Journal Entry 10.23.2014


Beauty does have thorns

Journal Entry 10.23.2014

For those of my readers who are pre-maturely suffering from separation anxiety or grief, I will still be aware of physical (3D / 4D) for a while yet.  From the experiences that Rananda has related, he is just becoming more aware of the higher dimensional life, although it still appears dream-like to him and upon waking he forgets quite a bit.  Still, this is a transition that will take a few months to accomplish.  While physically aware, I will be able to share some of my experiences whether dreams or memories or actual experiences, as is appropriate for a general audience.

Hopefully, I should have complete aware focus in 5D / 6D by late next spring.  I’ll keep in touch as long as I can and when Sundeelia communicates with you, you may not even notice a difference.  So, we’re all sharing a rather unique experience, dear readers, as I am one who enjoys communicating with you and fully intend to continue as long as I am able.

Rananda had his Ascension Day on May 21st and is still somewhat physically aware (3D / 4D).  He has been told that his primary focus should be fully shifted by the upcoming Solstice this December.

This kind of “ascension” or walking out process has been accomplished by others well before this time, besides Rananda, so the ship crew members who are overseeing the process know what must be done.  It will be a similar experience for those who follow in Rananda and my footsteps.

I hold each of you in my High Heart and want to thank everyone, even those shy ones who have never written, for being here for me.  Being a sensitive empath, I can feel YOUR heart flames and can tell you that your presence has lent me the strength to step forward into this new world (for this awareness) with an open heart and mind.

Those who have been drawn to these pages and will be in the future, share something with me, and that is hope and faith that the Light will prevail and Gaia will move gracefully into a new golden age where all humanity and all life can prosper and live in peace.

Namaste, dear ones.  Expect periodic updates for some time to come.


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Journal Entry 10.22.2014


Ash Tree Pioneer Park

Journal Entry 10.22.2014

Tuesday morning as I was going out to my car, I looked up as I always do and searched the heavens above.  A thin golden sliver of a moon gleamed above the dark line of the Blues to the east.  Sirius and Orion the Hunter loomed above the southern horizon, just over the trees.  Glorious autumn late night / early morning skies.  Then I saw Venus gleaming in the high dark skies and smiled to myself.  For you see, I’ll be there soon.

I’m going Home.

I’ve been telling myself that for months now.  At first, I repeated the phrase so I could come to accept it as truth.  Now, I repeat it as I encounter yet another thing to let go.  I’m going Home.  Somehow, knowing this makes everything easier now.  A great weight has been lifted off as I have come to realize that I have handed over the responsibility for bringing this world and its people further into the fifth dimension to others.  I am going Home.

I’ve been told that there will be quite a crowd of Luminaries at my Ascension celebration.  I won’t bore you with names lest you think I’m a total ego-manic.  I’m not, just a humble light worker who happens to be the remaining soul aspect of an ascended Lady Master.

My Higher Self already exists in 6D and will be graduating to 7D, in the process becoming a Lady of Light, which is an honorary title and not an official office.  All these things and more have been shared with me by my cousin, Lord Rananda Kumara, who was, himself, created a Lord of Light this past year.

The Kumara Family has served well and served long.  And I have been one who has served along side my better known cousin, known to the people of Earth as Lord Kuthumi but whom I know as Rananda Kumara.   Some of you know Sanat Kumara, the Patriarch of the Kumara Clan.  He is the Twin Flame of my Mother, Lady Venus.  My Father is well known as the Archangel of the Seventh Ray, Lord Zadkiel.  Twin Flames seldom “marry” in the higher dimensions.  And Angelic Pleiadians such as my Father are extremely long-lived and have more than one mate in a life-time.

I tell you, my readers, these things now as it will hardly matter to the soul aspect called Eliza if you were to tell her that she is either a liar or an egoist to say such things.  I tell you these things so that you begin to realize that each human being is more than what they appear to be in their present human form.  My Being, my Higher Self is a tall, elegant lady, with chestnut hair and dark blue eyes.  Her Higher Self is the Twin Flame of an Archangel.  And so it goes, back to the Throne of God.  Each of us belongs to a soul group, a soul monad and Oversoul.  I just happen to have identified a few pieces of the puzzle that makes up this greater Being for myself.

I know that I have both inspired and on occasion irritated a few people.  In a recent article that I wrote, I mentioned that the plan for Gaia was altered after the atomic bombs fell on Earth… well, Heaven doesn’t know in advance what the free will of mankind will create, so it adjusts its plans accordingly.  Technically speaking, atomic or very powerful arms were used upon this Earth centuries before man discovered gunpowder.  Curious how technology is so often used in the art of war.  I hope someday soon, mankind will turn heart and soul to the art of living.

I learned about another lifetime of mine from my cousin Rananda, who told me that I made a dreamtime visit.  Apparently I was a military engineer who was imprisoned in Spain for 17 years.  During this time, being an officer and a gentleman, I gave my parole not to attempt to escape.  My fellow prisoners and I built an arched bridge over a small Spanish river.  Curious way to spend a war.   I certainly have had my share of interesting lifetimes as a male!

I’m feeling rather cheerful now.  My Sirian friend told  me who was going to attend the upcoming ceremony on the Pleiadian mothership, The White Winds.  My Uncle, Lord Adrigon, will be the Master of Ceremony.  He has served me as a beloved foster father and more recently as my Ascension sponsor and re-blending counselor.  And the rest of my wonderful Star Family will be there.  Do I sound a bit excited?  I am.

Meanwhile, if I remember anything about the ceremony, I will share it with you, giving you a glimpse into the world that some of you will be returning to soon.  I do this not to gain fame or followers, but for soft disclosure of the real world that lies behind the Veil for each of us once we attain our Mastery.

I give thanks that I have been given this unique opportunity to share my journey with you all.    My walk-in, Sundeelia, will continue to channel messages from me and other beings periodically,  as well as sharing her own unique journey as a fully conscious light worker here on temporary assignment.

I send best wishes to all my readers.  Namaste.


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Eliza: On Changes and Transitions

Glimpses into the Distance

Eliza: On Transitions and Changes

This past week, two significant individual First Wave Volunteers passed from this world. We have known them as Dr. Emoto and Dolores Cannon. Still others have passed away earlier this year, bringing much sorrow to those who have looked up to them and have enjoyed the fruits of their great gifts.  Still others will be passing on without any fanfare, yet have served here well.

Each one of these individuals brought knowledge and understanding to their students and to humanity about the expansive qualities of life and the power of thought. They have added to the Whole through their life’s work through the expression of their talents and gifts.

Now I will state something that is sure to upset the followers and students of these bright stars: They are gone now and will never return to this Earth. It is up to those who are left behind to take what they have started and to expand upon this work. It is up to those who are left behind to take up their OWN work and anchor their own light into the earth for the benefit of the Whole.

I can state this as I, too, am a First Wave Volunteer.

Not all of the First Wave Volunteers chose to experience this last life here upon the world stage. Some of us have lived lives of relative outward insignificance, but due to our presence here, we have made a difference for all life.

I realize that Dolores, in her work, presented the concept of various waves of star seed and angelic volunteers, primarily as related to their physical ages. This partially true, but there also exists a purpose and reason for the various waves.

My families, both Pleiadian and Kumaran, have been here from the first. The Kumara Family was one of the original twelve families who seeded the newly developed planet, known as Tara (or Terra / Gaia).

The souls of the First Wave Volunteers will be found out to primarily be of Pleiadian, Venusian, Sirian and Arcturian descent because it was these races that were involved in the original seeding of humanity and culture upon the surface of the planet. Many of the indigenous races upon this planet still trace their origins back to their starry origins and have retained some ties with their ancestors.  Our ancestor races have assumed much of the responsibility for seeing that this race be able to mature into its full potential.

We know that the great destiny of humanity was hijacked by beings from other dimensions and worlds and plunged into darkness.

In response, it was decided by the great Council of Light that oversees this quadrant of the Galaxy that Earth should be slated for destruction. It was felt that humanity had sunk too low to ever be brought back into the Light. One Being of Light disagreed with that assessment and took it upon Himself to embody or ensoul the heart energies of everyone upon the planet by becoming the Planetary Logos, the Lord of the World. The name of this great Being of Light was and is Sanat Kumara and He is still the Patriarch of the Kumara Family and the Twin Flame of Lady Venus.

Sanat Kumara did not decide one day to ensoul a planetary body for the fun of the experience; He did it out of a deep love and sense of commitment to the true destiny of the humanity, that of a new and vibrant galactic race of starseeds.

Sanat Kumara underwent thousands of years of preparation and had to overcome all of his own emotional and mental blockages, as we who live here now are undergoing ourselves. How could He do this? As an Ancient of Days, and a Being who resonated at higher dimensions, He was outside of time. He planted aspects of Himself on a multitude of worlds and underwent training in the physical worlds, to train Himself for His future role as Planetary Logos. After He had completed this first stage of His training and upon the urging of His great Mentor, Lord Krishna, He traveled to Venus and continued learning in the great College for spiritual initiates. There He was able to learn to expand His own Heart Flame until He could consciously gather and be in tune with all of the heart flames of those who inhabited a planet. He was now ready to embark on His tour of duty with Earth / Gaia.

With Sanat Kumara came many volunteers, both from Venus, the Pleiades, Sirius and other interested worlds. Before the Fall, great spiritual communities and temples had thrived upon the surface, teaching selected individuals and groups the inner truths and secrets of the Universe. After the Fall, these Etheric retreats were established above the third dimension, where the prayers and light consciousness of the volunteers could continue be radiated out to the planet, which by this time had sunk to a lower fourth dimension. All of these retreats are quite active in higher planes and when the planet and its population have risen sufficiently in vibration, they will appear, once again, as living crystal cities of Light and teaching centers for all humanity.

One such retreat that was created upon the advent of Sanat Kumara to this planet, was the great spiritual center, called Shambhala. Sanat Kumara never embodied upon the lower planes, but continued to hold the balance for humanity until individuals within the whole could take upon their own shoulders some of the burden of anchoring the light. Sanat Kumara formally handed over His office of Planetary Logos, late in the 20th century to the divine Bodhisattva, Kuan Yin, who was, at this time variously known as the Goddess of Compassion and who, in Her service to humanity had once also held the office of Chohan of the Seven Ray (Violet Flame) and a seat on the Karmic Board. Great beings of Light still hold the various offices of the Spiritual Hierarchy of this planet, until such time as members of humanity spiritually advance far enough to assume these offices for the rest of the world.

Eventually, after Sanat Kumara and his fellow volunteers arrived here, it was deemed necessary to send volunteers to incarnate amongst the people, to act as guides, teachers, priests and priestesses, as architects and artisans, as musicians, dancers, gardeners and scientists, as philosophers, writers, poets and singers… as those who could inspire and lead humanity back into the Light. They would act as catalysts for culture and freedom, anchoring their light and living upon the surface.

For these lighted beings, existence in the heavy and darkened vibrational frequencies of the fallen earth has been a great challenge. Time and time again they were opposed by forces emanating from those people who surrounded them, but did not understand their forward ideas and concepts. Many of these lighted beings lived short and violent lives, but still they continued to either incarnate or to walk into physical vessels within every culture and race upon the planet.

Cultures rose and fell. Every time a great culture rose and expanded into higher consciousness it seemed that there were dark forces that conspired to plunge the people back into darkness, into superstition and fear.

There were beings who responded to the flow of Light from the great etheric retreats. It was they who started new philosophies, who “discovered” the ancient language of sacred geometry, who recorded the songs of the stars in stone and wood, through the building of great stone circles and pyramids and other great buildings and cities. Yet every time a culture flourished, it was as if the seeds of its demise were planted at the same time of the harvest. Time and time again, the lesser cycles found these cultures crashing earthward and falling into blood and idolatry.

It was deemed necessary to bring even more volunteers to Earth and so I came, along with many others. Still we struggled, from lifetime to lifetime, with the forces of darkness. We began to realize that we needed to plant more than one aspect of Self into the various timelines and so we did, living out a multiplicity of lifetimes in order to affect change. This pattern of struggling against the darkness that emanated from a small number of truly dark beings and through those who were caught up in their manipulations, through the auspices of various institutions, whether government or religion or tyrannical leaders.

In time, it was recognized that even more volunteers were needed to truly tip the balance so the Light could return in full to the planet and humanity be freed from its self-imposed bonds of karmic consequences of the original fall in vibration. Soon after the implosion of the first atomic bomb and the ending of the World War II, a call when out from the Soul of the Being who embodied the planet itself, the one who is called Gaia. And so the next wave of volunteers began to come in, mostly around or after 1970, first as the Indigos and then each succeeding generation of starseeds.

While the planet had suffered long from the effects of the fall of humanity and all life upon her surface, it wasn’t until the opening salvos of the Industrial Revolution, that the true extent and intent of the dark entities was realized. Their intent was to destroy the planet’s ability to serve as a physical platform for the soul expression of humanity and other life forms to experience physical existence. The dark intended that the planet Herself be compromised to the point that She would be forever drawn down in vibration and would only be able to serve those of lower and darker vibrations. This dark intent was not the original Blueprint for this planet. She was a sacred water planet and designed to be a living library and a place where a great diversity of life forms could live and thrive together within a grand design. She cried out for help and received it in the form of the star seed volunteers, of the Second Wave.

Those of us who were of the First Wave of Volunteers had already spent many lifetimes upon this planet, residing and living within various cultures, adding and anchoring our light to physical locations and sacred sites throughout the surface of the planetary body… and if we are to believe the tales of the Inner Earth, within Her body, as well, although at a slightly higher vibration (5D).

Those of the First Wave were, by this time, highly experienced and highly gifted in the various aspects of culture, whether of poetry, philosophy, political activism, art, music, spirituality, architecture, agriculture, alchemy, sacred sciences and so on. We were here for various reasons, to anchor our vast light quotient into the earth plane and to act as teachers and Wayshowers for those who were just beginning to incarnate or walk-in to the earth plane. Some of us have been active upon the world stage; others have lived quiet lives, but all have served in one capacity or another.

Our work has filled, in part or the entire period of the last Great Age, some 25,000 years in length. Now, with the beginning of a new Age, it was time for the First Wave Volunteers to leave, to step back and to allow their students, followers and friends from the Second Wave to take over and assume their missions.

Still, there continues to be some resistance on the part of the Second Wavers to assume responsibility for their own missions. They have been, in large part, comfortable following teachers, attending lectures and sessions, reading books written by others, and generally attending to what is outside their own beings than being willing to reveal and investigate what lies within.

It has been difficult for both the First Wavers and now the Second Wavers, for the bodies that they entered were still the “old” models, with a disconnected DNA that did not allow the freedom of expression that these soul aspects were familiar with from the higher dimensions from which they came. Part of each of their missions has been to partake of the energies of the various portals and openings, to expand and lift up their own personal vibrational frequencies and to address their inner quest for self-discovery in order to reconnect with Spirit. Many of these beings have suffered for years, even decades, from the physical symptoms of what has come to be known as Ascension flu, i.e., the transformation of the physical vessels so all humanity would be able to incarnate into higher grade vessels designed for the light-filled higher dimensions. Humanity was originally designed to consciously move between the various dimensions, while maintaining a physical existence. This purpose is now in the process of being reinstated for all life forms upon the planet. In time, our world and all life upon her will be very different than what is currently seen and experienced.

And now it is time for the First Wave Volunteers to leave the planet. The waves of ascension of those who have completed their work here has commenced. Those whose souls are now being cut free of any further commitment to the Earth plane are returning to the homes of their origin, to the starry regions that are still so beyond the current understanding and knowledge of most of humanity. It will not always be so, as the ones who have spent lifetimes of work upon this world have woven ties with humanity that will enable those who follow an easier time to expand their own horizons into the stars, bringing all humanity eventually into the higher vibrations of 5D. Some of these souls may choose continue to work with humanity, but from higher dimensions, as the frequency levels of some humans continues to rise, creating a stairway to heaven or the higher dimensions through their inner work.

The Second Wavers now are to assume their own missions, expand upon that of their teachers and to expand the understanding of humanity of what exists outside of time and space, what exists within each human being and the possibilities that physical existence holds in the multiplicity of possible means of expression.

As Dolores Cannon wrote, there is also a Third Wave of Volunteers. These are the young ones, the children who are being born, as Crystals and Rainbows, the child prodigies, some of whom are the autistic ones who struggle with the lower vibrations and those who are here to experience sometimes for the first time, physical existence. These very pure souls can incarnate here now due to the diligence and hard work undertaken so long ago by the First Wave Volunteers.

Let those who are in the process of leaving this earth plane to be honored for their work and presence here and allowed to go into a well-deserved retirement as the Second Wave assumes the primary responsibility as Wayshowers, Guides and Mentors for humanity.

The Third Wave, the children who are coming into incarnation here, will have less physical trials than those who have gone before them as they are incarnating with upgraded physical vessels, yet they will encounter their own set of emotional and mental challenges, simply by being here. For those who have come here as a Second Waver, be here as a parent or family member, a friend, a teacher, a guide and as a support system for these precious ones who deserve the opportunity to share their wondrous gifts and talents with all life and in doing so, do not underestimate your own value, dear ones.

As I leave this planet, I begin to see all the struggles of humanity, of the great war between the light and dark, of the drama and scope of physical existence here, with a growing compassion and detachment. It is as if a large part of my soul has already left the world. I no longer feel the need to judge or to struggle against the darkness, but realize that it has helped to define the light within. I have arrived at a place of inner balance that others have yet to find within. Still, by going there and living from this place, I anchor the vibration of beingness that is necessary for each to discover for themselves, without the aid of another.

It is all very good to have a great teacher and to follow in their footsteps, but there comes a time when the work of any person must be expanded upon and not allowed to fall into doctrine and become stagnant. It is not wise to make gods of those who have acted and lived here among you as fellow human beings, for in doing so, you give up your own sovereignty and power to those who have gone before you. Each succeeding generation is to find more, even if it is discovering a new way to utilize the teachings of the ancestors. Give your own unique stamp upon whatever you do in life, for each of you is a unique face to the Whole and have something to offer life even if you do not yet have the faith and trust in your own intuition or inner being. You will… given enough struggles and exercise enough breakthroughs in understanding.

Let go of the need of the ego to understand everything before it happens. When you finally open your high heart AND connect with Higher Mind, you will understand what you need to know, in the moment. It is a matter of trust and inner wisdom, as you make connect with the greater part of Self which remains in the higher dimensions of being.

We have been told that each of us exists as a vast multidimensional being. By the end of this week, I will truly begin to understand this concept as most of the soul aspect who walked in earlier in the lifetime of the physical vessel in which it has been housed, walks out. I may still retain a small portion of awareness of this plane, so I’ve been told, perhaps until this physical body expires. Yet, most of what I am in soul expression will be present in 5D / 6D and higher. This present life (3D/4) will, for me, take on the appearance of a dream as I return to the primary focus of my present incarnation as Lady Tazjima. I have had glimpses into what this other life consists of and that knowledge will continue to expand as my focus moves from this world to others, to the Pleiades and to the planet Venus and beyond.

Those First Wavers who incarnated upon the planet and have left or are about to leave within the next five years, most likely will not return as their souls have completed their missions and now return Home to begin the next cycle of learning and experience on other planets, planes and dimensions. Let them go. Bless them and let them go onto the next level of their continued existence and expansion of consciousness. In time, you will follow the starry path that they have set with their footsteps across the Galaxy and Universe, upon the Inner Planes and Higher Heavens.

My story of Sanat Kumara and the history of humanity is, of course, highly abbreviated. One could write many books on this subject and still not touch on all that has been hidden from humanity about their own past. Some of the story is metaphorical. Use your discernment and seek out your own sources of information. I am not a historian and do not write in a scientific method, but from my own understanding that might not appear logical or linear from a left-brain approach. Much of what is in the world, indeed within each of us is still a great mystery. It is up to each person to dive into the mystery of beingness and find their own way forward. Many blessings upon that path of self-discovery to all those who follow behind and to those who have gone before me.

Go in Peace and share your journeys with each other. You are now to become the Teachers and Wayshowers of Humanity. Assume the Mantle with grace, strength of purpose and the knowledge that it is now your time to shine.


Eliza n Tazjima n Sundeelia


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Journal Entry 10.14.2014


Larch Festival

Journal Entry 10.14.2014

This is an interesting process that I’m currently undergoing.  Call it an accelerated cleansing.  Oh, no… not again!  Yes, and in my case, it is apparently purging some deep cellular memories, mostly of rejection.

Starseeds know a lot of about rejection, feeling rejected by others and in turn, rejecting whole systems, relationships, beliefs, and institutions as a result of what we are and what we hold in terms of inner wisdom.  Personally, I’ve experienced a lot of rejection from other people in this lifetime and for the last 14 years or so, have voluntarily chosen to live alone.

Be alone is not lonely for me.  In the last two years, my writing has filled a huge gap in my life, allowing me to process and share that process with others.  I don’t do this to impress anyone, mind you, just to let people know, especially fellow starseeds that you’re not alone in your struggles or triumphs.

I woke up this morning feeling a profound sense of rejection and my ego mind immediately went to work building up the dramatic scenario… until I put a stop to it.  The sense of rejection has dissipated now, but I suppose other emotional baggage may still come up for clearing periodically between now and my “departure” date.

From my cousin, Rananda Kumara (via David Spear) I’ve learned more about the process on the other side as he has been in the re-tuning to 5D mode ever since his Ascension last May.  He has been advised by his sponsor that he should be completely retuned by the upcoming Solstice.  So… that would be seven months for him.  I feel it will be somewhat accelerated for me as I have a large commitment pending after the Solstice.

I’m sharing this information as a form of soft disclosure and for those volunteer First Wave starseeds who will begin their ascension this December and into the next couple of years.  If you are curious about your status, ask whether you have an ascension “date” (they are usually at the cusp between astrological signs) and if you have been assigned a walk-in.  Other First Wave starseeds might have other means to “leave”, so keep an open mind.

I understand that many starseeds who are fully awakened might be surprised to find that they are about to receive their walking papers; I know that I was.  I was prepared to be here for the duration, but it seems I (as a soul aspect) was needed at home.  I understand the reason now, but didn’t at first.

The channeled messages have completely stopped so it appears that I have completed my mission here.    I have enjoyed sharing my thoughts and a bit of my journey with you, my dear readers.  And for those who come to these pages after my departure, I send you my blessings.

I AM Tazjima Amariah Kumara VaCoupe, daughter of the Pleiades and of the planet Venus.

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Journal Entry – 10.10.14


Autumn Joy 001

Journal Entry – 10.10.14

This month and my remaining time here is rapidly passing.  Still, occasionally I wake up to another surprise from my Star Family.  This morning, they told me the name of another embodiment, John Dee, of the Elizabethan era in England.

Curiously and perhaps not so, I’ve known for a long time that I lived / am living during that epoch, a golden age for England and the beginning of her world-wide explorations.  John Dee played a part, being a gifted mathematician, alchemist, astrologer / astronomer, writer, etc.  When I hear the name, I immediately thought… “oh, no, not the spy master!”  No, that was Lord Cecil, who advised Elizabeth for many years.

Master Dee was a controversial figure in his time due to his intense curiosity about the world, seen and unseen.  He attempted crystal gazing and tried to communicate with angels!  He was accused of witchcraft more than once, but exonerated every time.  His various patrons were Edward VI (son of Henry VIII), Elizabeth I, Lord Dudley and others.  I was smiling as I read a short biography on the man as he stood on the cusp of two worlds, the end of the Renaissance and the beginning of the modern era.  He is considered, by some, as the last alchemist and the first real scientist.  He also taught men the mathematical skills needed in order to navigate the vast oceans.  Remember, the fine instruments that our mariners use today weren’t available in the 16th century.

Now… to the more mundane.  Life has been pretty quiet as I wind down my participation in life here.  I am encircled with the love of my Family 24/7.

Our autumn continues to be mild and dry.  The trees are losing leaves simply due to heat stress and the lower light.  Did everyone enjoy the lunar eclipse?  I just saw a bit of a dirty shadow on the lower half of the moon when I woke on Wednesday morning.  Still, the early morning skies are a beautiful deep blue spiked with brilliant stars.  This morning I saw Orion, Sirius and Venus.  Lovely!

I have been contacted by an individual who has felt a deep connection to Chief Joseph all her life.  With a little meditation and “tuning-in” I discovered that she had been his daughter, Sounds of Running Water, and was separated from her father at age 12 as a result of the flight towards Canada.  They were never reunited in that lifetime.  So, it is wonderful to make connection now.  I am discovering family all over the place, here and at Home.  It is quite an amazing time for me.

October 23rd is my official Ascension Day.  This particular day is significant in astronomy as containing a partial solar eclipse.  It is also part of the annual Festival of Light or Dwahli that is held each year in India.  I think Master Dee, who was also a talented astrologer, would be pleased with the “energies” of the day.

I haven’t really felt like writing much.  I guess I’ve pretty much said all that I have to say for now.  When I “leave”, I will convey messages periodically through my walk-in, Sundeelia VaCoupe.  Instead of writing, I’ve been working on another painting, posted above.  It is still in process, but I thought it a colorful design appropriate for autumn.

My blessings to all who have been reading these pages and those who will arrive here once I’ve departed.  I believe that I am the final piece of the puzzle or soul aspect that has embodied upon this planet at least for now.  The work that I do next will be from higher dimensions.


I AM Tazjima Amariah Kumara VaCoupe, better known as simply Eliza.

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Journal Entry 10.04.2014


Chief Joseph 001

Journal Entry 10.04.2014

Sometimes we reach a point in our life when we realize that we’re walking in circles.  This can be both positive and negative in our dualistic world… which we are rapidly leaving.

When I was younger, I was very creative, writing poetry, taking art classes, sewing and the like.  Much of that dropped away, given that I spend much of my waking hours at work making what passes for a “living”.  Still, I have managed to step through the negative aspect of this and begin to reconnect with my creativity, when home.

Instead of ensconcing myself in front of the television, I’ve been getting out my pencil and paper, paint, brushes and canvases… to begin exploring my creativity, again.  Of course, this is taking place on the eve of my “departure” (see earlier entries for details) but I can carry on with painting and artwork at Home.  I probably do it already in the personage of Lady Tazjima.

The latest painting is one that I’m still working on (see above) from an old black and white photo portrait taken of Chief Joseph when he was an older man.  He lived to 64 years old, the very year I just arrived at this past week.  So, in some curious way, I am celebrating both lifetimes, as Joseph and now as Eliza.

It has always been interesting to me how the knowledge of something communicates its essence to me, through my fingers and eyes as I work.  For instance, I’ve painted some rather bad paintings of Mt. Rainier in the past, but I can pick out the Mountain when I see it in any photograph.  I “know” it intimately from the time I have spent with it.

This is so with portraits, but even more so when there is already a connection between the spirit of the one being painted and the one who is painting.  As Joseph is a part of me, I feel his spirit guiding my eyes and hands, and if my brushwork is a little clumsy, he is certainly not to blame.  I just need some more practice.

I’ve been working in acrylics, as they wash up faster and are okay to use in a small space.  I don’t really have room to store a lot of drying paintings, like you sometimes need to do with oils.  However, I do have some fast drying oils and water soluble (which still take a while to dry!) that I may attempt to play with before I “leave”.

I will still have a slight physical presence after my Ascension date, but not much, so it will be up to Sundeelia to carry on.  She tells me that she has been eyeing my equipment and will get started when I’m “gone”.  That’s great to know.

Realize that this is a great adventure that I embark upon.  I really don’t know what to expect, how long it will take for me to “wake up” fully integrated into my other life.  And this is not something that is going to occur for everyone.  Each of us is a unique being, with a unique journey.  I will do my best to convey some of my experiences as circumstances allow.

Thanks for being here now.  Many hands and hearts are needed to get the work done that needs doing.  Utilize your gifts and creativity and discover the joy in sharing with your friends all over the world and beyond.


I AM Tazjima Amariah Kumara VaCoupe

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