

Welcome to the adventure of consciousness. We have only just begun…

– Bernhard Guenther

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Now, dear ones, can you see with some clarity and discernment just what Master Bernard is saying?  This is a young man who has diligently attended to apply himself to clearing his inner darkness and trauma.  It has not been an easy process for him, as he has also been willing to stick his neck out, figuratively, and share his experiences and insights through his writings and on social media.  He has been attacked viciously by the same energies that the Sirians and Pleiadians encountered in the form of the negatively polarized Lower Orions, even some hundreds of thousands of years ago, in this galaxy, not one far, far away.

Polarity is existent on ALL planes of being, although the intensity of the polarity differs.  Being a low-frequency plane, 3D is especially challenging, on purpose as this world is a school house for souls, both those who are new to the physical existence, some who are very old, experienced souls, and everything (everyone) in between.  There is a spread from those who are highly trained previous to even incarnating and have enough soul experience and connection to their intuition that they intuitively know when something feels ‘off’ or violates their moral code or endangers themselves or others, especially the vulnerable in society, the young and old.

Other souls, perhaps due to their lack of experience in the physical realm, are willing to trust those who should not be trusted, those who do not have intentions for the highest good of the individual or the collective.  And there are still yet other people who are willing to believe whatever they are told by so-called ‘authorities’ without questioning the narrative being given. 

Bernard and his partner (wife) Laura Matsue maintain there is a certain percentage of people who appear to be human but who are not.  Whether or not these ‘beings’ are functioning humans or simply programmed robotoids is anyone’s guess – at least I cannot take just the word of two people to condemn 20% of the population of Terra to be clones or robotoids, artificial intelligence disguised as living, breathing, thinking humans.  Such a thing is anathema to my Pleiadian sensibilities.  Let me clarify, the opinion or knowing of these two young people is not the issue.  It is the thought that a portion of this planet’s population is already artificial in nature that bothers me, as it should bother anyone who has managed to embody their soul.

During the Orion Wars, I had face to face contact with implanted individuals who were not in control of their own minds or bodies, but tools to use against the Sirians and Pleiadians.  Our troops encountered soldiers who were automatons, guided by the will of their Black Lord masters.  These soldiers, who were inhuman, fought on until their masters/controllers were destroyed; then, they became senseless automatons.  We learned that these ‘creatures’ had to be utterly destroyed, else they infect others… which did happen occasionally.  One of my own fathers was infected by the alien AI and had to be killed by a warrior even as he attempted to kill me.  Another member of my adopted family attempted a coup against his own father and my team.  Everyone of his comrades had been implanted.  My adopted brother was tagged.  However, as the implant had not grown into the man’s neurological system and heart, it was successfully removed.  Still, there was a great deal of mental and emotional trauma resulting from the temporary tagging.  Perhaps these experiences of mine can give my readers a perspective on what is being attempted by the aliens who have long controlled this world.

Now, wait a minute… am I claiming that aliens have already controlled our planet?  Well, yes, but that control has been slipping.  The really powerful Beings, the Anunnaki leaders, who dominated the planet for centuries have been removed by the Light Forces.  Only their demented minions remain, although these highly programmed individuals are set on fulfilling the agenda as it was set out centuries ago by their dark masters.  If you listen to or read alternative sources, you may find out, in bits and snatches, the dark and highly suppressed REAL history of this planet and how it was taken over by dark masters long ago. 

These beings were extremely technologically advanced in comparison to the existing Earth cultures of the time… although there is also the distinct possibility that these alien forces used their weapons of choice, infiltration, lies, propaganda, sowing seeds of division, discontent, and dissent within the societies that already existed.  Then, when in seats of power, they sought to destroy all historical records and to either fully suppress what had gone on before or give a twist to the narrative blaming the indigenous peoples for what befell upon them… like claiming humans are born sinful and that they deserve punishment from a wrathful God.  What a piece of fiction, deceitful fiction, but one that has been effective in programming deeply-held belief systems of people who regard ‘humanity’ and anyone who is ‘different’ as highly suspect and potentially an enemy to attack, defame, deride, punish, torture, and even kill.

Now, what is happening as the planet transitions from one frequency to another, from one quadrant of the galaxy to another, humanity is being challenged to wake up and come to an understanding that EVERYTHING is shifting.  The ancient Hindu teachings speak of ages or great cycles, although there is some controversy on exactly where Terra is in terms of leaving the Dark Age or Kali Yuga and entering the Golden Age, or Satya Yuga.  The truth of the matter is that ages overlap.  Therefore, you can have one person determined to abide in and hold onto what they were told as a youngster, and going into denial or cognizance dissonance when confronted with anything resonating at a higher frequency.  Then, you will have another person, perhaps even in the same family or group of friends, who completely embraces the new energy and challenges the old paradigms.

I can say with some authority (although there will certainly be some to dispute my opinion) that the apparent division, discord, and disharmony now being experienced within every society on the planet, is a result of this energetic transition, this planetary ascension, this awakening process of the individual and the collective.

One thing to understand about the awakening process is that it is perfectly NATURAL.  Therefore, those who wish to control humanity, to prevent successful individualization and embodiment of soul essence, critical thinking, use of intuition, etc., those people endeavor to infiltrate every system and organization in an attempt to suppress and deride those who would free themselves or offer true unconditional service to humanity.  No, the controllers need to stomp down all attempts to free anyone or any collective from being used, controlled, and often culled by the controllers, who regard humans as cattle, subservient to their needs and whims.

Now, according to some sources, for the past three to four years, the White Hats have been actively orchestrating a mass awakening in humanity by exposing the dark agenda, allowing it to become painfully and unmistakably in-your-face with mask mandates, social distancing, vaccine agendas and passports, tossing out medical protocols to push political and social agendas, poisoning people in a seemingly diabolical effort to reduce the population to 90% (in their own words, found on the Georgia Guide Stones) and so on.  Then, there is the lunacy of the Left, the straight-out Marxist agenda of a formerly sedate Democratic party and the treachery of the RINO Right… which is being revealed to be the left and right wings of the same uni-party system, again a device to divide and conquer humanity… at least Americans into two opposing sides.  Is it any wonder that people are extremely confused right now, especially if they continue to hunt for answers outside of themselves or blindly accept the ‘official’ narrative, coming from either side?

This is polarity on a massively intense scale, folks.  There is no place to escape it on the planet.  While some claim this is a battle that is taking place across the Universe, well, I don’t have the data to support this contention (if interested, listen to the videos presenting Gene Decode, among others).

There is even a division between those who wish to actively fight against the ‘enemy’ out in the streets if necessary.  That may be necessary in some cases, but for those who are not directly and physically being confronted with black armored tactical squad breaking down their door, what can you do?  Raise your frequency by working to clear your own trauma/karma and dark within so you do not attract it physically into your own life experience.  If you do, then strive to maintain your inner connection, strength and power that emanates from a soul level, not from the ego or monkey mind.

One person may be confronting massive destruction of their way of life.  We cannot and should not judge them as lacking or being naïve or caught up in the web of deception and deceit that has been woven into every existing system of the old energy.  If these people have the will to survive, their creative abilities will come into play.  While they may sustain damage in the process, even as I did as a young captive in the hands of the dark lords for an entire decade, they will eventually heal and become stronger due to the wisdom gained through the experience.  Those who survive the onslaught and violence of the dark and live to ‘fight’ another day may shut down their hearts as a result of the trauma.  This is when it is important to do the exact opposite and understand you are extremely powerful when your heart is fully open and your heart is broadcasting unconditional love towards EVERYONE, most especially your so-called ‘enemies’, the triggers of change and challenges for growth.

Polarity, the contrast between opposites, is ultimately a tool for the growth of the soul.  When this is understood from the core of your Being, then the comprehension that all that exists within this earth plane is One.  The sometimes severe polarities of this particularly difficult ‘school’ are designed to teach those lessons that an often reluctant humanity dislikes and resists.

When a portion of humanity is unable or unwilling to feel and to explore the dark places of their own ancient trauma, then these individuals are not prepared to step up in frequency.  Avoidance of the sacred work or dharma, wherein the soul prepares itself through meditation, creative endeavors, prayer, balanced heart and mind, critical thinking, use of common sense, remaining grounded, eating and exercising to keep the body temple clean and healthy… taking responsibility, then there will continue to exist issues, whether emotional, psychological and certainly physical… until the person wakes up, takes back their power, listens within to guidance from the soul and oversoul… and generally come back into alignment with the Will of God for them and humanity.  What we do with ourselves does affect others, yet we cannot dictate to others what they should do for themselves.  In doing so, we are taking away their ability to utilize Free Will and are actively interfering with their decision-making process… as well as creating a great deal of karma which we will be required to address, either in this life or another one.

I understand it can be heart-breaking, disturbing and exhausting to witness people who are family members, co-workers, friends, acquaintances, neighbors, etc., making what you deem a ‘bad’ choice.  Yet, they have every right to make a choice, a decision.  Of course, when faced with the loss of a job or being excluded from participating with friends due to your difference of opinion, many are those who will capitulate to the exterior peer pressure.  It takes a uniquely strong and centered person to resist the temptation to succumb to the fear of the collective and the fear tactics being used by the sheep herders, the heavily disguised wolves in sheep’s clothing.

It is clear this is a highly controversial topic and difficult for me, at least, to express my opinions in few words.  I apologize if the text of this essay is too much to read on your cellphone; it wasn’t written on one!

So, I am going to stop now.  Kindly present any questions or ask me to clarify any points I may have muddled.  As always, these essays flow forth like a stream of consciousness and do not necessarily make sense to anyone who is not familiar and comfortable with paradox.  As Commander Spock would say, “it’s illogical!” and he would be correct, at least at an intellectual level.  Paradox exists in the quantum realm, where all things can exist at the same time and in the same space.

I can be both a warrior and a pacifist at the same time.  Paradox. Right brain creative thinking breaks down the boundaries that were so painstakingly erected by a fearful group of aliens determined to dominate and fully conquer this world and these people.  Paradox confounds the hell out of them.  They have no access to the creative powers that exist, as potential, within EVERY human being who has a heart flame.  When you rise up in frequency, they can no longer touch you, harm you, or destroy your outer vehicle (your body).  Their frequency range is rather limited… primarily due to their own choices made long ago to turn their collective backs on Source Energy.  Now, you have the choice, to continue to live in fear or to embrace what is offered by the Light… it is your choice and you will be held responsible when it is made, hopefully at a conscious level.

I choose to embrace my inner power and to be guided by my intuitive and critical thinking abilities to be able to see, with clarity and inner peace, what I need to do next… even if it is just taking a nap.  Ah, the benefits of being a retired person.

Peace Out.

I AM Sundeelia

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Sundeelia: Neutrality or Polarity?

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Sundeelia: Neutrality or Polarity?

From one of my long-term readers came this suggestion for a topic: “Wondering how you’re doing…… on one hand, it’s all so predictable and very tiring, and on the other, it’s necessary…. I guess. Light versus dark, good versus evil… doing my best to stay neutral, and if you think that ‘staying neutral’ and ‘observing without being affected or judgment’ might make a good topic at Sunny’s Journal, I’d appreciate it.

So, how is EVERYONE doing these days?

As some of you, those who often check my blogs, may have noticed, I have not written anything new for two or three weeks. Due to the tension, I have been dealing with, emanating from the human collective, my physical vessel has been quite exhausted. I have also been continuing my editing of my entire ‘book’ (four volumes) and…

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Sundeelia: What is the Opposite of Love?

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Sundeelia: What is the Opposite of Love?

Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. ~Carl Jung~

First, one needs to look at what ‘love’ is to figure out what is its opposite in terms of archetypes.

From my perspective, Love is. Still, the simplicity of that statement is certain to have some skeptics asking for something more substantial than just my opinion.

Well, from my experience Love is what binds humans together. No matter what our appearance, gender, religion, culture, place of origin, nationality, species… love brings us together. Love unites. So, what divides us?

Fear.

What is the favorite tool or methodology currently being used against bringing people together? Fear.

Scary scenarios, scenes of violence and destruction, degradation, twisting and perverting natural laws and behavior, violating moral codes, casting aspersions on truth-tellers… all of these things are currently being used to…

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Sundeelia: On Self-Healing

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Sundeelia: On Self-Healing

Whether or not the consciousness residing within this physical vehicle has been either my sister, Tazjma, or myself, Sundeelia, I have learned to walk my own path without the benefit or need for much input from other people. This has, of course, led to the consternation, confusion, and rejection of ‘me’ by many former friends, acquaintances, and blood family relatives. Have I been bothered by this? Yes, at times, but eventually, in all cases, have released any self-condemnation and persevered, as I strove to follow my own inner guidance. So, my decisions do not make ‘sense’ to others; that is not my concern. Although I have been subjected to criticism and even libel from afar by some who would claim me as ‘family’, it has not stuck on my consciousness. I am aware of such dealings. I do not ignore them, but work on releasing…

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Sundeelia: On Alchemy

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Sundeelia: On Alchemy

Yesterday, a friend asked me if I know about the Violet Head Chakra.  For some reason, the question caught me by surprise and I mumbled something about the Golden Head or Crown Chakra… and knew I needed to clarify this for myself.  Then, this morning in reading telegram messages from a group, I came upon the quotation from Alex Quinn, a prominent British lightworker who has (as of now) a YouTube Channel and participates in forums with other prominent lightworkers (quote below).  After the quote, I will go on and give some information regarding the Violet Flame and the Crown Chakra.  Mind you, the information is ‘out there’ and can be found in a 30-second search online.  Yet… there is a TON of information ‘out there’ and sometimes it is difficult for a newly awakened lightworker to plow through it (which is an exercise in…

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Pleiadian Starships

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Pleiadian Starships

Part One

Note to Reader:  The topic for this article was suggested by a dedicated, long-time reader from Oz.  I will dedicate at least one or more articles to this topic as it could fill a couple of chapters.  By no means is this information comprehensive.  I am also quite aware that my source material (written and vocal) is very different from what is ‘out there’ currently, mostly from (some questionable) Pleiadian and other sources.  Realize that any material given through an Earth human is going to be filtered through their human ego consciousness.  What doesn’t ‘fit’ the person’s interpretation or belief systems will be filtered out.  This includes anything that I present, so take what resonates and makes ‘sense’ to you.  Make use of your own critical thinking abilities, intuition, and do your own research!  Those who blindly accept whatever…

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Pleiadian Starships – How Are They Built?

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Pleiadian Starships – How Are They Built?

Keep in mind I am not a trained engineer. My involvement with starships is with crystals. I am what you call a Crystal Master. My walk-in here on Terra is not that part of ‘me’, so don’t expect her to wake up any crystals. Now, how are crystals utilized by our ships?

In another article, I mentioned our ‘little’ people, the Elementals. They are not dwarfs or genetically impaired. They are merely small human beings. Elementals have their own skills and values and often live in colonies. They also work on our ships, especially in areas of the ships that present difficulties for taller individuals, like engineering in the engine rooms. Elementals also work in the nutrition department where meals are prepared and in stores, where uniforms and other garments are made for our people…

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