Eliza: On Windows of Opportunity



Eliza: On Windows of Opportunity

Today is a beautiful late summer day, perfect in its conception, with blue skies, light breezes and the scent of coming autumn in the air. On Tuesday, we have the Autumnal Equinox or for the Southern Latitudes, the Vernal Equinox. Always there is a certain amount of intensity to any transition, as we move from one minor cycle to another, but this year, I would imagine just about everyone on the planet is experiencing MAJOR intensity within their lives in one shape or another.

We have a choice on how we can experience change. For my part, I have totally surrendered to the changes that I am currently undergoing. If one has read previous entries on this blog, and come to the conclusion that I’m crazy or egoistical to say some of the things that I have shared, then many people might agree with you… had they not met me in person.

We all have windows of opportunity, to make changes in our lives and to fully surrender to whatever is God’s purpose in our lives.

Even the word “God” sets some people’s teeth on edge, given the result of most religious conditioning in our childhoods, where, as children we were sometimes encouraged or browbeaten into accepting an authority outside of ourselves. And this authority figure or figures, in the form of nuns, priests, ministers and Sunday school teachers gave us lectures on how we were all sinners and would go to Hell if we didn’t do such and such.

When I was about twelve years old, I came to the conclusion that most religion was poppycock, but it didn’t mean that I gave up on God or His “only begotten Son, Jesus”. I spent more years trying to figure out my relationship to these disembodied entities and what role they played in my life, if at all.

Through the years, I have come to realize that God or Source as I prefer to call it now, is a part of our lives as we are part of it. Through free will, we can surrender or not to this force of Love that binds us to the rest of Creation or we can chose to resist it and attempt to turn away. I have chosen to surrender my personal will or ego to this force and to allow a window of opportunity to open for myself.

In surrendering to the notion that I will be ascending and returning Home this autumn, I am relinquishing all notions of continuing on with my Service here. More important, is the realization that I am WORTHY of receiving such an accolade, although for some months I really wondered if that were so.

We have all been so conditioned as human beings within the 3D Matrix, that we have forgotten that all of us are worthy of receiving Love from Source. We have forgotten that we are still connected to Source, at all times, despite our feelings about God or other beings that we can’t see, hear or feel.

Depending on your point of surrender, you may just begin to feel those other parts of Self, for you, all of you who are here embodied during this amazing time of transition have a part to play in the great drama that is being played out.

The Earth, our present home planet, is ascending. Once it was thought that only a small percentage, perhaps less than 10 percent of the population, would be ascending with Her. The rest would perish in some catastrophe or another, then reincarnating upon another 3D planet elsewhere in the Multiverse, according to the needs of the souls involved. Now, however, it appears that everyone, to one degree or another, is waking up. Therefore, the opportunity to ascend WITH the planet will be and is being offered to everyone here, no matter what roles they are currently playing, whether of dark or light.

This is an astounding development given that some 60 to 70 years ago, the old doomsday scenarios could be now playing out. Instead, there will still be earth changes but to a lesser degree than once foretold by prophets, saints and seers.

Beginning with the upcoming Solstice, several hundreds of volunteers who incarnated during the previous evolutionary cycle or Great Year (26,000+ years) will be ascending. This will be the first wave of those who have been reincarnating for century after century, assisting in the evolution and enlightenment of humankind by means of anchoring their tremendous light upon this sphere. These volunteers have already been replaced by other waves, including the Indigo, Blue Ray, Crystals and other light being volunteers who will be working upon this planet until the humanity as a collective attains fifth dimensional consciousness. Just how long this will take depends on the collective. It also depends on every single member of the collective, for when you work for yourself, you affect all those who are around you, whether seen or unseen.

Many other forces are working alongside you in your efforts to reclaim the Earth for life, including elemental beings and angelic forces. Whether or not you believe in the existence of these beings is a moot point; once YOUR frequency increases enough, you will KNOW that they exist. Before that happens, your own skepticism and self-doubt will continue to keep up the fence between you and the rest of creation.

Take down the fence, dear ones! Release your fears! Forget the karma that you think you owe the world! You are forgiven in the Now, once you have forgiven yourself and all others who you believe have harmed you, whether in this life or another. Remember that EVERY circumstance within your lifetime has come to you due to either previous soul level agreement or because your resistance to change is compelling the Universe to bring you what you are focusing on… Be it fear, you will get fearful scenarios. Be it abundance, then watch the synchronicities begin to happen in your life. Be willing to leap into change when an opportunity comes your way. Be light on your feet and adaptable to situations. Above all, listen within. If you are presented with an opportunity and it doesn’t feel right today, let it go. Another opportunity that is just perfect for you may be coming in your direction at a later date when you have successfully cleared whatever is continuing to block your self-esteem and self-regard.

As I continue to pass through my particular transition, I can look upon the world with detachment and compassion. No longer do I feel compelled to worry about what another person thinks of me. I know what I feel within. The love of my Family envelopes like a warm blanket, lightly sheltering me but not smothering. I am guided but not dominated. With patience, I am introduced to new aspects of my own being and those with whom I will be working in my future. That future is unfolding as yours will if you allow it to do so. Release the last vestiges of fear and step outside the box of conformity. Feel free to be as you are, doing whatever gives you the greatest joy in life, whether in quiet meditation or heavily involved in social change.

Embrace your divinity and the wonders that you will discover along your journey into self-discovery. The wonders are still unfolding for me; they will do so for you also, in a manner entirely unique to you.

I embrace all of you with the love of my Higher Self, Lady Tazjima of Venus. She and her brethren watch over the progress of this world and all its occupants. As I continue to re-blend with her consciousness, I am beginning to see the world from an entirely different and new perspective. You, too, can expand into an awareness of your own multidimensionality, as all human beings are more than what they seem to be while here, playing the game of duality.

I wish you well upon your journey. May the Light of the Christ within your heart flame light the way clearly.


I AM Tazjima Amariah Kumara VaCoupe

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Journal Entry: 09.21.2014



Journal Entry 09.21.2014

Really!  What day is it?  Time has begun to blend and collapse into itself for me, especially on the weekends.  As soon as I get home, the watch comes off and doesn’t get put on again until Monday morning.

I’ve been rather disconnected from matters outside my little world at present with all the interior changes going on as my transition continues.  At times, I am very aware of the presence of my Star Family, but this week, I was visited by other rather special Beings.  I really can’t share much as most of this is of a very personal nature, but I can share that we are loved so very much.  If there is one thing that I have conveyed to my readers, is this sense of all-pervading and encompassing Love that permeates your being when you open yourself up to the possibility that you may, indeed, be more than you ever dreamed.

It is so for me.  It is so for all human beings.  Within Unity consciousness, where most of us exist before incarnation and between incarnations, there is only Love and acceptance.  We have all forgotten, temporarily, that the connection is NEVER broken between Soul and human being.  If it were so, your consciousness would be immediately withdrawn from this world and you would be elsewhere.

Some of you may wonder why I posted a meditation from Archangel Michael today.  It is actually one that I use when I go to work each morning and has served me well.  Like me, many still work and perhaps live in environments that can present challenges.  While I do not recommend going into fear about it, I have myself experienced psychic attacks fairly recently, as have a couple of other internet friends.  While we are still undergoing the present transition, it is wise to protect yourself so you can go freely through the world during the day.

The Shield does not work if you are in fear about anything or allow yourself to get upset over things.  Each of us needs to be responsible for how we are able to handle our circumstances as they are being presented to us.  We have a choice:  to see things as challenges or to see difficult circumstances as an opportunity to use our inner resources and creativity.  Above all, we need to listen to our own hearts and intuit whether or not something resonates within.  If it does not, then pass it by.  In small degrees, you can return to a sense of personal sovereignty and when you learn that it is okay to surrender fully to the Source, you will do so with a full heart and without any lingering fear.

Each of us is a vast light being in truth, of which only the tiniest bit of self can be contained with these small physical vessels.  And this world in which we find ourselves is a hologram, made up of the collective consciousness of ALL humanity.  By bringing yourself into resonance with what fits you as a being, you contribute to raising the Whole.  If you are in dissonance, you contribute to bringing down the whole collective, as well.

We are all here, everyone of us, to play a part.  When we return to our “real” life, we will be completely enveloped back into the Wholeness from which we came.  Whether or not you were a Light Being before incarnating here or the consciousness of a tree, you are a part of the Wholeness of consciousness that exists upon this planet.  You are a child of Gaia and loved more than you know.

You are also a Child of Creation and a vast being existing in other worlds and dimensions.  During the past week, I have experienced some awareness of my own multidimensionality.  It is possible for you to do the same.  Surrender to the process, release your fear and resistance, purify the great column of Light that you are in truth and be the Love and Light that you are, always, whether here or elsewhere.

Shine, my sisters and brothers, shine!  Let your light be a beacon to those who are still waking up.  Share your journeys with all those who will listen and see what happens as a light goes on behind someone’s eyes even as you look upon their glowing face.


I AM Lady Tazjima Amariah Kumara VaCoupe, daughter of the planet Venus and the Pleiades.

All Rights Reserved, Elizabeth Ayres Escher, http://www.bluedragonjournal.com



Archangel Michael’s Shield






Archangel Michael Speaks

Channeler: Trillia Gia

It is I, Archangel Michael.  I greet you this day. I come to speak directly to you in this now moment of time.  Feel My Presence and know always that you are never alone. We are family and it is My honor to guide and protect each soul who sends forth a call from their heart flame to Mine. We are well within the days of transition and know that the Change that is within you shall soon manifest before you. 

Have you chosen to bring forth the beauty that flows forth from your heart in service to our Father Mother God through your heart to create the miracles you seek?  Each of you who reads My words have stood before Me to pledge your hands,  your feet and most importantly your heart in service to our Creator to bring forth that which has been decreed,  to bring forth Freedom to your Mother and all her children!   When you took your sacred pledge before Me to serve as Earth Eagles you each received required training to serve you well in these Days of Harvest.  Many gifts were bestowed upon each chosen to step down their frequencies and walk among the shadows.   For each to succeed you understood well that it is necessary to call forth for My protection and to put on your Armor of Light daily.  My specific shielding when used by dedicated Earth Eagles enables My Legion of Light known as the Eagle Command working within and alongside the great Galactic Federation of Light (GFL) to maneuver the space around you for your protection. 

For some, you will remember.   For others, not so.  It matters not, as what does matter is that you call forth your Armor of Light daily until all shadows are no longer a part of your world.  And so we begin!

FIRST – Call forth on the Mighty Violet Flame from within your heart to burst forth and expand until all your lower bodies are held within this flame in its full power.   Allow it to spiral upward as it washes all shadows free from your physical bodies… each and every cell and all space between.   Then direct it in the same manner through the electrons of your emotional body, your mental body and light body until every cell from head to toe is cleansed.  Expand this Mighty God Fire to cleanse to the edge of your auric field.   Command, transmute and release all not of the Light!

SECOND – Call forth from within your heart the Blue Flame of Power, Protection and Strength to burst forth directly before you to the very edge of your auric field.  Then send forth the Blue Flame from this point before you to your right wrapping it completely around you to meet again before you forming a Blue Disc.  Command this disc to hold sustained.  Again from this point before you direct the Blue Flame up and over your Crown Chakra, down the back of your spine, beneath your feet and then back before you creating a second disc of blazing Blue Flame.   Hold this disc in place as you again direct the Blue Flame from within your heart up through your Crown Chakra to the very upper edge of your auric field and wrap this Flame down the right side of you beneath your feet up your left side to meet again at your Crown.   Again hold this powerful disc in place.   Now you have placed yourself within the mighty gyroscope of Blue Flame.  From all directions those who approach or view you shall see our Father’s Mighty Crosses of Protection before you, behind you, to the left of you, to the right of you, above and below you!

THIRD – Now it is time to complete your armor by calling forth the Tube of Light!  Command the Tube of White Light to descend from Source as a shimmering River of Living Light strengthening your connection to all that flows from On High.  On its outer edge place a reflective Mirror Light substance known as the Ring-Pass-Not.  This acts to rebound all which is directed at you that is less than Love sending it immediately back to its source.   See it as so!

Then with a prayer of gratitude and your request sent forth to Me to protect you, all is well and your Armor of Light is in place!  As you use this powerful shielding daily the faster and easier to put in place this shall become and its power. Know always that you are loved, and we of the Legions of Light await your call.  I thank you for your service and the opportunity to bring forth remembrance to each of you. So be it!

I Am Archangel Michael


Credit:  Painting by Jody Florman

All Rights Reserved, Elizabeth Ayres Escher, http://www.bluedragonjournal.com  Permission is NOT given to alter this written message into any other form without prior written permission from the channeler, Trillia Gia.



Eliza: On Dragons and Other Doings


Eagle Creek, Eagle Cap Wilderness

Eliza: On Dragons and Other Doings

It’s a beautiful day outside, cool and pleasant, yet I wanted to write something.

I’m having a difficult time connecting with anything to write about… so, in order to get started, I will share portions of my notes from a session that I had in early 2009, with a talented healer / seer.

“When Lady Aurelia first focused on my energy patterns, she saw a clear spirit, a tremendous Being of Light with a crown on her head. She expressed it as my being the queen of my planet, holding a place of authority.”

Interesting, given that while I’m not a queen, I am an aspect of a Light Being and highly evolved Soul.

“She said that in my vertical aspect, I was an Ascended Lady Master and that I express at a higher level than that, above. She could not determine whether that expression was archangelic or something else altogether different.”

Soon after this session, held in January of 2009, I contacted a former mentor in his current form as a rather independent, fully conscious Englishman. I recognized him from a photo posted on a forum which we were both members for a short time. We continued our internet connection via emails for nearly three years, until he let me go, after preparing me through the means of our odd relationship for my next stage of growth.

Within months, I joined another spiritual mentor and began to have a small Facebook presence. It was through Facebook that I finally connected with some incarnated “family” members.

Ascension and awakening is a process. In our world, this process takes “time”, something to which most of us as light beings and star seeds are not truly accustomed. So an extra dab of patience and self-compassion is required of us when we begin to feel frustrated or impatient.

It was in the 2009 session that I first encountered verification of several lifetimes involving dragons. I shall describe one life…

“As an intuitive dancer, I was a blue dragon. I had the gift of being able to alter space through dance. Extremely graceful and intuitive, I tuned into the audience and then created a dance to suit. For most of that particular life, dance consumed me. For this reason, I did not mate until much older. As I aged, I became a teacher and found a mate who was younger than me.”

Some readers might jump to the conclusion that I have a reptilian past. No, these dragons were different from the ones that are drawn, painted and presented even in spiritual settings. As dragons, we were fully conscious, a wholly peaceful, creative and intuitive people. We did not kill anything or eat meat. The fruit, vegetables and grain that we consumed were gathered and used only through agreement with the over-lighting devas. We were artists, gardeners, librarians and creative geniuses. Our artistic creations were under great demand throughout the Galaxy. We were known for our great libraries. We were a fully galactic, high-evolved and conscious culture.

Another interesting thing to note: we were shape shifters and could move into human form when it suited. The real Dragons had short dense fur and came in many colors. They were positive polarity beings. The Reptilians who invaded and destroyed their world and culture were also dragons, but with heavy scales, with an oily black appearance.   These invaders were, in every sense, the polar opposite of the White Dragons (as we called ourselves) being of extreme and ultimate negative polarity to our own.

When the Reptilians began their invasion of our portion of the galaxy, we realized that we needed to prepare for war. War was not a part of our culture, so we contacted other races who had already been involved in the conflict, in order to receive training. We began to have more children, store food and network with other planetary systems.

The onslaught of the Reptilians when it came, utterly destroyed our culture and people. The Reptilians wanted to obliterate every memory of our existence, but ultimately did not succeed, for there are many lighted beings present on this planet today who feel a connection to dragons. As a formerly peaceful society, although we tried to prepare for war, we did not fully understand how long the conflict would last or how devastating it would be for our world. Those who did not fight felt guilt and shame for not participating in the defense of our world, even though it was right and necessary for some to remain out of direct engagement with the enemy. In the end, all of our efforts were in vain, as most of our civilization was destroyed.

The seer with whom I had the session, also shared a couple of other life times of mine as a dragon or associated with dragons. In the last one, I had taken on human form as a dragon rider. On learning that bit of information, I could better understand why I was drawn to reading fantasy stories about dragons and their human companions.

As a result of several traumatic episodes during that series of lifetimes, I suffered a great deal of etheric damage, which contributed to blockages around my heart and throat chakras, as well as telepathic channels. Fortunately, we commenced on a healing session to repair most of the damage that same day. My light team and that of Lady Aurelia (not her real name) combined forces to repair what they could in one session. (Note to Reader: as far as I know, this talented seer is no longer offering her services generally and I do not know how to contact her presently.)

From this time, I have continued to open to my own divinity, but the process accelerated even more when I decided to take the suggestion of my English pen pal and begin my own blog.

All of us who sojourn upon this planet have had experiences and lifetimes on other planets, in other dimensions and in other forms (and even formlessness). Although it is not well-known among the general population, every human being here is a star seed, although some have long forgotten their star connections and star families. The true history of the planet is much, much longer than most “authorities” would have you believe… a fact that they continue to wish to hide from general knowledge. Yet, that knowledge and understanding of ourselves as a potential galactic culture will come forward as the cycles are now moving towards the Golden Age. The energy supports a great spiritual awakening to occur amongst all people. It will happen, only perhaps taking longer for some of the impatient ones…

I can say now that war is NOT the way to solve problems. War on this planet has been used as a means to control and to cull populations. The practice of war is no more natural to the true human being than it was for my Dragon people. Part of the control of the world population has been managed through the manipulation of human genetics by shutting down most of the DNA and leaving just enough to power the body. Now genetics (through GMOs) and chemicals (chemtrails, vaccines, man-made viruses, etc.) are being used to further attack the population, with the full backing of our corporate-owned governments. It’s time to wake up, people, and take back our power.

We take back our power by not fighting the “enemy” but by arriving at a point of self-acceptance and self-love, of discovering our inner connections with the loving guidance that our Higher Self and Star Families can offer each of us once we give permission for the connection to be made.

There are so many layers of each individual being just waiting to be discovered and revealed. Take the time to connect to your true spiritual teacher, your Higher Self, and await the discoveries that you will find on your own journey.

When we become connected to our inherent inner strength, devotion and truth, suddenly everything that was confusing before can be understood and comprehended with new “eyes”. These new eyes are the opened third eye that “sees” through lies, “feels” resonance and responds to vibrations and frequencies. These things are beyond the understanding of our little ego mind, beyond the capacity of our limited five physical senses. We are on our way, as a people, to expanding back into full consciousness and re-opening to our complete set of 365 senses. As you may imagine, this process will take more than one generation to accomplish. In fact, it will take many generations, but will occur eventually. Still, when one is on the path to ascension, you do not have to linger in resonance with the rest of the population, do you?

According to ancient Hindu belief, we are well embarked upon the Dwarpa Yuga, in an upswing of spiritual consciousness that will take many thousands of years to fully flower. This realization is not something that is acceptable to most star seeds, who tend to want the Golden Age to start yesterday, yet this is a physical world and change takes “time”.  And time on this planet, at least, is tied to the passage of the stars in the heavens, interpreted through the ancient astrological and cosmological maps of the ancients.

Having lived in the Hindu culture during other lifetimes, I can understand the concept of cycles. You can see it reflected in the seasons and passage of the stars through the heavens. Our ancestors marked out sign posts for us to discover along our passage to the Golden Age, but it is up to us to have the patience and curiosity to decipher the messages left behind.

I have been told that I came here to serve for an evolutionary period. I interpret this to mean for a Great Year, which in earth years is 26,000 years. When the great Mayan calendar ended in 2012, this cycle ended, as did many other lesser cycles. So, my time to assist with the evolutionary process of humanity is now ended and I will soon be departing from this planet… at least this is what I have been told, verified by two other impeccable sources.

As I remember some of my past lifetimes, both here and elsewhere, I would encourage all of my readers to begin to connect to their own journeys. Even if you do not regard yourself as a gifted seer or telepath, you can embark on your explorations through your own imagination. See yourself in another setting, in different clothes, speaking another language. You just might surprise yourself and come up with a good story that, in time, you will be willing to share with others.

Moving through our personal fears of exposure, betrayal, rejection and the like, takes courage, but it is only through moving through those fears that healing can truly come. As you do move forward, you will see for yourself, as I have, that the fears melt away in the warmth of your heart flame, as if they never existed at all. And they don’t. Your fears exist because you lend them the energy to do so; remove that connection and poof! Gone!

So, as a simple human being to another I say this, treat yourself with respect. Learn to love yourself as you have been taught to love others. Discover what empowers you and gives you joy, lending you the courage to continue to open your heart to the world and all life forms that inhabit it. There is much beauty and marvels to share and discover as you go forward into this new cycle of creation and expansion, moving towards the dawning of the Golden Age.


I AM Tazjima Amariah Kumara VaCoupe

All Rights Reserved, Elizabeth Ayres Escher, http://www.bluedragonjournal.com

Journal Entry 09.06.2014



Journal Entry 09.06.2014

Some of my readers may have noticed that I was very quiet this past week, at least until today.  Reason being, I was extremely exhausted at work.  When I got home, it was enough to feed the cats and myself and then go to bed.  I wasn’t interested in reading much or doing much, except gathering a few handfuls of fresh vegetables from my little garden for fresh salad.

In glancing over various messages shared on Facebook, it was obvious that the energies continue to intensify for us all.  And my personal process is continuing, as well, as I re-blend with Higher Self.  Sometimes, I feel like Lady Tazjima is fully here.  Sometimes, my human personality, “Eliza” is more present.   My walk-in, “Sundeelia” is still in the process of observing and learning the ways of our current lifestyle.  She has been here before and is well taught and prepared to assume full command when I am ready to fully “depart”.

I am constantly checking in with my Star Family throughout the day and night.  They or a select group of them are present 24/7.  When I have a moment to relax and tune in, I can feel their Presence, their love and attention being given to me in every moment.

Lately, my “life” here has taken on a dimension of being unreal or dreamlike.  This sensation informs me that the process of re-blending is well underway.  I do not feel fully engaged here any more.  Indeed, I seek to disengage more and more every day.

Those who still come seeking answers to their questions will find, for the most part, them being unanswered.  I don’t know your answers.  It is for YOU to find them out.  I am not an all-knowing omniscient being in my current life here, merely a soul aspect of one who resonates at 6D.  And since I am currently withdrawing my awareness of this life and focusing on rejoining Family and friends at Home, I have little interest in continuing to teach.

Look around you.  There are many lightworkers and starseeds who are here specifically to teach.  My journey was more of one of experiencing, not teaching.  If I have managed to convey what I have learned through my own experiences, all the better, but it was not my primary function here.  I came to anchor the Light upon this benighted planet, to enable others to discover THEIR way forward and connect with their inner divinity, not to follow mine.

So, read my words and the story of my life, always remembering that this was one journey and will not be the one that most of you will need to follow.  The times in which I was born are very different than now.  Yes, violence still exists, yet now, it is an needed outplaying of karmic energies for the return to balance in this world.  Look upon these things with a neutral eye, seeing them not as “evil” or other events as “good”, but merely the process of creation that in progress often first appears to be highly destructive.

A fire may burn a forest, but five years later, the soil enriched by the nutrients released by the ash and rotting wood will feed a lovely bounty of wildflowers and new shrubs.  So a great storm may plunge through a town, ripping all to shreds, but houses and stores and even lives can be rebuilt.  Release the old, embrace the new and become Whole, again, dear ones.

I am seeking to become Whole, again, also… a process that may not be understood by many at this time… but may in the future as some of those who are attracted to these words are also from the First Wave volunteers who came here many thousands of years ago.  And whose time upon this planet now grows swiftly shorter.

The cycles progress and no thing stands in the way of their turning as they emanate from Source.  So, my time and the time of my fellow starseeds to remain here upon this planet is now coming to an end.  Evolution is continuous.  Progress ebbs and flows.  Take advantage of the great light and opportunities that abound during this particular period of “time” upon your world, for soon the doors will shut and a new cycle will commence.  The players will be in place and the journey will begin in earnest.  You are nearly there…

Never fear that we will lose awareness of your trials, tribulations and your joys here upon this planet.  You are dear to our hearts and many of us, Pleiadians and other star nations, will have volunteers who are actively engaged in assisting with the next round of evolution upon your world.

May many blessings attend you on your journey.


I AM TazjimaAmariahKumara

All Rights Reserved, Elizabeth Ayres Escher, http://www.bluedragonjournal.com


Eliza: On Learning Discernment


Cottonwood Heart

Eliza: On Learning Discernment

What is discernment? To me, it is the ability to determine what resonates for me, at the moment. Whatever is resonating to me, is what I need for the next step in my journey. Learning discernment could be described as the fine art of listening to the One who dwells within. It is a journey that takes you to a place where you can begin to experience grace and forgiveness.

If you have read my two series of articles, “From One Who Has Served” and “My Spiritual Journey”, you will have seen that I was able to begin to discern my path even as a young person, when I first found my joy in reading books at age seven.

Reading stories was my way of finding worlds to explore, worlds very different than the one in which I found myself.

In other lifetimes, perhaps I found my joy in learning the art of war or in withdrawing from the world and spending a lifetime in prayer.

This lifetime was to be a culmination of all lifetimes spent upon this planet, although for much of this life I did not understand this.

Even though I came in as a walk-in, rather than incarnating, I still took on the Veil of Forgetfulness, perhaps to see if I could manage to walk through a portion of my life without the benefit of foreknowledge and connection with Source. My Star Family would be first to recognize that I loved challenges and challenging lifetimes. I was fearless.

Still, when I began to awaken, so many years ago, I realized that in this particular lifetime I was carrying a great deal of fear in my body. Whether or not it was the result of coming in as a walk-in and “inheriting” the fear that permeated the body, I do not know. Some of the fear may have been my own, held over from the violent ending I had suffered during World War II. There I had “died” after the plane I had been piloting was shot down.

I had chosen to come into an era that was particularly challenging, the second great war had ended, but an uncertain cold war had set in, permanently driving wedges between two different and apparently totally opposite political philosophies… that of Capitalism and that of Communism. The two divisions remained in a state of mutual opposition, each building unbelievable weapons of destruction as deterrents to invasion by either party on the other’s territory.

So… while America thrived in those days of the post-war era, still there was an underlying current of fear, brought to the forefront of realization by news coverage of acts of belligerence here and there across the globe. When Cuba became a communist state, even our shores were within striking distance of the Red Threat. In those days, it is was clear who the “enemy” was… the Communists.

Still, I was a child and then a teenager. Distant wars or threats of war did little to disturb me as I concentrated on my school work and enjoyed the books that I was reading.

Some people would describe reading as a way to “escape” the world. Perhaps, but in those days I needed to escape into the adventures and strange worlds that I was discovering. I was about 11 or 12 when I discovered the works of J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings. I didn’t even read the first volume of the Trilogy, “The Fellowship of the Ring”, or “The Hobbit” until several years later, but I knew that the world described in these works was one that I would gladly immerse my entire being. I felt an affinity for the great beings, the High Elves, who unworldliness echoed within my own being in ways I did not yet understand. They were the Guardians of their world, but their time was ending, the time of the Elves was ending and therein was contained some of the bittersweet poignancy of the tales. Little did I realize at the time, this was, indeed, a true echo of my own long journey as a Wayshower and volunteer lightworker upon this planet. Though these two words, “Wayshower” and “lightworker” were not a part of general parlance of my youth, they would become a big part of the latter years.

Without going into further detail about my life and process of learning how to discern what was right for me and what was not, let it suffice to say that it is a process, like any other of learning to trust yourself.

In this particular and very peculiar culture of the “modern” Western world, materialism has been king. Being aggressive and outgoing was the way to be, to conquer and to command. In this life, I was none of those things. I was sensitive, quiet and introverted. I was uncomfortable with team sports, did not collect records or become enamoured of recording artists like other young people. I enjoyed music, but was not obsessed by it. I wasn’t drawn to be part of the “in” crowd and frankly didn’t understand their need to be the center of attention. I was curious, intelligent, somewhat shy, and socially awkward and had little idea what I wanted to do and be in the future.

It was in my college years that I began to realize that I had precognition, which is the ability to know something before it happens. For instance, one evening while spent in the company of my boyfriend and his family, I came to the realization that I would be leaving in about two months. This was in April. After school finished in June, I left, never to return.

This ability only has grown stronger through the years. Over a decade ago, I was sharing a meal with the parents of another boyfriend when I just “knew” that my friend’s father was dying. Later I told him that his father would not be long for the world. His father died before Memorial Day. Made uneasy by my abilities, my boyfriend became quite impossible to live with and so our relationship came to an end… but, of course, I knew it would. By the time I moved out, I had known that we would not marry or continue to be “an item” for many months. Yet events had to play themselves out. It was a dividing of the way for me. A mere month later, my father died of complications arising from his Alzheimer’s disease, and I found myself completely alone. I was at the beginning of my spiritual mentorship, by yet unseen and unknown spiritual Beings.

If you have read the story of my spiritual journey, you will come to the realization that my path has never been clear-cut or well-defined. In that, I differ greatly from the Wayshowers of the Second and succeeding Waves of lightworkers and starseeds. Someone has to be a pioneer, one who works without a map or compass, who hacks a path through the untrammeled wilderness of suppressed spirituality that exists upon this planet. And so I, with many of my and as yet unrecognized spiritual family were here doing just that… acting as sowers of seeds of light, light houses and so on, in order to awaken the latent and innate spiritual yearning within humanity.

I wove an uncertain path from one spiritual group to another, from one New Age church to another, each step taking me forward, sometimes sideways, and yet unerringly upward. Yet it wasn’t until I was able to break through my own fears of exposure through the medium of writing that I truly encountered, for the first time in waking consciousness, members of my own Spiritual Family.

In the process of coming to this point of enlightenment, I took many steps without relying upon others to show me the way. Yes, I read many books, listening to lectures and channeled material. Yes, I attended services, did degrees, yet learned to listen to my own feelings. Through trial and error, I discovered that when I did not listen to my body, I got very sick. So, I became hyper somatic. A psychologist would and did see this as something negative. I saw it as being something useful. My own body was a tool that I could use in learning to discern whether or not something was suitable for me.

As the years passed, this discernment began more finely tuned. I found out that my investigations into various avenues of what was currently available in terms of esoteric knowledge would lead me, eventually, to a place where I had to curtail that particular line of inquiry and drop it entirely. From the outside, perhaps, it would appear that I was confused and could not settle on one kind of teaching or discipline. In truth, I was learning to be my own teacher, by giving myself just enough of some teaching and then before becoming an adherent of only one type of spiritual knowledge, I would move on.

Like a butterfly, I was lightly touching on the essence of many spiritual teachings and eventually would come to a place where I would drop them all and follow, solely, my own inner guidance.

I learned that most teachings, whether exoteric (outer) or esoteric (inner) demanded that the student or chela bind themselves through oaths to be completely obedient to the teachings. For some reason I could not take this step. At first I thought it was my own failure. As I became wiser, I began to understand that it was a failure of the teachings themselves. All the teachings that I encountered upon this earth plane, bar none… and I realize that I will upset many egos in expressing this… are limited and designed to continue the divisions of the old paradigm.

This realization is revolutionary in its understanding. It was then that I began to realize that the only teacher who was truly suited was the inner one who already dwelt within my Heart, my Christ Self.

Jesus of Nazareth never meant any of his disciples to follow him only, but to rely on their own connections to the one whom He called “Father”. Some of his followers understood and comprehended the extent of personal responsibility it placed on each disciple to learn how to discern from within self what was the right path to pursue in the world. They took this knowledge with them into other lifetimes and put it to test for themselves.

Most religions would have you give your power away to a priest, minister, pope or other worldly adviser. Many esoteric teachings also have you following the lectures and messages of a teacher, guide or Messenger. Some of these teachers are very humble and realize that they are not the ones in charge, but many are seized by their egoic minds and begin to believe that they are the only one who has a connection to the Source… and hence all should follow in their footsteps or be considered as heretics and blasphemers. Some teachings follow words given forth long before, without realizing that guidance is continuous. To follow the words given by a messenger some 70 years before is to stagnate. As mankind grows, so does the spiritual guidance that is received.

In truth, each man and woman here needs to come to a place where they follow their own inner guidance, whether or not it leads them far from their original family, place of origin or childhood conditioning. And equally true, many people go into resistance when they sense the need to step out of their comfort zone and go forth into places yet unknown to their limited human understandings. Or they tend to lash out at those who ARE willing to go forth and contradict their own intellectual understandings.

Discernment is a two-edged sword. You must be willing to set aside your ego and listen within. To be able to quietly listen to the internal “voice” you need to be prepared to set aside all need to immediately understand everything that is going on within. In short, you need to let go of the little mind’s endless questioning, which are merely a means to corral your attempt to venture forth outside the box of prior human conditioning.

Spirit cannot be contained within the limited understandings of the human mind. The high heart must be opened and engaged. And through the Heart, you must travel the path until you reach the gateway to the Higher Mind, Universal Mind, through which you will discover your connection to Higher Self.

Beyond Higher Self, lies many more steps to one’s coming into full awareness of what one’s purpose for being here is and has always been. I am still learning and the process will continue even after I have fully re-blended with my Higher Self.

I have already been contacted by the Archangelic Being who is the Higher Self of Lady Tazjima. She is one well-known by some on Earth, yet I am not prepared to state Her name as it is a distraction for others.

Yes, everyone on the planet has a Higher Self and all those souls have chosen to ascend with the planet into the Fifth Dimension, will eventually come to know and share a profound connection to their Higher Self. It is a process that one must grow into slowly, for only by so doing will you be able to integrate the awareness that YOU are important, also.

Self-love, self-trust, self-enpowerment are all steps to opening up to an awareness of YOUR Higher Self and the soulful connections that exist between all beings who share a Group Soul or I AM Presence.

I AM a part of a greater Soul Group who has worked for eons, not just on this planet but on many others, advancing the cause of the Light. My work will not end with my “retirement” from this earth plane, yet it is about to take a much needed diversion into another mission, that of becoming a mother to one who will be, in the future, a world teacher, whether here on Earth or in other worlds where people are still striving to break free from darkness. I have also been given the option of re-blending with my Archangelic Higher Self in the future, after I have completed my life as a Pleiadian. I will give this due consideration.

None of this that I share is done out of a desire to belittle those who personally feel “less” than me. I am different. I come from an entirely different culture, in fact, two different cultures who have both been long ascended. We came here and to other worlds to serve. It is OUR purpose in life. It is done out of love. As an example of love in action, we are here to INSPIRE those who read these words and the others given by many other lighted messengers, a reason to dive within courageously and to seek out YOUR own inner connection to Higher Self, to your Monad and Soul Group and to those Mentors and Guides who lovingly watch over you until you are able to connect with them on a more conscious level.

Seek and connect with your Courage, the fire within YOUR heart. This will carry you forth through your fears and doubt, and into those realms that are lit with the light and love that YOU are in the Higher Realms. We are here merely to assist you in the remembrance of YOUR own divinity, not to have you worship ours.

In the Lighted Worlds, we are One. Here, this is a state of being that has yet to truly manifest between individuals, but is now in process. As you progress towards that state of being fully awakened AND responsible for every step you take, you will find that your steps, every one, have been assisted by those who LOVE you and have worked unerringly at your side, unacknowledged until you could open your heart enough to FEEL their Presence.

So it has been with my own Star Family. Twenty years ago, I realized that I was somehow connected to Sanat Kumara… and now I KNOW this to be true. Other realizations have been verified by myself and through the medium of others, yet, the awareness WILL come for you, also, if you give yourself the time and let go of the need to intellectually understand everything now. The journey of opening up to Spirit cannot be characterized or defined for all; it is an individual process. And when one arrives to a certain point of development, it again becomes a collective experience, yet few of you here today are at that point. Still, many of you will become drawn to begin to work together to arrive at this collective understanding. It will be a process as well and not instantaneous as many lightworkers are still coming from ego and not from the love to which they give lip service but have not yet incorporated into their own understanding. In short, their hearts and minds are not working together yet; one… usually the mind is dominant. Be willing to open YOUR heart so that you may be able to discern what path and what group, if any, is right for you and be willing to step from that path when you need to. Through your willingness to subject yourself to much trial and error, you will learn to trust your inner guidance.

Trust is the key. Self-acceptance is another key. With these keys, you will open many doors, doors that you could not even see before.

I AM Tazjima Amariah Kumara (et al)

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Eliza: On Evolution and Revolution


Above the Imnaha

Eliza:  Higher Self on Evolution vs. Revolution

Lord, I almost dread asking whether or not I should share another past life… but my Family are anything but subtle these days.  Loving, but not subtle.

Another one… Marquis de La Fayette… yes, the young French cavalier who assisted the American forces, despite being forbidden to do so by his king, Louis XVI.  I will spare you the details as his life is well documented.

Freedom as I said in a prior message runs in the blood.

So when others speak of freedom and yet kill, maim and destroy counties, I know that they do not speak the Truth that I have learned through the ages:  War is not the way to achieve peace and freedom.

Interesting that most of my male lives have been ones filled with war and strife.  I trust I have succeeded in learning the lessons that my Soul has put out for me to digest.

My people, of Venus and the Pleiades, long ago put war behind us.  It is one reason we do not seek to invade YOUR world, but to allow change from within to occur organically.  We could easily overcome any technology that you could bring to bear against our forces, yet we will NOT do this thing, for to do so would break the vows that we gave hundreds of thousands of years ago to the Creator.  And that we will not do for anyone.  We come in Peace.

When each of you has peace within your hearts; when you have released all need to punish and beat others into submission to your will and begin to heed the Will of God, then we will walk among you as equals, as brothers and sisters.

Until then, learn your lessons well, each one.  You are all here for a reason and until you discern the reason, the lessons and tests will continue.

Many blessings,

I AM Tazjima

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