Eliza: Lockdown or Breakout?

Eastern Washington Wheatfields

Eliza: Lockdown or Breakout?

Well, howdy there, folks!  How are y’all feeling today (morning, noon, or evening)?  Have you noticed some changes on YouTube going down in the last day or so?  The much-anticipated shutdown and overt censorship of conservative-leaning channels has ended up deleting numerous channels that have become well-loved by those folks who are willing to look outside the box that the archon-driven mainstream media sources provide.

Call it the ‘ten-days of darkness’ or censorship or whatever, the sky isn’t falling down on your head, but on the Marxist agenda-movers and shakers.  They just don’t know it yet.

Typical of folks driven by power, prestige, and position, they all think they’re better than anyone else.  Well, they’re just as expendable as the rest of us.  Consider them tools, wielded with a heavy hand, but in the end, they… the minions of the global elite… will end up turning on each other like rats on a sinking ship.  The ship is globalism and it is going down despite all the propaganda being put out by social media, controlled MSM, and personalities on television and radio.

Do we simply sit here passively, waiting our turn to be dragged out of our houses by well-funded rioters or do we stand up and say, “NO!” with a collective growl?

Fortunately for humanity’s sake, the energetics support positive change for the good of all not a reversion to the lockstep draconian measures dating back to when these archonic forces started taking control over human beings and directing from the fourth dimension… thousands of years into our past ‘history’.

This year the energetics have reflected rebellion, the historical replication reflecting the American Revolution.  Do you realize that a tiny minority of determined patriots fought against British domination during the Revolutionary War?  And did you realize that the newly birthed ‘nation’ was severely crippled by debts incurred during that same war, so much so, that some of our ‘founding fathers’ willingly put us back under the control of Great Britain?  Probably not; they don’t teach true history in school anymore.

Still, the energetics for next year starting in Aries will support revolution.  Shall we make this a revolution that is bloody or one that will support the well-being of all humanity, even those who have unconsciously or consciously worked against the silent majority?

Now is a time to be conscious, aware, awake, and present in the NOW, which means you are in the body, feeling what is going on, but at an energetic level, not by watching television or surfing the Web.  How do you feel at any one moment will determine what choices you make?  Should I go there?  Should I vote for so ‘n so? Does that person’s perspective resonate with what I am feeling or does it just dump me into a fearful mood?

Be aware that we are all experiencing the effects of post-traumatic stress syndrome.  Humanity has been dominated, really bullied, by a small group of inbred bloodline elites who have exercised power, authority, spiritual manipulation, blackmail, emotional, mental, and physical abuse over generations of human beings.  This has been going on for a long, long time, not simply for the last couple of centuries.

Communism was invented by the archons and utilized by their minions to strip the populace of their wealth and power.  It is a belief system.

Humanity has been systemically programmed through both subtle and overt methods to submit, yet, eventually the cycles turn and they are doing that NOW.

A small portion of humanity is finally remembering our Divine roots, our ability to overcome any opposition if we put our heart and mind into it.  We need to stop listening and blindly obeying the programs that endlessly run our human ego and begin to listen within to the still quiet Voice that filters through the body.

Part of the programming humans have been subjected to is to hate their bodies as they appear now.  If you carry weight, you are judged.  If you are skinny, you are judged.  If you are older and have wrinkles, you are judged.  If you are young, you are targeted by those who are older.  Do you need to give your power away to these programs?  No. 

Your body is an amazing creation of Divine Source energy.  It is energy and consciousness.  It is a vehicle that is capable of ascending in frequency from present-day 3rd dimensional frequency to 7th dimensional frequency.  It was designed to do this as part of the Divine Plan for the planet itself.  Yet, if you wish to feel the effects of ascension, of the gradual incremental steps that humanity is currently experiencing as a collective, you need to be in the body.  Therefore, you will be required to forego judging the body as being something less than it truly is.  The body is consciousness.  The body is energy and energy can shift frequency.

In the days to come, humanity is going to be heavily bombarded with fear narratives.  It is going to be up to everyone to make a choice whether or not to be driven into fear by these same narratives.  They are going to be loud, in-your-face, repetitious, and blatant.  Do you need to accept them just because it appears that others are?  No.  You can choose another way, the road less traveled. 

Fear or love?  Dystopia or unity?  You have free will.  Exercise it.  Choose.

Namaste,

Eliza

© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, http://www.bluedragonjournal.com

Eliza: Autumn Skies

Maple Flame, Walla Walla, WA

Eliza:  Autumn Skies – Personal Thoughts on Past Year

The advent of Autumn or Fall in subtropical Florida is so imperceptible as to be practically non-existent.  The real signs are construction projects getting underway, again; people re-roofing their homes, fewer thunderstorms, and a lessening of the humidity.  The mid-day heat is still ‘hot’, in the high 80’s, although the temperatures drop faster later in the day due to the shorter days in the northern latitudes. 

There are flocks of birds flying through as SE Florida is an airway for migrating birds.  Some birds are beginning to set up for families, while others are moving away to other climes.  I have seen ibises, herons, ospreys, Grackles, egrets, mudhens, ducks and geese, pretty much on a daily basis.  It is quite extraordinary to see so many different kinds of birds just about one’s own neighborhood.

I guess I descended into some kind of funk last autumn.  I stopped exercising, got sick a few times, and was depressed and angry at the same time.  The only thing that got me through the gloomy days was my writing… which I haven’t shared much of yet publicly. 

Then, the great virus plandemic occurred.  I knew from the beginning that something wasn’t kosher about the intense media coverage.  It was too much like the media coverage of 9/11, with images of people dying in the streets of Wuhan, China, a media barrage.  Nobody seemed to question the illogical way the ‘virus’ was being handled.  After all, thousands of American die every year from the influenza and no one thinks anything of it except those immediately affected.  Why did the entire economy and ‘life’ get shut down? Call me a conspiracy theorist (a term coined by the Bush mafia-run CIA) but the whole thing felt suspicious and what little news that has managed to get out has just strengthened my determination that my intuition was correct.  It was a plot to destroy the world’s economy and to create chaos as food stuffs, electricity, and water became harder to find… so the people would beg for government intervention – which would, unfortunately, come in the form of even more draconian measures, wholesale eradication of the ‘surplus’ useless feeders (90% of the world’s population) and enslavement of the rest of the survivors.

The sudden deaths in Wuhan were probably the result of 5G being broadcast using a human population as captive guinea pigs, because, if you will remember no one was allowed in or out of the city for several weeks.  There was a complete media black-out by the Chinese Communist Party.  Well, the dark team like to complete their experiments in secret, in the dark, out of the scrutiny of curious eyes. 

This whole economic and personal shut-down was intentional and designed to bring down America.  It hasn’t worked.  The contrast between states that have opened up since April and those that have not is quite a demonstration on the failure of some local and state governments to do their jobs adequately – to work for the people rather than set up their own little personal dictatorships. 

Then, there was the artificial protests for human justice, again using the mainstream media sources to flood the airwaves with propaganda about police violence, when statistics clearly state that black on black murder by far outweighs any other statistic no matter the location throughout the country.  And then, the largely Marxist-driven protests became directed and well-funded riots, intentionally destroying neighborhoods and businesses, in poor and wealthy parts of urban centers, and even extending into suburbs and rural towns if the residents did not openly resist. 

Now, the heavy-hand of censorship has dropped upon those who question the MSM narrative, usually ‘right-leaning’ individuals or organizations who are really just attempting to get real news and facts out to the public, not propaganda that has been blessed by the cabal.  Almost all major media platforms actively refuse to question the narratives put forth by the establishment, which includes… at least in America, both Republicans (McCain, Bush mafia, Romney) and Democrats (Clintons, Bidens, Obamas, Pelosi, etc.).  Republicans who have not prevented the attacks against a sitting President but have allowed them to continue… and Democrats who are now openly pushing a deep-state Marxist agenda to destroy the shattered remnants of the Republic and Constitution. 

Still, despite all of those outrageous efforts, the dark is still losing the vicious game of 4D chess that is methodically exposing the left’s agenda, the long-term horrendous timeline and intentions of the global elite (the 13 Bloodline families, the Venetians, the false Jews (Cabalists), the Satanists, the powers that were who are attempting to drive this world into another world war) and to seize complete control over humanity and the planet.

How do I know this?  Well, sometimes you just have to turn off the television and take a look around.  On my morning walks, I can now look up at the autumn skies of Florida and not see blanketing layers of chem trails creating a cotton candy gray overcast.  I can see ascension teachers informing us that the golden age or Satya Yuga of the Hindus is arriving despite and actually due to all of the efforts being done by dark team… for humanity is waking up enmasse.  Due to the efforts of lightworkers world-wide, desperate and dire timelines have been diverted into less troubled timelines.  There will still be dark revelations of treason, murder, revenge, blackmail, crimes against children, crimes against humanity, slavery, manipulations that defy logic and common sense… and we as humanity need to see these things, move through the resulting emotions and feelings that arise as collective trauma.  We need to allow our bodies to absorb, feel and let the emotions and feelings go… to be alchemically dissolved and transmuted by the Violet Flame, transmuted and returned to neutral.

By waking up to our individual and collective power to rise above the fray, to visualize the most horrible happening ever to have taken place upon this planet and still view it with compassion and neutrality, will totally transform this world.  It is a power each of us is being challenged to now accept or reject.  It is probably true that choices have already been made and people are now merely playing out their individual and collective parts.  What choice have you made?  It is nothing anyone can push you towards; it has to be an individual effort… before it becomes a group effort and finally, a collective effort.  We each have free will, a gift granted to us by Providence when we decided to come here and incarnate upon this troubled world. 

Shall we continue to see Robin’s egg blue skies above or will the world descend into darkened chaos?  Only time will tell.  Only our hearts can steer us unerringly towards a golden dawn of peace, prosperity, and unity of being for every man, woman, child, and living creature, including the planet.

Where do you stand; with love or with fear?

I send you my love and blessings no matter where you are, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. 

Eliza

© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, www.bluedragonjournal.com

Eliza: Being in the Body

Eliza:  Being in the Body

How is everyone doing these days?  Silly question, I guess.  It’s definitely a test of self-mastery to retain any sense of sanity given the disruptions in our ‘normal’ way of life.  I know I have had to cut back on listening or watching disclosure videos.  I’m not being an ostrich with my head in the sand… no, hardly.  I’ve been aware of many of these things for a very long time that are only now being revealed to the public.  The information has been available for a long time if you bother to dig or go outside the MSM box of mind-programming.  For one thing, I became aware of the hypnotic effect of television 15 or so years ago and haven’t watched it since.  Sure, I watch YouTube, but not the ads or mainstream news or talk shows. 

Have you ever become aware of how your body speaks to you all the time?  When you see something that is upsetting, have you noticed your stomach clenching?  I once held an unopened letter in my hand that I knew had some bad news in it.  My body intuited the energy being communicated through the paper by the writer.  Recently, you may have experienced the same kind of thing before opening up an email.  Who writes letters anymore! 

Our bodies are a marvel of complexity and right now they are under considerable strain given all of the upset in the world.  Most days now I have to take a nap in the afternoon to be able to last the rest of the day.  Of course, I am retired and can design my own schedule while many people face going to a job every day.  So, I guess I’m doing other work of an energetic sort for people who have families and work.

Lorie Ladd’s work has been especially soothing for me while going through a rough patch lately.  My ‘mood’ has lightened up quite a bit now that I have more freedom to choose what I want to do, when, and where… not that I can afford to go anywhere right now.  Like I said, I am retired and money is tight.  No complaints though.

In a video of Lorie’s that I just put up today, she or her guides speak about how our bodies are working hard these days.  If you can manage to remain in high frequency as much as possible your body is able to alchemicalize massive amounts of low frequency consciousness, such as what is being revealed about all sorts of things. 

I am being purposely vague, but low frequency consciousness is anything that vibrates at a low vibratory rate, such as hate, anger, resentment, jealousy, rage, obsession, judgment, controlling, lying, and so on.  How does your body feel when you are confronted by an angry person or someone who wants to control you?  It doesn’t feel very good, does it?

So, even though I am relatively isolated from much of the ‘world’ these days – I don’t go out much, I can feel things acutely at times, so I manage my body carefully, getting light exercise, drinking water, refraining from eating sugar, resting, listening to high vibrational music (preferably the classics, but not even all of them) and journaling or writing my ‘book’. 

While we are the caretaker and occupant of our human Avatars or bodies. we are not the body.  We are a light being of high frequency who has dropped in to experience living in the third-dimension at a time when the planet is shifting to the fifth dimension.  Some people thought it would be like turning on a light bulb, flick the switch and everything is done, we have unicorns and butterflies.  I remember December 22nd, 2012, when so many light workers woke up disappointed, either in themselves or resentful of others who unconsciously (or consciously) held us back from ascending as a collective. 

Ascension cannot be done all in a moment.  Your body is of earth-earthy.  It is a creation of this planet and needs to adjust to the Light.  Right now, the planet is being bombarded daily by high frequency Light (intelligence) from the Cosmos, from Light Beings and extraterrestrials who are working with the collective, the elementals, and the planet to make adjustment, step by step, bit by bit.  If the so-called solar flash were to occur, probably 90% of humanity would die instantly, as their bodies would not be able to handle the shock.  The beings who are so patiently working with us do not want that to happen.  And we have stepped off of a timeline that would have led us to that possibility. 

Timelines shift as we shift.  We can consciously radiate higher frequencies by remaining in our bodies and letting them do the work for which they were designed.  Even in ancient texts, there was the knowledge the human body can adjust to at least the 7th dimensional frequency… as the planet was also designed to do.  It is possible.

Once we do reach 5D, we’re not going to stop there, but keep on climbing, at least those of us who still remain here on Earth.  It will take ‘time’ as the lower frequencies move slower.  Time is relative. 

So, do what you can to remain in high frequency states and if you slip, re-center, balance, meditate, go for a walk, listen to music, dance, journal, create something… to move the energy through the body.  Be aware that you have a choice every moment, every hour, every day, whether or not you are grateful to be here.  I am, after much struggle.  Sigh.  And feel better for letting go those things that no longer resonate.

I send you all my love and blessings,

Eliza

© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, www.bluedragonjournal.com

Eliza: Under the Deer Moon

Eliza:  Under the Deer Moon

I’ve been getting up at the crack of dawn and taking walks before the temperature starts climbing up.  Still, this morning it was already 81 degrees F (27.2 C) at 7 a.m. EDT.  During the course of the hot and humid summer (very hot/very humid) I have begun to get a bit more accustomed to the weather, although it certainly isn’t my fav while I am striving to get some exercise.

This morning, the light and cloud display was dazzling, from pinks, corals, gold, silver, gray-blue, violet, robin’s egg blue, gray… what an amazing experience, topped off with the sight of a waning moon partially hidden behind a filter of high clouds.  Then, the call of mockingbirds, the guttural call of geese, the high almost frantic flight of ibises, the rapid flap of ducks, the smooth soaring flight of an osprey on morning patrol… all seen and observed during the course of a simple walk through the neighborhood along a canal. 

The morning walks have become a habit, a ‘good’ one according to physicians who encourage their older patients to get out and do some sort of physical activity at least three times per week.  I’m out seven days a week, Florida weather allowing. 

It’s still hurricane season (until November 30th) and there is a Tropical Storm, Gamma, churning around off the coast of the Yucatan Peninsula of Mexico.  This whirligig motion draws the winds and other moisture across the Florida Peninsula, so we have been enduring on and off showers and sometimes, drenching thunderstorms.  Apparently, it rained quite a lot last night as the storm left puddles and crunchy leaves on the ground and pathways.  By this morning, the firehose of moisture had shifted northward towards Orlando, Daytona, and Jacksonville, leaving us with a warm, fresh, and calm morning.

So, how are those inner storms faring these days, folks?  Are we bogged down with anxiety, fixed in place like a rabbit in the headlights of a vehicle?  Or are we dealing with it, releasing the feeling, letting go of the anger and frustration, recognizing the emotion or feeling for what it is, and then letting go?  Well, each one of us has free will to make a choice on how to deal with such things as we slog through the heaviest energies this current month. 

There is a pitched battle or divine chess game being played out.  Folks like Magenta Pixie, Jen McCarthy, Charlie Freak, Charlie Ward, Lorie Ladd, Laura Walker… etc., have informed us, in part to what is going on.  Is the battle won, yet?  In prosaic terms, no; we still have to move through and experience the energetics as they assault our senses, irritate our nerves, penetrate our thoughts.  Do we bow to the darkness and its various fear narratives?  Do we hold a divine vision of the New Earth already emerging, draw the frequency of the human collective up towards 5D?  It is a choice all of us face daily, hour by hour, minute by minute.

Self-mastery – what is that and how do we arrive there?  For one thing, it isn’t a ‘set’ destination but a journey.  We don’t reach a place and then plop down and we’re done.  Nope, reaching self-mastery is a nuanced experience, becoming aware of our own thoughts, discerning whether or not these thoughts are truly ‘ours’ or belonging to some program deriving to what we were taught as children or adults to believe in.  Do these thoughts or beliefs even fit us anymore or are they like clothes that we have outgrown, binding, no longer allowing for freedom of movement or freedom of choice.  Do we need to abide by the expectations of others, whether family, friends, or institutions?  It is a game demanding balance, decision, observation, and most especially, neutrality.

Learning to listen within to the still small voice inside your head that sounds like your own voice… because it is your own voice… is an important step on the path or journey to self-mastery.  In the beginning of this journey, you may appear to be selfish to others.  You may require more time to savor and listen to the inner being rather than the chatter of the multitude, whether or not it is one other person or a crowd.  You may, for a time, require more solitude, time to unwind, to allow yourself to return to center, to a neutral setting, from hence you can then perform various explorations, whether on inner planes by ‘conversing’ with your guides, your Higher Self, or perhaps just listening to the silence or the sigh of the wind through the trees outside.

For some of you are just embarking upon this journey, it will seem scary, positively freaky to hear an inner conversation, sometimes even a joke or giggle communicated to your inner ears. 

My own telepathic channels opened up in 1994, but I put up a big fight, resisting the call until 2012.  When I let go, the messages came, just like I had turned on a tap, the words flowed.  Of course, the Beings speaking through me were communicating telepathically and I was interpreting the messages through my own human filters.  Being an introvert, it was challenging for me to allow myself to go somewhat ‘public’ by publishing these messages on this blog and on Facebook.  Since 2017, when a portion of Self returned Home, the messages have diminished in scale; the mission had been completed.  Now, I am simply writing what comes through from various levels on a stream of consciousness, just allowing the words to come forth into my consciousness as my fingers tap on the keyboard.

Being more of an observer than a participant in the current Ascension process of the planet, I guess I am more here to lend some of my Light frequency to the equation, as are many lightworkers and star seeds.  Just dropping into this lower frequency and experiencing the excruciatingly low frequencies is a challenge and one I took a few years to which accustom myself.  Now, instead of feeling the frustration, tremendous anger, and resentment I first wrestled with, much to the shock of a few persons who observed me at close quarters, I have finally returned to a more neutral position, able to observe without judgment… at least for the most part. 

When triggered, I am now taking responsibility for dealing with the emotion or feelings, using the Violet Flame to dissolve the misaligned energies and to transmute, then transform them back to neutral energy.  It doesn’t take a rocket scientist or a master yogi to perform these basic tasks of self-mastery, but it does demand your attention and dedication.  It is a daily task, like brushing your teeth, tidying up your room, taking care of your health.

Since the energetics are so intense, I have been compelled to rest more often.  If your schedule allows, find some me time, whether you take a walk, work in the garden, play with your pets, take a nap or a hot Epsom salt bath… give yourself some time to decompress.  It is extremely important self-care right now in order to make it through the next couple of months, especially the time leading up to the U.S. election. 

The outcome of the election will determine the timeline that the world follows, so a lot is riding on citizens actually going out to vote and supporting their chosen candidate. That is your choice.  I am not going to tell you what to think or do.  Choose for yourself.

Okay, this is getting long.  Just some more words for some to read or ignore.  Each of us have been granted free will, freedom of choice.  For others to attempt to interfere with that choice is a violation against Cosmic Law, even if they feel they have the right to determine the outcome or your participation in their plans. 

It comes down to a simple equation:  If it resonates, continue; if it doesn’t, reconsider; if it still doesn’t resonate, it’s time for a change.  Move on.  I did and feel much better for having done so.  How I feel after making a difficult decision is how I know I did the right thing for me.  It may seem selfish, but that is the short-term perspective from a limited point-of-view outside of my Self.

Being highly empathetic I do feel what others are feeling, but it doesn’t mean I will sit around and attempt to appease someone who is uncomfortable with the direction in which I am heading.  That’s their business, not mine. 

Someday, perhaps the paths will meet, recombine, but that time is not NOW and so I must pay attention to the inner compass and chose my own path for now, the Road less traveled.

I send my love and blessings to all,

Eliza

© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, www.bluedragonjournal.com

Eliza: Morning Ruminations

Eliza: Morning Ruminations

I typically start my morning walks at sunrise, sometimes a bit before.  There is just enough light to see clearly as the sun begins to light up the eastern skies.  This morning I noticed how the clouds high overhead first turned pink, then gold, then transitioned to a warm cream, and finally to white against the pale blue skies.  As the clouds turned from pink to gold, surrounded by the blue skies, I was momentarily reminded of the three-fold flame that burns within the Secret Chamber of the Heart Center, blue (strength, Will of God, power, masculine); gold (intelligence, wisdom, Christ/cosmic energy); and the pink (compassion, unconditional love, feminine).  As above, so below; as within, so without… as an ancient Hermetic saying goes.  Sometimes Nature mimics or rather reflects the profundities of ancient Teachings extremely well.  After all, people learned from Nature how to cope living in their particular environment.

Okay, I am already rhapsodizing – I’m struggling a little with how to express what I have been feeling of late:  challenged, overwhelmed, lonely, triumphant, happy, silly, hmmm, I could go on and on, but will spare my readers the litany.

It is sometimes said that when one door closes, another one opens.  I re-discovered a former mentor from 2013, Judith Dagley… who actually was off-line for a while due to health issues.  She’s fine now.  And so am I. 

I’ve never been a follower or a joiner of groups… or if I am in a group for any length of time, I get restless.  I need to follow my own inner guidance, not someone else’s ideas and beliefs; that doesn’t work well for me.  So, I am like a butterfly, sipping the nectar from one flower or the offerings of one teacher, and flitting to another and then another, gathering as I go what particularly resonates with me. 

Groups… for me, at least, tend to converge around powerful or knowledgeable leaders.  What is shared becomes accepted by the group and then they are sometimes expected to abide by the expectations, until there isn’t any movement or growth.  So, typically, I have to break free, leaving a few people wondering what happened.  This process isn’t meant to hurt anyone – and it’s happened more than once, many times in the past.  Still, there are kind teachers who are open to the comings and goings of people like myself and let us go when we feel the need to go…

Judith is one of those special people, an energy sensitive who understands other energy sensitives.  Labels, labels… I’ve been called many things of late, callous, blatant, cruel… and so on, but, hmmm, I don’t feel these things about myself.  There is just a curiosity, a desire to connect with Nature, to go within so I can determine what’s best for me in the moment.  I know what resonates and if it doesn’t resonate any longer, I need to leave.  It’s not a judgment; it is just a knowingness… that inner gift called claircognizance or inner knowing.  Claircognizance is knowing without knowing how you know. 

When you recognize what you require doesn’t resonate with those with whom you are interacting, if circumstances allow, then leave.  If they don’t allow you to leave, then learn to listen, process, and rise above judgment and see what you can learn about yourself within those circumstances.

I used to work inside a state penitentiary, a large prison that had inmates at all levels, from minimum offenders (six months sentence and up, depending on the offense) to maximum security/solitary confinement offenders, considered too dangerous to house in the ‘normal’ population.  Working ‘inside the wire’ teaches you how to utilize boundaries.  I learned to talk with quiet authority, listen to the men to see what they required according to the limitations of my particular specialty… medical records.  I learned a lot about personalities, manipulation, control, threats and actually discovered some of the hardest people to work with were co-workers… some of them, at least.  It was an eye-opener for me.  I met people in prison whom I will never interact with out in public.  Never.  I learned to treat all the offenders even-handedly, with courtesy, and let them know when they were straying over the line in getting too personal.  Offenders are shrewd people; they know how to manipulate jail workers.  They didn’t get too far with me… I am able to read people’s energy and intent and am extremely skeptical when someone becomes too dependent on me. 

Of course, when I went home from work, I needed to decompress.  Working inside is extremely stressful.  It may not be evident, but it’s there, in the background like a subliminal effect on the nervous system.  After they retire, many former prison guards die relatively young due to the amount of stress built up over the years.  I wasn’t a guard, but the stress was there, too, as I often sat across from offenders, with a murderer or car thief sitting on the other side of a very small table, conferring with me over his medical records.  Interesting job.

So, where does that get me today?  Although I carry a walk-in’s consciousness now, it has more or less blended with Eliza Ayres at present.  The proud commander is becoming more comfortable being human and being around regular people.  It doesn’t mean my gifts have shut down, more like dampened down.  Still, I can feel frequencies fairly easily. 

In the current confusing and challenging times, we are living in, an energy sensitive really needs to know themself or they can feel overwhelmed.  So, I needed to step away from a set of circumstances to where I could simply spend more time alone, quietly doing my writing and blogging, observing, and feeling.

Yesterday, I know something was going on as I felt a lot of energy hitting my solar plexus.  I might not know immediately what it is – there is a lot of intentional turmoil being roiled up by domestic groups within the United States.  Then, there are numerous fear narratives making the rounds – I’ve had to largely divorce myself from following several blogs to pull out of that kind of focus on fear.  And I pulled myself out of a couple of groups online, as, right now, I need to focus on the interior self, not what is ‘out there’.  This withdrawal can be judged by those who do not truly understand my inner workings or perhaps rather stick labels on what they deem as unusual behavior. 

Sorry, I don’t respond well to being labeled.  Try not to be offended when I am simply in need of an extended ‘time-out’ due to feeling and dealing with feeling an overwhelming sense of confusion and anxiety right now… which is not necessarily my own, but the collective’s. 

In a recent report given by Laura Walker of the Oracle Report and shared on Patriot Intel Report (PIR) Laura and Phoenix shared their insights on the current energetics that the human collective is attempting to negotiate through… rough seas.  The ‘storm’ is upon us for the remainder of this year of 2020, at least through December 23rd, when the energetics will shift once more. 

Laura bases her ‘predictions’ on astrology, using a combination of Sabian symbols, phases of the moon and planets, influences, and the science of observing cycles or historical replication.  Currently, the United States is passing through energetics which mirror the American Revolution, so old systems and allegiance to those old systems is being broken down.  Since humans are often resistant to change, any change, especially if it means letting go of a belief upon which they have rested their entire life, this transitional period can be especially daunting, challenging, and confusing.  Some people just shut down, with their minds going into overload, becoming even more resistant and angry, going into cognitive dissonance, as they are unable to comprehend the level of change sweeping down upon every system currently known to man.

All I can say, is ‘buckle up’ and be prepared, not out of fear, just practicality.  As a former backpacker and hiker, we had to carry our ten essentials on trips, no matter how insignificant.  Injuries did happen occasionally, a slip on a slippery rock, a turn of the ankle, a broken strap, an engine that wouldn’t start because the lights were left on… and so on. 

So, due to outer circumstances, I am being drawn to go within on a more intense level so I might hold steady internally during the storm. 

You do what is necessary to keep your sanity these days.  It is an individual thing for some people, while others feel better sharing their experiences within a group or groups.  I’m sharing to degree… through the medium of writing.  I have discovered writing to be a tremendous tool for moving the energies through my body.  You will discover what works for you as this is both an internal journey and a collective journey.  Humanity, at least a portion of it, is waking up and rising in frequency.  Strive to reach the highest frequency you can and be able to hold it.  It takes practice.  What works for someone won’t necessarily work for others.

It takes true inner knowledge of one’s own inner nature to negotiate these troubled waters and great courage to let go of other people’s expectations that have been mistakenly placed upon you.  Flow with the river and let go of the shoreline, navigate around boulders and let fear slide off of you.  You are powerful creator beings, capable of bringing whatever you focus upon into your life and circumstances.  Create lightly, wisely, and go in Peace!

Lovingly… and humbly,

Eliza

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Eliza: Autumn Breezes

Eliza: Autumn Breezes

The photo above was taken outside of Walla Walla, Washington State a few years ago. The signs of the approach of Autumn in Florida are far more subtle, just a few degrees cooler in the morning, less humidity, stronger breezes in the afternoons, high thin clouds sweeping across the Peninsula pulled by the tropical storm that just went onshore in Texas. There was the call of the mockingbird ringing through the neighborhood as I took my walk, as males were staking out their territories and preparing for the mating season. The baby ducks are full grown now; the goose family has departed.

I haven’t written as much on the blog the last couple of days as I have been back again writing more chapters of my book. Writing is a comfort to me right now. I have now been writing extensively for over two years and the story continues to unfold from within.

I have calmed down considerably. Perhaps the energies have let up, although it is being emphasized through several sources that ‘things’ are going to become rather pressurized as the dark consciousness continues to rise to the surface for clearing. I am remembering to observe and allow for the clearing without assigning labels and judgments on what is occurring. We are undergoing a massive paradigm shift now, which will take several years to fully unfold. No, there is no skipping over some rainbow bridge to discover unicorns and butterflies on the other side. We have to endure feeling the pain, seeing the damage done, and focus on taking back our individual and collective power and sovereignty.

Remember, dear ones, that your guides are always beside you. Sit still for a few minutes and use your imagination to create conversations with these patient Light Beings. They are waiting to be acknowledged by you. If you give them the opportunity, they will teach you how to remember what you left behind when you made the bold and courageous choice to come here and drop into a human vehicle.

Never think for a moment that you have been abandoned or are unloved. You are the couragous ones, the wayshowers whose focused consciousness is dissolving the dark into nothingness. It will take ‘time’ from the perspective of 3D, but truly it will seem like a dark dream when you finally emerge on the other side in a new and glorious world.

Endurance, patience, and wisdom are called for now… be kind to yourself and others.

I send my blessings and love to all,

Eliza

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Eliza: Weathering the Storm

Eliza:  Weathering the Storm

Okay, okay… folks have voted – keep X22 Report and a few other disclosure reports.  So, I will, for now.

Morning walk… quiet dawn, no wind, despite the fact there is a tropical storm, Beta, brewing in the Gulf of Mexico and another one, Teddy, churning in the west Atlantic.  The dawn was filled with the call of birds, including another mockingbird who settled down on a fence post just as I passed by.  Ibises, ducks, herons, grackles, geese, a couple of squirrels and two marsh rabbits… lots of wildlife despite the neighborhood being a suburb.  That’s Florida.  If the people left, there wouldn’t be many traces of “civilization” after a hundred years or so; the jungle or hammock as they call it here, would take over the lot. 

I once saw the remains of an old sugar mill in a hammock in NE Florida, Bulow Woods, a place filled with huge old oaks, red maples, hickories, pines, cabbage palm, native hollies, and saw palmetto.  Not much was left, just the lower walls built out of local coquina (limestone) stone.  Apparently, the mill was burnt down during a Seminole uprising.  Ghosts from the past. 

I have calmed down this past week.  Anger and frustration are gone, like the breezes from last week’s passage of Tropical Storm Sally.  The storm didn’t do much damage where I live, but southern Florida (Miami south) got walloped… and a few days later, Louisiana, Alabama and the Florida Panhandle got the brunt of the then hurricane.

I have listened to Lorie Ladd and Laura Walker this past week, giving energy updates, as well as Phoenix on PIR (Patriot Intel Report).  All indicate the next five months will be “bumpy”, certainly to the start of the next astrological year and especially around the American election in early November.  It isn’t far off now.  The Left are lining up their troops to attack the populace and commit “peaceful” protests that somehow end up burning small businesses, wrecking cars, and neighborhoods.  There is an undeclared civil war that isn’t very civil, one between the “patriots” and the minions of the globalists who still want to resume their 16-year plan to take down America, which faltered for a time due to the unexpected election of Donald J. Trump.  They thought she would win.  She didn’t and now “they” are taking it out on the citizens, both who voted for Trump and those who didn’t – basically anyone who gets in their way. 

This whole phenomenon, this upset of business as usual, added to the whole virus lockdown and rumors of deep underground bases, mass arrests, freeing the children, rampant pedophilia, human trafficking, adrenochrome… all the dark secrets of the underworld of our “culture” are being unearthed and revealed to a disbelieving public, at least those who are watching alternative news sources.  The people have seen how the mass media sources seem to ignore major stories in a bid to follow the orders from their puppet masters, the globalists.

This isn’t about Republican versus Democrat; it is a spiritual battle for the taking back of freedoms granted by our Creator, whatever name or gender you want to call it, God-given rights, like freedom of speech, freedom to assemble, freedom to pursue “happiness” like getting a job, maintaining your family, buying a house.  All of things have been interrupted by the events of this past spring and summer.  Allegedly, thousands of Democrats are leaving their old party given that they seem to overtly back the “protestors” and have doubled-down on the virus mandates.  However, the long-suppressed oppression of the people stems from interests in both parties, those who rather sell their soul for a bit of cash or who are black-mailed into doing the bidding of the globalists.

So, what does this have to do with me and my world?  I’m observing it just like the rest of you, only I have known of many of these things for a long time.  I stopped voting when Obama was a candidate and watched him write executive orders that repressed the rights of American citizens.  The corruption was apparent.  I knew he was what is expressed as a Manchurian candidate, someone who has been either groomed for the position or blackmailed into obeying the orders of others who have far more power than they should, but who would rather stay hidden in the shadows.

I didn’t vote for Trump; I probably will come this November, simply because he is supporting the people at great personal cost.  He is the figurehead, the point man, the brash New York real estate mogul who has rubbed elbows with the rich and powerful for decades before being called to perform a thankless mission, to expose himself and his family to great danger in the face of inconceivable odds, while supported by a secretive military cabal who are intent in removing the corruption of the deep state (foreign-owned interests) within the bureaucracy of the United States corporation.  We have not been living in a republic, not even a democracy.  It’s been a sham, since just a few years after the Revolutionary War, and worst still, after the Federal Reserve central bank was installed and the Internal Revenue Service was illegally begun… with the intent to bleed America dry and to make its people into debt slaves.  It succeeded, until Trump came into office and worked to incorporate the Fed into the Treasury Department.  The Fed (a privately owned central bank owned and run by the Rothschild Family of Great Britain) and the IRS are going down, and their fiat dollar money system and its usury (against the commands of God) with it.

All of these things are affecting each and every one of us, even those folks who live in foreign climes.  No human will be untouched by the changes wrought upon our world, not even the most remote tribes living deep in the Amazon Basin, if such people still exist (the great forests are being mowed down to create farms and pastures). 

Deep Underground bases and cities are being penetrated by Alliance forces, freeing the children stored there, and freeing advanced technologies that have been used for well over a century (perhaps even more).  Once reserved only for the rich and powerful bloodline families and their minions, these things are being revealed to the world.  Much cannot be shared.  Just know this kind of thing has been going on for a long time, thousands of years on this planet, for longer elsewhere.  The Pleiadians long fought a desperate war against a dark enemy who stole women and children… and that was hundreds of thousands of years ago.

How do we ultimately defeat the enemy of humanity?  By raising our frequency.  By becoming awake and spreading the word of what is being revealed to your friends, neighbors, and relatives.  Provide the intel and let them decide whether or not to accept it.  Each person is responsible for making their own decisions whether or not they are willing to go into some of the dark places now being revealed.

It is all for a purpose… to shock awake humanity into taking back its power, personal (individual) and as a collective.  It’s time to adult.

This is only a piece of the puzzle that is playing out.  Yet, humanity and the planet are firmly on an ascension timeline.  You are ascending, even if you don’t understand what is going on.  Physical ascension is happening; its effects are all around you now, as old systems crumble and new ones begin to take shape in one’s imagination.  Who knows what the future will bring or what the Earth will look like in twenty years?

I AM here with all of you, observing, remaining as detached as possible, feeling the flow of emotions, and not attempting to assign value or labels to them.  Just keep breathing, friends… take that deep breath and get out into Nature as much as you can.

I love you all and send my blessings,

Eliza

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Eliza: Growing Clarity

Photo by Eliza Ayres

Eliza:  Growing Clarity

There was no walk today.  Yesterday, the clouds had vanished, remnants of the outer bands of Sally that covered the entirety of southern Florida over the weekend.  The weather had reverted to the more typical 80 degrees F and high humidity of a late summer day.  Of course, it is an entirely different story at present as Hurricane Sally thundered ashore today at Gulf Shores, Alabama and the Florida Panhandle.  The elementals of air and water are quite intent in cleansing the area of all remaining darkness existing there.  From the looks of things, it will take quite a lot of work to repair the damage from the storm… storms, as this has been a busy hurricane season in the subtropical and southern regions of the United States.  The weather is also a reflection of the emotional confusion being experienced by humanity.  Have you ever witnessed so many high-powered storms just wandering around aimlessly in the middle of the North Atlantic in one season?

This morning I slept in a bit and woke up still feeling fatigued.  Right now, for me at least the energies are quite fatiguing.  I know other people might be feeling totally energized, but not me.  All I wanted to do is nap some more, even though I probably lay there rather than managed any sleep.

One thing I was thankful for, was experiencing a sensation of greater balance, clarity and calm returning.  The anger and anxiety I had been feeling before has thankfully dissipated.  Now, I can begin to look upon recent experiences with a greater sense of detachment.  It was quite a relief I can tell you.

I will continue to post some disclosure related videos as most of these particular ones are interwoven into the tapestry of the ongoing and ever-expanding great awakening that is covering the planet.  Just this afternoon, I watched (and posted) a video from the messenger Magenta Pixie.  Her communications from the White-Winged Collective of Nine (Pleiadian 9D) indicate there is a high probability of ascension timeline going to manifest, which will bring a new Golden Age. 

The news from Charlie Ward and Charlie Freak also carries a note of optimism.  Each of these two extraordinary men obtains their intel from different sources, but it proving highly accurate and is now be quoted by others in the know. 

Despite the body issues, I am in full alignment with supporting the ascension timeline for this planet.  It is time the people, all of the people of Earth are able to enjoy a sense of peace, to share abundance, to be sure that each child is cared for and loved, that all have proper health care and access to advanced healthcare.  There are long-suppressed technologies that are to be revealed, certainly within the next five years.  It will take time for people to adjust to all the wonders and joy that lie before them as potential, even as they learn their own true value and worth.

I am honored to be here in this tremendously important time, doing my small bit by writing and posting in this blog… and I suppose, by just being present. 

Now, it is important to allow Hope to blossom within your mind as you connect to your Sacred Heart Center.  Remember love binds us together in ways we cannot yet comprehend, no longer the feelings and emotions that get in the way… as we are all in the process of clearing ancient traumas, myself included.

The stories I have written of a long-ago war in the Pleiadian Star Federation holds striking parallels to what is currently occurring here on Earth.  Someday when and if I am able to publish my tome, I hope my readers will appreciate what an echo of the past can inform them of what they are going through here today.  Still, since this planet has descended in frequency to a far lower level than most of the Pleiadian isles (planets) the duality experienced here was even more intensely felt.  Everyone who has incarnated here is carrying, many unconsciously, some kind of post traumatic stress.  Despite that, do your very best to focus on the positive timeline and still be in the Now moment of wherever you find yourself in the world.

I am striving to come back into alignment and to listen to the inner conversations I have with my guides and mentors.  I am thankful I can still hear and respond to them.

I must rest some more, but just wanted to write a few words of encouragement.  I am endeavoring to weave a tapestry of Hope throughout my blog posts for those who still linger in fear.  You can let go it, my dears.  Know you are loved more than you know.  Great Light Beings are here guiding our world towards the Golden Dawn of a New Earth.

Much love and blessings to all,

Eliza

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Eliza: From Dark to Light

Eliza:  From Dark to Light

On my walk this morning, I was gently greeted by a dove which lingered atop a fence post before flitting away.  They are very shy birds. 

What does the “dove” represent?

“On earth, they are intimately aware of their environment and demonstrate a highly developed sense of presence. As creatures of both the earth and the air, doves serve as liaisons between intuitive thought and common reality. This ability to move between two worlds (sky and earth), bird totems are uniquely posed to funnel higher knowledge down to our human conscious awareness. They link intangible knowing (thought, dreams, intuition) with physical practicality (hearth, home, security). Doves represent the balance between thought (air) and matter (earth).

Bridging this link between the higher mind and the more practical level in which we live makes the dove a perfect guide for dream interpretation as well. Bird totems offer inspiration combined with a grounding element to make new ideas implementable.

The dove represents peace of the deepest kind. It soothes and quiets our worried or troubled thoughts, enabling us to find renewal in the silence of the mind. The dove’s singing is most prevalent when the veils between the physical and spiritual worlds are thought to be at their thinnest – first thing in the morning and last thing at night – again representing a link between two divergent domains.

Doves teach us that, regardless of external circumstances, peace is always a touch a way – within us – and always available. It is said that if a dove flies into your life, you are being asked to go within and release your emotional disharmony. The dove helps us to rid the trauma stored deep within our cellular memory. Doves carry the energy of promise. When inner conflicts are banished from our thoughts, words and feelings, goodness awaits.

The dove’s roles as spirit messenger, maternal symbol and liaison impart an inner peace that helps us to go about our lives calmly and with purpose.”

Source: http://www.pure-spirit.com/more-animal-symbolism/602-dove-symbolism

Of course, I see doves around here quite often, but most of the time they fly off well before I draw close.  This one didn’t fly off immediately.  I guess I am just becoming more aware and sensitive to the subtle messages carried forth by our animal messengers.

So, what other lessons can the dove teach us?

“The dove spirit animal in your life has many significant meanings. For example, it helps you to overcome the challenges we associate with periods of change.

If you are undergoing a transition in your life, the dove comes to help you deal with the accompanying anxiety.

The dove stands for quietness and peace. It represents the clarity and stillness you crave. When this animal totem comes into your life, you can be sure that you’ll enjoy a hassle-free existence.

Additionally, the dove presence in your life means that you have to aim higher. It encourages you to spread your wings and fly to your highest limits.”

Source: https://thesecretofthetarot.com/dove-spirit-animal/

Oh, I can hardly express the desire I have held within, yearning to feel more clarity, to have the courage to step out and to begin to express my inner feelings once more. So, here I am, even if my thoughts are a bit scattered and make no sense to anyone else right now.

What we are currently experiencing as a collective and as an individual is the stripping away of the “dirt”, the dross, the trauma suffered for thousands, perhaps millions of years of physical existence.  As individuals, we are experiencing the ebb and flow of strong emotions, erratic thoughts, confusion, feelings of disassociation, and so on.  It is a different experience for each one of us, as we are all unique. 

The uniqueness of the Earth human is extraordinary.  It is what gives us our individual strength of purpose, will, and determination to do what we feel we must, if we allow ourselves to listen to that still quiet voice within, the intuition.  Many people are afraid to step out of bounds for fear they will lose their jobs, their children, their homes and possessions, their status in society.

Right now, I have little “status” in society.  I own little, have no solid connection to family, live in a different part of the country from my old friends… am retired, hence not contributing to the economy.  Western “culture” has not treated its elders very well. 

I had never thought to be where I am now located for as long as I have.  It has been an education in discovering what doesn’t resonate with me.  Now, I am ready to discover what does.  I have learned a lot about the lifecycles of certain species of birds, observing them on an almost daily basis.  I have decided I don’t really enjoy a subtropical climate as it is too bland.  Shockingly, I yearn for a cool enough morning to prompt me to wear a sweater or sweatshirt.  Would I come back here, ever?  Maybe… to visit, but not to live full-time.  It is nice to wear sandals year-round.

I have been watching a lot of Lorie Ladd’s videos of late; you will have noticed me posting several.  I go through cycles of bingeing on various videos, interspersed with writing my book.  Lorie has a calming presence and is very tuned into the Galactic Federation of Light, probably more tuned in than I am… a being who claims to be a member of the GFL (that person is an officer in the Pleiadian Fleet, currently posted on the Isle of Medina, and involved in a special project). It has been a challenge for a formerly very connected Light Being to be stuffed into a physical body and to have my inner connections muffled. Oh, I still have conversations with high frequency individuals, but I usually either go to sleep or can’t follow the dialogue. My ability to channel has been for the time being more or less shut off. We are concentrating on being in the physical form right now, even if it feels a bit uncomfortable, constricting, and challenging…

After listening to Lorie, I realize that a piece I wrote and posted about the GFL is only part of the story of that amazing company of Light Beings who are assisting Earth and humanity as they go through this birthing process.  This is a physical process and is, as a result, slower than a transition might take in a higher frequency.  The body… and it’s all about the body now, requires “time” to adjust to the higher frequencies.  In a rhythmic fashion, there is an influx of intense cosmic Light entering the body, flushing out the toxins, after which you will feel a contraction, as the body struggles to free itself of its energetic bonds keeping it anchored in low 3D density.  Like a butterfly struggling to free itself of the pupae of the caterpillar, we wiggle, squirm, and sometimes hurt, in the process… just before we fly free.

I have been wiggling, squirming, and complaining for years, months… wanting freedom.  I have had to learn the virtue of being patient, time and time, again.  It has not been a pretty process to observe or to undergo.  Ascension is not about rainbows and unicorns.  Physical ascension of the body has its challenges, unique to each individual.  I have had my personal struggles like that of anyone else along the way.  Still, I am becoming very aware that it is a blessing to be here during a unique and unprecedented time to be alive and in a physical Earth vehicle.  Thanks to all of you for serving as my teachers.  I am honored beyond words.

The dark to light in the title this morning refers to the journey we are all undergoing in beginning to remember who we are, where “we” came from, and where we are going as a collective.  Physical ascension is happening world-wide, even to those who are not aware of the phrase.  People are waking up from a long-term amnesia, realizing that long-ago they gave up their power… now, they are taking it back.  Self-determination, individual effort is being directed to service to others rather than self.  Humans are naturally generous creatures; when divinely guided, they are physical angels.

Dark represents the lack of light, intelligence, wisdom, knowledge.  The dark has striven to destroy records of past high cultures, human achievements, and bring everything down to its level… the basement.  As the Light flows into the body through the crown chakra and pineal gland, it awakens the individual to heightened states of creativity.  Hope arises.  Faith is renewed.  Courage is reawakened.  Imagination takes flight.

I dither… not sure if this makes sense.  If it does, great.  If it doesn’t, let it go.

Sending my blessings and love to everyone, especially those who have been my greatest Teachers.

Eliza

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Eliza: Finding My Voice, My Path

Great White Egret, Photographer: Eliza Ayres

Eliza:  Morning Observations

Finding My Voice, My Path

This morning on my walk I was first greeted by the beautiful song of a mockingbird perched on top of a nearby mailbox, and then, just seconds later, a Great Blue Heron flew right in front of me and then perched on the roof of a nearby house.  Realizing that messages often come through the animals that appear in my world, I looked up the messages these birds were presenting to me:

Mockingbird Symbolism:

Are you struggling with self-expression? Do you want to connect with your muse? Mockingbird, as a Spirit, Totem, and Power Animal, can Help! Mockingbird teaches you how to discover your voice, all while showing you what inspires and ignites your soul. Delve deeply in Mockingbird symbolism and meaning to find out how this Animal Spirit Guide can inspire, motivate, and animate you!

There are specific goals for which you can call upon Mockingbird Power Animal for aid. One such instance is when you are trying to find or speak your truth. Mockingbird supports you in discovering your inner voice and personal song. Likewise, as an Animal Ally, the Bird helps you in understanding the music of your soul. In finding your voice and identifying what brings your soul bliss, Mockingbird also helps you develop self-confidence and greater strength when it comes time to defend your convictions.

Part of Mockingbird’s energetic is the ability to discover the truth. From uncovering the true intentions of others to inspiring honesty in others, invoke Mockingbird as a Power Animal to support you whenever what is true falls into question.

Source: https://www.whatismyspiritanimal.com/spirit-totem-power-animal-meanings/birds/mockingbird-symbolism-meaning/#Native-American-Mockingbird

Blue Heron Symbolism:

According to North American Native tradition, the Blue Heron brings messages of self-determination and self-reliance. They represent an ability to progress and evolve. The long thin legs of the heron reflect that an individual doesn’t need great massive pillars to remain stable, but must be able to stand on one’s own.

Blue Herons have the innate wisdom of being able to maneuver through life and co-create their own circumstances. Blue Herons reflect a need for those with this totem to follow their own unique wisdom and path of self-determination. These individuals know what is best for themselves and need to follow their hearts rather than the promptings of others. Those with the Medicine of the Great Blue Heron may sit until the rest of us lose patience. And, when they follow the promptings of the heart, they are one of the most magnificent when they choose to soar.

This is the message that Blue Heron brings.

Source: http://www.blueheronenv.com/meaning.htm

I have been struggling in the past few days, even for months, seeking to discover my way, my path.  Should I strike out on my own?  Is it not a scary thing to do since I haven’t been here very long? 

During the long drawn-out Covid thing, I finally began to realize what I should do, what I had to do for myself. 

I have a strong will, an independent nature with a desire to explore this new world.  I love Nature.  I respond to beauty.  I enjoy simplicity and clean lines.  I enjoy having the opportunity to be here… although I must admit I didn’t at first.

For I am an adult walk-in, a higher frequency being (6D/7D) who dropped into an older earth human vehicle.  It is one thing to be born here; it is another thing to suddenly be here, in this heavy low frequency energy and not be confused, angry, resentful… feeling a whole range of incredibly powerful emotions not experienced by “me” before.  To be honest, it has been a little daunting.  Lately, however, I have begun to understand what I can do, what I want to do, and how I want to do it.  I knew I might have to sacrifice a few things, namely some relationships, in order to break free of what I felt were constraints on my freedom.  Whether that perspective is understood by others is moot; it reflects what I feel and is not meant to be directed as a criticism of anyone else’s point of view or experience.  It is simply mine.

I am still struggling somewhat to discover my voice and my song, but now that I have taken the first shaky initial steps, I know that by listening to my inner guidance, I will discover a whole new world of possibilities, filled with the simple joys and wonders of physical existence on this beautiful planet.  The birds told me so and I see them and thank them for their sweet messages.

Blessings and love to all

Eliza  

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