Eliza: Under the Deer Moon
I’ve been getting up at the crack of dawn and taking walks before the temperature starts climbing up. Still, this morning it was already 81 degrees F (27.2 C) at 7 a.m. EDT. During the course of the hot and humid summer (very hot/very humid) I have begun to get a bit more accustomed to the weather, although it certainly isn’t my fav while I am striving to get some exercise.
This morning, the light and cloud display was dazzling, from pinks, corals, gold, silver, gray-blue, violet, robin’s egg blue, gray… what an amazing experience, topped off with the sight of a waning moon partially hidden behind a filter of high clouds. Then, the call of mockingbirds, the guttural call of geese, the high almost frantic flight of ibises, the rapid flap of ducks, the smooth soaring flight of an osprey on morning patrol… all seen and observed during the course of a simple walk through the neighborhood along a canal.
The morning walks have become a habit, a ‘good’ one according to physicians who encourage their older patients to get out and do some sort of physical activity at least three times per week. I’m out seven days a week, Florida weather allowing.
It’s still hurricane season (until November 30th) and there is a Tropical Storm, Gamma, churning around off the coast of the Yucatan Peninsula of Mexico. This whirligig motion draws the winds and other moisture across the Florida Peninsula, so we have been enduring on and off showers and sometimes, drenching thunderstorms. Apparently, it rained quite a lot last night as the storm left puddles and crunchy leaves on the ground and pathways. By this morning, the firehose of moisture had shifted northward towards Orlando, Daytona, and Jacksonville, leaving us with a warm, fresh, and calm morning.
So, how are those inner storms faring these days, folks? Are we bogged down with anxiety, fixed in place like a rabbit in the headlights of a vehicle? Or are we dealing with it, releasing the feeling, letting go of the anger and frustration, recognizing the emotion or feeling for what it is, and then letting go? Well, each one of us has free will to make a choice on how to deal with such things as we slog through the heaviest energies this current month.
There is a pitched battle or divine chess game being played out. Folks like Magenta Pixie, Jen McCarthy, Charlie Freak, Charlie Ward, Lorie Ladd, Laura Walker… etc., have informed us, in part to what is going on. Is the battle won, yet? In prosaic terms, no; we still have to move through and experience the energetics as they assault our senses, irritate our nerves, penetrate our thoughts. Do we bow to the darkness and its various fear narratives? Do we hold a divine vision of the New Earth already emerging, draw the frequency of the human collective up towards 5D? It is a choice all of us face daily, hour by hour, minute by minute.
Self-mastery – what is that and how do we arrive there? For one thing, it isn’t a ‘set’ destination but a journey. We don’t reach a place and then plop down and we’re done. Nope, reaching self-mastery is a nuanced experience, becoming aware of our own thoughts, discerning whether or not these thoughts are truly ‘ours’ or belonging to some program deriving to what we were taught as children or adults to believe in. Do these thoughts or beliefs even fit us anymore or are they like clothes that we have outgrown, binding, no longer allowing for freedom of movement or freedom of choice. Do we need to abide by the expectations of others, whether family, friends, or institutions? It is a game demanding balance, decision, observation, and most especially, neutrality.
Learning to listen within to the still small voice inside your head that sounds like your own voice… because it is your own voice… is an important step on the path or journey to self-mastery. In the beginning of this journey, you may appear to be selfish to others. You may require more time to savor and listen to the inner being rather than the chatter of the multitude, whether or not it is one other person or a crowd. You may, for a time, require more solitude, time to unwind, to allow yourself to return to center, to a neutral setting, from hence you can then perform various explorations, whether on inner planes by ‘conversing’ with your guides, your Higher Self, or perhaps just listening to the silence or the sigh of the wind through the trees outside.
For some of you are just embarking upon this journey, it will seem scary, positively freaky to hear an inner conversation, sometimes even a joke or giggle communicated to your inner ears.
My own telepathic channels opened up in 1994, but I put up a big fight, resisting the call until 2012. When I let go, the messages came, just like I had turned on a tap, the words flowed. Of course, the Beings speaking through me were communicating telepathically and I was interpreting the messages through my own human filters. Being an introvert, it was challenging for me to allow myself to go somewhat ‘public’ by publishing these messages on this blog and on Facebook. Since 2017, when a portion of Self returned Home, the messages have diminished in scale; the mission had been completed. Now, I am simply writing what comes through from various levels on a stream of consciousness, just allowing the words to come forth into my consciousness as my fingers tap on the keyboard.
Being more of an observer than a participant in the current Ascension process of the planet, I guess I am more here to lend some of my Light frequency to the equation, as are many lightworkers and star seeds. Just dropping into this lower frequency and experiencing the excruciatingly low frequencies is a challenge and one I took a few years to which accustom myself. Now, instead of feeling the frustration, tremendous anger, and resentment I first wrestled with, much to the shock of a few persons who observed me at close quarters, I have finally returned to a more neutral position, able to observe without judgment… at least for the most part.
When triggered, I am now taking responsibility for dealing with the emotion or feelings, using the Violet Flame to dissolve the misaligned energies and to transmute, then transform them back to neutral energy. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist or a master yogi to perform these basic tasks of self-mastery, but it does demand your attention and dedication. It is a daily task, like brushing your teeth, tidying up your room, taking care of your health.
Since the energetics are so intense, I have been compelled to rest more often. If your schedule allows, find some me time, whether you take a walk, work in the garden, play with your pets, take a nap or a hot Epsom salt bath… give yourself some time to decompress. It is extremely important self-care right now in order to make it through the next couple of months, especially the time leading up to the U.S. election.
The outcome of the election will determine the timeline that the world follows, so a lot is riding on citizens actually going out to vote and supporting their chosen candidate. That is your choice. I am not going to tell you what to think or do. Choose for yourself.
Okay, this is getting long. Just some more words for some to read or ignore. Each of us have been granted free will, freedom of choice. For others to attempt to interfere with that choice is a violation against Cosmic Law, even if they feel they have the right to determine the outcome or your participation in their plans.
It comes down to a simple equation: If it resonates, continue; if it doesn’t, reconsider; if it still doesn’t resonate, it’s time for a change. Move on. I did and feel much better for having done so. How I feel after making a difficult decision is how I know I did the right thing for me. It may seem selfish, but that is the short-term perspective from a limited point-of-view outside of my Self.
Being highly empathetic I do feel what others are feeling, but it doesn’t mean I will sit around and attempt to appease someone who is uncomfortable with the direction in which I am heading. That’s their business, not mine.
Someday, perhaps the paths will meet, recombine, but that time is not NOW and so I must pay attention to the inner compass and chose my own path for now, the Road less traveled.
I send my love and blessings to all,
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