Sundeelia: Have You Lost Your Way?

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Sundeelia: Have You Lost Your Way?

As my sister matured and began to fully wake up, she challenged the belief systems of her parents and extended family, disregarding their sensibilities as she was driven from within to discover her truth. It wasn’t an intentional, mean-spirited manner; she just knew she was different than other people and wanted to understand things here. A true wayshower, she sampled the wares from many different spiritual paths, sipping from one, then another, and giving disquiet to especially her mother when she went to live on the grounds of a New Age church located in Montana. A few years later, she left the Church and came ‘home’ for what was intended to be a few months and ended up being nine years. During this near decade, she transitioned gradually back into health and then took over the care of her own parents for the latter years of their lives.

During the course of these years, Tazjma lost many friends and even relatives who did not quite know what to make of her. No matter; she followed the deep inner guidance where it led her despite the discomfort and judgment of other people in her life. She became quite inured to being rejected. It wasn’t that she did not care about people. She was simply being herself, following her own inner guidance even when she would have been unable to describe it to anyone else.

With the memories of my sister’s experiences available for me to look upon, I see the current situation on the planet an even more intense polarization as people once content to remain oblivious to their own programming are suddenly confronted by the inner awareness that they no longer believe in the veracity of the belief systems into which they were born, taught, and matured.

I am sure that many of my readers probably share similar stories, having your beliefs challenged, and then either stepping forward into the fray or choosing to remain on the sidelines, confused as to which direction you should follow. Only each one of us can discern what is our own truth. It will not be the same for every person, which is why it is so important now to learn to be able to use both your critical thinking to carefully measure all information from any source, to question it and be open-minded enough to adjust and expand your awareness, but not until you check and re-check.

People in Western countries, especially the United States, have been hugely programmed by mass media, movies, and their public education. Marxist influences have infiltrated into every college and university across the nation until it is quite rare for a truly conservative campus to continue to exist.

My sister was never comfortable with the ideals of feminism. She did not feel that men were solely at fault for the ills of the world. In latter years, before her ascension, she encountered information that told her the feminist movement was a creation of the Central Intelligence Agency, designed to ultimately lead to the demise of the family unit. After several decades of feminism, are women better off than they were being mothers at home? Perhaps, perhaps not… that is a topic for another day.

These past four years with Trump as POTUS and then this past year with the Covid scamdemic going on, has seen many people begin to shake themselves awake, while their former lives are shattered, by loss of jobs, relationships, relocation, and sudden awareness that something isn’t quite right with this world. The article linked below is one such story which may or may not be similar to what many of my readers are currently experiencing.

https://www.eviemagazine.com/post/i-lost-all-my-friends-in-the-culture-war

Being a walk-in for someone whose family members long ago abandoned her and in turn, abandoned friends and acquaintances, continually pushing the envelope and breaking out of her shell, as a result, I have few friends here. Socially isolated, perhaps by choice, and focused on my writing for the past couple of years, I have done little to expand my friendships. Thus, I always feel like I am looking at life through the lens of others rather than myself. Still, I can’t say that I am particularly lonely. I sense and communicate with unseen presences throughout the day and sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night. I know that while it appears I am alone, I know I am not.

A task that many people are taking on today is to become more sovereign, to take back their personal power, to break off relationships that are not working, perhaps to change jobs, and place of living. Circumstances may or may not compel you to go further and break out of family, leave behind old friends, especially those whom you no longer relate due to differences in perspective. It does not mean you abandon them forever. There will be sharp moments of loneliness and perhaps some confusion, so think through matters and consider what you are doing.

Sometimes we feel that we just made a mistake only to learn later that it was the best decision we have ever made. In coming to Florida, I have learned more about the East Coast and more about myself. In doing my writing, I am certainly seeing how life presents us with short and long cycles, where we are given opportunities to make choices, repeatedly. It is upon us to take responsibility for choices made and to go forth with courage.

I encourage everyone who is currently going through a rough emotional patch to focus on self-care, learning self-love, and getting enough rest, exercise, and good diet. If you are overwhelmed by the amount of conflicting information on social media, take a break. I know I have stopped watching as many intel videos as I used to. Remember if things look bleak, it is for a purpose. Keep your frequency up as much as you can and stand your ground. I know I will.

I am sending all much love and blessings in this Now moment.

I AM Sundeelia.

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Sundeelia: Twin Flames and the Sacred Marriage

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Sundeelia:  Twin Flames and the Sacred Marriage

Oye. This is a topic that is much misunderstood in the ‘New Age’ community.

There has been put forward that you will never be able to experience the fullness of your Being unless you have a physical relationship with your Twin Flame.  Pure unadulterated poppycock.  It can happen, occasionally, but more like you will discover a ‘soul mate’ rather than your Twin on this plane of existence.

What is a ‘twin flame’? Metaphysically (beyond the physical) it is the concept that souls were divided into twain (two) one half with a more masculine emphasis and the other with a more feminine emphasis. Hmmm, perhaps.

Personally, I do know and communicate daily with my Twin Flame; he is one of my Eagles, an Angelic protector if you will. I don’t see him with my physical eyes yet I know what he looks like as…

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Sundeelia: Soul Integration – The Emotional Body

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Cattle Egret in Mating Colors

Sundeelia: Soul Integration

For starters, this is a HUGE topic, one that could fill up an entire book, so today I will briefly address primarily the clearing of the emotional body.

Soul Integration

Jesus once spoke about virgins filling their lamps and trimming the wicks in preparation for the coming of the bridegroom, the Christ. Of course, in Christianity, the ‘bridegroom’ has been interpreted as the return of Christ, of the man called Jesus. Personally, not being a follower of Christianity, I choose to interpret this differently.

Jesus and his associates (I will not call them ‘followers’ as many worked alongside him) were here to anchor the Flame of Divine Intelligence upon this planet, to reignite the heart flames of the Sons and Daughters of God, the Children of God… the Divine Seed. Christ Consciousness or Divine Intelligence is represented through the Second Solar…

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Druid Tree Workings: Principles for Establishing Deep Relationships with the Trees, Part I

The Druid's Garden

Trees provide an abundant amount of resources…shelter, food, fire, friendship–but they also as this blog has shown, can work various forms of magic through their energetics, through their lore, through their divinatory meanings.  They are some of the most kind, giving, and accessible beings on the landscape, and certainly a place to not only begin a nature spiritual practice but deepen it over time. As I’ve written on this blog, working with the trees must be a matter of exchange–honoring them, treating them as elders, listening to their stories and songs–and if you want to work tree magic, this magic requires us to be in a sacred relationship with the trees.  I’ll be doing a short series on how to establish, maintain, and grow relationships with plants and trees.

Powerful Chestnut Tree bearing nuts!

In this first post of this new series, we are going to focus on the concept…

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Sundeelia: How to Communicate with Angels

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Washington Oaks Gardens, NE Florida, photo by Eliza Ayres

Sundeelia: How to Communicate with Angels

When one of my readers expressed a desire to learn about communicating with Angels, I had to blink in surprise. You see, at Home I am considered a physical Angelic, so communicating with Angels is just a given. There are at least three Archangels who are members of my extended Star Family. They are Family; I simply ‘talk’ to them via telepathy whenever I feel the need which is quite often these days.

Still, I understand the hesitancy coming from an Earth human. The programming that has been embedded within the various religions of this world have intentionally given humanity the impression that somehow humanity is far below the Angels. It is far from truth.

The Angels are as close as your breath. However, as naturally polite Beings who obey Cosmic Law, they will not…

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Lady Hope: Greetings

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Gabriel, Archangel of the First Ray

Lady Hope: Greetings!

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Greetings, I AM Lady Hope, sometimes known as the White Lady, especially in the tales of my once son…

While the outer world is growing louder and louder, those who are ascending higher in frequency are seeking the calm found within the Heart Center. To be fully aligned with the intense energies of photonic Light descending upon the planet, your solar system and sun, you are required to arrive at a balance within your own being, before expanding outward to envelope the world.

As within, so without, as Above, so Below, goes the ancient Hermetic phrase, which holds great wisdom. Each person attracts to them the corresponding frequency of experience. Raise your frequency through diligent inner work and you will change your world. What you do here will also change or affect the trajectory of your soul evolution after

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You’re Bridging the Gap Between You & Source ∞The 9D Arcturian Council

Rainbow Wave of Light

“Greetings. We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.

We are tremendously encouraged by the way that we see all of you changing your interactions with Source and with yourselves. We see more and more of you bridging the self-imposed, imaginary gap created between self and Source, and we see it happening in every moment of every day. You all are becoming more comfortable with yourselves as Beings of Source, beings of unconditional love, and when you get into that state of allowing more of Source to flow through you, it is hard for you to deny what is actually happening.

Getting into that flow means that you are following your bliss, you are being in a state of joy, you are allowing yourselves to relax and let go. When you can just be and be present with whatever it is you are doing…

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Sundeelia: Finding Your Authentic Voice

Princess Place Preserve, NE Florida, photo by Eliza Ayres

Sundeelia:  Finding Your Authentic Voice

First, I want to sincerely thank my readers, long-term stalwarts and new, for responding en masse with more comments than I think I have ever received during the existence of this little blog.  Thank you, thank you, thank you… and muchas gracias to my Spanish-speaking readers.

Many years ago, Eliza was prompted to start her own blog by a person who had been a mentor in another life, a senior druid.  As she made connection with this person through an email correspondence over two years, she experienced visions of past lives, especially one extremely intense one during the time period of the second Roman invasion into Britain long ago.

While not everyone is going to be introduced to writing in such a manner, many people who consider themselves as plain, ordinary folk, do have an inner muse that requires some avenue for expression.  Of course, you can express yourself through any creative endeavor, even cooking and gardening, which can become art forms in and of themselves if given focused attention, passion, and love.

While I have practiced doing some art in the past, I have found my focus has been on writing, this blog, but also my ‘book’ that I mention from time to time.  I have discovered in the midst of writing, a means to move old energies through and out of my physical form, usually in the form of tears.  It is quite amazing to realize how long stuck and repressed energies can reside in the Light Body, for mine in particular, are the result of lifetimes spent in the Sirian Star System and two in the Pleiades.  I have written about my task in clearing Star Wars in other articles that can be found both in the archives of Blue Dragon Journal and in my new blog, Sunny’s Journal.

As a writer, when I sit down, I often do not know what will emerge.  I simply type away and the words flow out.  I guess you could call it a form of channeling.  Every person who enjoys reading would probably enjoy writing.  My sister, Tazjma, used to devour books.  Now, I can barely focus on reading one page, but have managed to write 90 long chapters of a book!  It has become both a form of self-therapy and self-expression. 

In the book, I have had to rewrite and reorganize various chapters as I began to realize that this book would eventually be published.  Even as I write these words, I begin to comprehend how writing is much like painting or any art form where sometimes you need to take out whole areas of a painting and re-do so it more adequately expresses your innermost yearnings.

Due to my sister’s long history of being an avid reader, she also developed a love of the English language.  A polyglot of a language, with words and phrases from Latin, Greek, the Germanic tongues, and other influences, English is especially rich in expression, for me at least.  Certainly, other languages lend themselves well to writing, too, but in this life, here, I do not have the necessary command of them to effectively write.  English has also become a language universally used the world over.

I realize that my language is not scholarly, but I am not aiming for a master’s or a doctorate.  Rather, I would appeal to the forgotten people, the common everyday person who may be hesitant, perhaps thinking themselves unworthy of taking up the call of the Muse and writing their own story, poems, or articles.

For too long have people been dominated from the outside.  Well, now, the focus is moving to the individual, how they can heal as an individual and doing so, expand their focus to encompass the world.

Never did I imagine that when I started this blog nearly nine years ago that my humble words would be read across this entire planet… maybe only by one person per country, but it is so – I have studied the stats.  Just think what an impression you could make if you were to dedicate some time to set down your inner thoughts and discover, in the process, that your story resonates and touches many, many other persons.

Writing is a joy, a release, an expression, a manner in which to move the energies through my body.  And it is a way to share my thoughts with others in a way I cannot or will not share with even those persons I currently live with.  As a stranger in a strange land, we starseeds and walk-ins, and creative people, need to discover ‘our tribe, our family’ elsewhere than in our own original blood families, especially now when families are being torn apart due to polarized viewpoints. 

I heartily encourage anyone who enjoys writing to start sharing your journey with others as I have to some extent within the digital walls of this blog. 

Again, I thank my readers for showing your support through your lovely and sincere comments that deeply touched my heart and have lend me the strength and determination to continue on with this blog.

Much love to you all,

Eliza/Sunny

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Deer Moon Astrology 3/26/2021

DEER MOON ASTROLOGY

The long-awaited Venus star point occurs today in Aries. This is when the sun and Venus conjoin in the cosmos, and it occurs once a year in a different sign. The alignment between the two gives us the motivation to focus on the energy of Venus.

In this connection, the sun in Aries is stronger than Venus in Aries. Therefore, we should focus on our desires and what makes our ego happy. This enables us to manifest our romantic and financial dreams for the next seven years (as we are on a new journey around Venus matters).

Because this aspect falls in Aries, it’s safe to say that it’s important for us all to put ourselves first. Although you might want to use the energy to focus on others and how they relate to you, it’s essential to use the cosmic energy to improve your life. If you allow yourself…

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