Eliza: Morning Ruminations

Eliza: Morning Ruminations

I typically start my morning walks at sunrise, sometimes a bit before.  There is just enough light to see clearly as the sun begins to light up the eastern skies.  This morning I noticed how the clouds high overhead first turned pink, then gold, then transitioned to a warm cream, and finally to white against the pale blue skies.  As the clouds turned from pink to gold, surrounded by the blue skies, I was momentarily reminded of the three-fold flame that burns within the Secret Chamber of the Heart Center, blue (strength, Will of God, power, masculine); gold (intelligence, wisdom, Christ/cosmic energy); and the pink (compassion, unconditional love, feminine).  As above, so below; as within, so without… as an ancient Hermetic saying goes.  Sometimes Nature mimics or rather reflects the profundities of ancient Teachings extremely well.  After all, people learned from Nature how to cope living in their particular environment.

Okay, I am already rhapsodizing – I’m struggling a little with how to express what I have been feeling of late:  challenged, overwhelmed, lonely, triumphant, happy, silly, hmmm, I could go on and on, but will spare my readers the litany.

It is sometimes said that when one door closes, another one opens.  I re-discovered a former mentor from 2013, Judith Dagley… who actually was off-line for a while due to health issues.  She’s fine now.  And so am I. 

I’ve never been a follower or a joiner of groups… or if I am in a group for any length of time, I get restless.  I need to follow my own inner guidance, not someone else’s ideas and beliefs; that doesn’t work well for me.  So, I am like a butterfly, sipping the nectar from one flower or the offerings of one teacher, and flitting to another and then another, gathering as I go what particularly resonates with me. 

Groups… for me, at least, tend to converge around powerful or knowledgeable leaders.  What is shared becomes accepted by the group and then they are sometimes expected to abide by the expectations, until there isn’t any movement or growth.  So, typically, I have to break free, leaving a few people wondering what happened.  This process isn’t meant to hurt anyone – and it’s happened more than once, many times in the past.  Still, there are kind teachers who are open to the comings and goings of people like myself and let us go when we feel the need to go…

Judith is one of those special people, an energy sensitive who understands other energy sensitives.  Labels, labels… I’ve been called many things of late, callous, blatant, cruel… and so on, but, hmmm, I don’t feel these things about myself.  There is just a curiosity, a desire to connect with Nature, to go within so I can determine what’s best for me in the moment.  I know what resonates and if it doesn’t resonate any longer, I need to leave.  It’s not a judgment; it is just a knowingness… that inner gift called claircognizance or inner knowing.  Claircognizance is knowing without knowing how you know. 

When you recognize what you require doesn’t resonate with those with whom you are interacting, if circumstances allow, then leave.  If they don’t allow you to leave, then learn to listen, process, and rise above judgment and see what you can learn about yourself within those circumstances.

I used to work inside a state penitentiary, a large prison that had inmates at all levels, from minimum offenders (six months sentence and up, depending on the offense) to maximum security/solitary confinement offenders, considered too dangerous to house in the ‘normal’ population.  Working ‘inside the wire’ teaches you how to utilize boundaries.  I learned to talk with quiet authority, listen to the men to see what they required according to the limitations of my particular specialty… medical records.  I learned a lot about personalities, manipulation, control, threats and actually discovered some of the hardest people to work with were co-workers… some of them, at least.  It was an eye-opener for me.  I met people in prison whom I will never interact with out in public.  Never.  I learned to treat all the offenders even-handedly, with courtesy, and let them know when they were straying over the line in getting too personal.  Offenders are shrewd people; they know how to manipulate jail workers.  They didn’t get too far with me… I am able to read people’s energy and intent and am extremely skeptical when someone becomes too dependent on me. 

Of course, when I went home from work, I needed to decompress.  Working inside is extremely stressful.  It may not be evident, but it’s there, in the background like a subliminal effect on the nervous system.  After they retire, many former prison guards die relatively young due to the amount of stress built up over the years.  I wasn’t a guard, but the stress was there, too, as I often sat across from offenders, with a murderer or car thief sitting on the other side of a very small table, conferring with me over his medical records.  Interesting job.

So, where does that get me today?  Although I carry a walk-in’s consciousness now, it has more or less blended with Eliza Ayres at present.  The proud commander is becoming more comfortable being human and being around regular people.  It doesn’t mean my gifts have shut down, more like dampened down.  Still, I can feel frequencies fairly easily. 

In the current confusing and challenging times, we are living in, an energy sensitive really needs to know themself or they can feel overwhelmed.  So, I needed to step away from a set of circumstances to where I could simply spend more time alone, quietly doing my writing and blogging, observing, and feeling.

Yesterday, I know something was going on as I felt a lot of energy hitting my solar plexus.  I might not know immediately what it is – there is a lot of intentional turmoil being roiled up by domestic groups within the United States.  Then, there are numerous fear narratives making the rounds – I’ve had to largely divorce myself from following several blogs to pull out of that kind of focus on fear.  And I pulled myself out of a couple of groups online, as, right now, I need to focus on the interior self, not what is ‘out there’.  This withdrawal can be judged by those who do not truly understand my inner workings or perhaps rather stick labels on what they deem as unusual behavior. 

Sorry, I don’t respond well to being labeled.  Try not to be offended when I am simply in need of an extended ‘time-out’ due to feeling and dealing with feeling an overwhelming sense of confusion and anxiety right now… which is not necessarily my own, but the collective’s. 

In a recent report given by Laura Walker of the Oracle Report and shared on Patriot Intel Report (PIR) Laura and Phoenix shared their insights on the current energetics that the human collective is attempting to negotiate through… rough seas.  The ‘storm’ is upon us for the remainder of this year of 2020, at least through December 23rd, when the energetics will shift once more. 

Laura bases her ‘predictions’ on astrology, using a combination of Sabian symbols, phases of the moon and planets, influences, and the science of observing cycles or historical replication.  Currently, the United States is passing through energetics which mirror the American Revolution, so old systems and allegiance to those old systems is being broken down.  Since humans are often resistant to change, any change, especially if it means letting go of a belief upon which they have rested their entire life, this transitional period can be especially daunting, challenging, and confusing.  Some people just shut down, with their minds going into overload, becoming even more resistant and angry, going into cognitive dissonance, as they are unable to comprehend the level of change sweeping down upon every system currently known to man.

All I can say, is ‘buckle up’ and be prepared, not out of fear, just practicality.  As a former backpacker and hiker, we had to carry our ten essentials on trips, no matter how insignificant.  Injuries did happen occasionally, a slip on a slippery rock, a turn of the ankle, a broken strap, an engine that wouldn’t start because the lights were left on… and so on. 

So, due to outer circumstances, I am being drawn to go within on a more intense level so I might hold steady internally during the storm. 

You do what is necessary to keep your sanity these days.  It is an individual thing for some people, while others feel better sharing their experiences within a group or groups.  I’m sharing to degree… through the medium of writing.  I have discovered writing to be a tremendous tool for moving the energies through my body.  You will discover what works for you as this is both an internal journey and a collective journey.  Humanity, at least a portion of it, is waking up and rising in frequency.  Strive to reach the highest frequency you can and be able to hold it.  It takes practice.  What works for someone won’t necessarily work for others.

It takes true inner knowledge of one’s own inner nature to negotiate these troubled waters and great courage to let go of other people’s expectations that have been mistakenly placed upon you.  Flow with the river and let go of the shoreline, navigate around boulders and let fear slide off of you.  You are powerful creator beings, capable of bringing whatever you focus upon into your life and circumstances.  Create lightly, wisely, and go in Peace!

Lovingly… and humbly,


© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, www.bluedragonjournal.com

Eliza: Autumn Breezes

Eliza: Autumn Breezes

The photo above was taken outside of Walla Walla, Washington State a few years ago. The signs of the approach of Autumn in Florida are far more subtle, just a few degrees cooler in the morning, less humidity, stronger breezes in the afternoons, high thin clouds sweeping across the Peninsula pulled by the tropical storm that just went onshore in Texas. There was the call of the mockingbird ringing through the neighborhood as I took my walk, as males were staking out their territories and preparing for the mating season. The baby ducks are full grown now; the goose family has departed.

I haven’t written as much on the blog the last couple of days as I have been back again writing more chapters of my book. Writing is a comfort to me right now. I have now been writing extensively for over two years and the story continues to unfold from within.

I have calmed down considerably. Perhaps the energies have let up, although it is being emphasized through several sources that ‘things’ are going to become rather pressurized as the dark consciousness continues to rise to the surface for clearing. I am remembering to observe and allow for the clearing without assigning labels and judgments on what is occurring. We are undergoing a massive paradigm shift now, which will take several years to fully unfold. No, there is no skipping over some rainbow bridge to discover unicorns and butterflies on the other side. We have to endure feeling the pain, seeing the damage done, and focus on taking back our individual and collective power and sovereignty.

Remember, dear ones, that your guides are always beside you. Sit still for a few minutes and use your imagination to create conversations with these patient Light Beings. They are waiting to be acknowledged by you. If you give them the opportunity, they will teach you how to remember what you left behind when you made the bold and courageous choice to come here and drop into a human vehicle.

Never think for a moment that you have been abandoned or are unloved. You are the couragous ones, the wayshowers whose focused consciousness is dissolving the dark into nothingness. It will take ‘time’ from the perspective of 3D, but truly it will seem like a dark dream when you finally emerge on the other side in a new and glorious world.

Endurance, patience, and wisdom are called for now… be kind to yourself and others.

I send my blessings and love to all,


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Eliza: Weathering the Storm

Eliza:  Weathering the Storm

Okay, okay… folks have voted – keep X22 Report and a few other disclosure reports.  So, I will, for now.

Morning walk… quiet dawn, no wind, despite the fact there is a tropical storm, Beta, brewing in the Gulf of Mexico and another one, Teddy, churning in the west Atlantic.  The dawn was filled with the call of birds, including another mockingbird who settled down on a fence post just as I passed by.  Ibises, ducks, herons, grackles, geese, a couple of squirrels and two marsh rabbits… lots of wildlife despite the neighborhood being a suburb.  That’s Florida.  If the people left, there wouldn’t be many traces of “civilization” after a hundred years or so; the jungle or hammock as they call it here, would take over the lot. 

I once saw the remains of an old sugar mill in a hammock in NE Florida, Bulow Woods, a place filled with huge old oaks, red maples, hickories, pines, cabbage palm, native hollies, and saw palmetto.  Not much was left, just the lower walls built out of local coquina (limestone) stone.  Apparently, the mill was burnt down during a Seminole uprising.  Ghosts from the past. 

I have calmed down this past week.  Anger and frustration are gone, like the breezes from last week’s passage of Tropical Storm Sally.  The storm didn’t do much damage where I live, but southern Florida (Miami south) got walloped… and a few days later, Louisiana, Alabama and the Florida Panhandle got the brunt of the then hurricane.

I have listened to Lorie Ladd and Laura Walker this past week, giving energy updates, as well as Phoenix on PIR (Patriot Intel Report).  All indicate the next five months will be “bumpy”, certainly to the start of the next astrological year and especially around the American election in early November.  It isn’t far off now.  The Left are lining up their troops to attack the populace and commit “peaceful” protests that somehow end up burning small businesses, wrecking cars, and neighborhoods.  There is an undeclared civil war that isn’t very civil, one between the “patriots” and the minions of the globalists who still want to resume their 16-year plan to take down America, which faltered for a time due to the unexpected election of Donald J. Trump.  They thought she would win.  She didn’t and now “they” are taking it out on the citizens, both who voted for Trump and those who didn’t – basically anyone who gets in their way. 

This whole phenomenon, this upset of business as usual, added to the whole virus lockdown and rumors of deep underground bases, mass arrests, freeing the children, rampant pedophilia, human trafficking, adrenochrome… all the dark secrets of the underworld of our “culture” are being unearthed and revealed to a disbelieving public, at least those who are watching alternative news sources.  The people have seen how the mass media sources seem to ignore major stories in a bid to follow the orders from their puppet masters, the globalists.

This isn’t about Republican versus Democrat; it is a spiritual battle for the taking back of freedoms granted by our Creator, whatever name or gender you want to call it, God-given rights, like freedom of speech, freedom to assemble, freedom to pursue “happiness” like getting a job, maintaining your family, buying a house.  All of things have been interrupted by the events of this past spring and summer.  Allegedly, thousands of Democrats are leaving their old party given that they seem to overtly back the “protestors” and have doubled-down on the virus mandates.  However, the long-suppressed oppression of the people stems from interests in both parties, those who rather sell their soul for a bit of cash or who are black-mailed into doing the bidding of the globalists.

So, what does this have to do with me and my world?  I’m observing it just like the rest of you, only I have known of many of these things for a long time.  I stopped voting when Obama was a candidate and watched him write executive orders that repressed the rights of American citizens.  The corruption was apparent.  I knew he was what is expressed as a Manchurian candidate, someone who has been either groomed for the position or blackmailed into obeying the orders of others who have far more power than they should, but who would rather stay hidden in the shadows.

I didn’t vote for Trump; I probably will come this November, simply because he is supporting the people at great personal cost.  He is the figurehead, the point man, the brash New York real estate mogul who has rubbed elbows with the rich and powerful for decades before being called to perform a thankless mission, to expose himself and his family to great danger in the face of inconceivable odds, while supported by a secretive military cabal who are intent in removing the corruption of the deep state (foreign-owned interests) within the bureaucracy of the United States corporation.  We have not been living in a republic, not even a democracy.  It’s been a sham, since just a few years after the Revolutionary War, and worst still, after the Federal Reserve central bank was installed and the Internal Revenue Service was illegally begun… with the intent to bleed America dry and to make its people into debt slaves.  It succeeded, until Trump came into office and worked to incorporate the Fed into the Treasury Department.  The Fed (a privately owned central bank owned and run by the Rothschild Family of Great Britain) and the IRS are going down, and their fiat dollar money system and its usury (against the commands of God) with it.

All of these things are affecting each and every one of us, even those folks who live in foreign climes.  No human will be untouched by the changes wrought upon our world, not even the most remote tribes living deep in the Amazon Basin, if such people still exist (the great forests are being mowed down to create farms and pastures). 

Deep Underground bases and cities are being penetrated by Alliance forces, freeing the children stored there, and freeing advanced technologies that have been used for well over a century (perhaps even more).  Once reserved only for the rich and powerful bloodline families and their minions, these things are being revealed to the world.  Much cannot be shared.  Just know this kind of thing has been going on for a long time, thousands of years on this planet, for longer elsewhere.  The Pleiadians long fought a desperate war against a dark enemy who stole women and children… and that was hundreds of thousands of years ago.

How do we ultimately defeat the enemy of humanity?  By raising our frequency.  By becoming awake and spreading the word of what is being revealed to your friends, neighbors, and relatives.  Provide the intel and let them decide whether or not to accept it.  Each person is responsible for making their own decisions whether or not they are willing to go into some of the dark places now being revealed.

It is all for a purpose… to shock awake humanity into taking back its power, personal (individual) and as a collective.  It’s time to adult.

This is only a piece of the puzzle that is playing out.  Yet, humanity and the planet are firmly on an ascension timeline.  You are ascending, even if you don’t understand what is going on.  Physical ascension is happening; its effects are all around you now, as old systems crumble and new ones begin to take shape in one’s imagination.  Who knows what the future will bring or what the Earth will look like in twenty years?

I AM here with all of you, observing, remaining as detached as possible, feeling the flow of emotions, and not attempting to assign value or labels to them.  Just keep breathing, friends… take that deep breath and get out into Nature as much as you can.

I love you all and send my blessings,


© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, www.bluedragonjournal.com

Eliza: Growing Clarity

Photo by Eliza Ayres

Eliza:  Growing Clarity

There was no walk today.  Yesterday, the clouds had vanished, remnants of the outer bands of Sally that covered the entirety of southern Florida over the weekend.  The weather had reverted to the more typical 80 degrees F and high humidity of a late summer day.  Of course, it is an entirely different story at present as Hurricane Sally thundered ashore today at Gulf Shores, Alabama and the Florida Panhandle.  The elementals of air and water are quite intent in cleansing the area of all remaining darkness existing there.  From the looks of things, it will take quite a lot of work to repair the damage from the storm… storms, as this has been a busy hurricane season in the subtropical and southern regions of the United States.  The weather is also a reflection of the emotional confusion being experienced by humanity.  Have you ever witnessed so many high-powered storms just wandering around aimlessly in the middle of the North Atlantic in one season?

This morning I slept in a bit and woke up still feeling fatigued.  Right now, for me at least the energies are quite fatiguing.  I know other people might be feeling totally energized, but not me.  All I wanted to do is nap some more, even though I probably lay there rather than managed any sleep.

One thing I was thankful for, was experiencing a sensation of greater balance, clarity and calm returning.  The anger and anxiety I had been feeling before has thankfully dissipated.  Now, I can begin to look upon recent experiences with a greater sense of detachment.  It was quite a relief I can tell you.

I will continue to post some disclosure related videos as most of these particular ones are interwoven into the tapestry of the ongoing and ever-expanding great awakening that is covering the planet.  Just this afternoon, I watched (and posted) a video from the messenger Magenta Pixie.  Her communications from the White-Winged Collective of Nine (Pleiadian 9D) indicate there is a high probability of ascension timeline going to manifest, which will bring a new Golden Age. 

The news from Charlie Ward and Charlie Freak also carries a note of optimism.  Each of these two extraordinary men obtains their intel from different sources, but it proving highly accurate and is now be quoted by others in the know. 

Despite the body issues, I am in full alignment with supporting the ascension timeline for this planet.  It is time the people, all of the people of Earth are able to enjoy a sense of peace, to share abundance, to be sure that each child is cared for and loved, that all have proper health care and access to advanced healthcare.  There are long-suppressed technologies that are to be revealed, certainly within the next five years.  It will take time for people to adjust to all the wonders and joy that lie before them as potential, even as they learn their own true value and worth.

I am honored to be here in this tremendously important time, doing my small bit by writing and posting in this blog… and I suppose, by just being present. 

Now, it is important to allow Hope to blossom within your mind as you connect to your Sacred Heart Center.  Remember love binds us together in ways we cannot yet comprehend, no longer the feelings and emotions that get in the way… as we are all in the process of clearing ancient traumas, myself included.

The stories I have written of a long-ago war in the Pleiadian Star Federation holds striking parallels to what is currently occurring here on Earth.  Someday when and if I am able to publish my tome, I hope my readers will appreciate what an echo of the past can inform them of what they are going through here today.  Still, since this planet has descended in frequency to a far lower level than most of the Pleiadian isles (planets) the duality experienced here was even more intensely felt.  Everyone who has incarnated here is carrying, many unconsciously, some kind of post traumatic stress.  Despite that, do your very best to focus on the positive timeline and still be in the Now moment of wherever you find yourself in the world.

I am striving to come back into alignment and to listen to the inner conversations I have with my guides and mentors.  I am thankful I can still hear and respond to them.

I must rest some more, but just wanted to write a few words of encouragement.  I am endeavoring to weave a tapestry of Hope throughout my blog posts for those who still linger in fear.  You can let go it, my dears.  Know you are loved more than you know.  Great Light Beings are here guiding our world towards the Golden Dawn of a New Earth.

Much love and blessings to all,


© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, http://www.bluedragonjournal.com

Lady Hope – I AM Here

Archeia Hope, 4th Ray of Purity, Ascension, and Resurrection

Lady Hope – I AM Here

I AM Hope.

I come to you upon the lightest of winds, a zephyr built of faith in the continuity of life whatever direction it may take.

I AM there when you heard the song of the mockingbird piercing the grayness of early dawn.

I AM there in the majestic flight of the heron in the sweep of its vast wings as it takes to the sky and drops to earth with equal grace.

I AM there within your heart of hearts, ready to grace any moment with peace and calm, to still the anxious heart and bring surcease from fear.

I AM there carried by the wings of the tender dove, with a maternal loving touch to bring relief to one who has been wounded.

I AM there in the fiery dawn and likewise in the quiet of the night when you lie there unable to sleep.

I AM there to stir the breast with the fires of courage, to assist the fearful to step beyond the boundaries of the known and into the new that beckons you onward.

I AM there always no matter where you find yourself throughout the day, perhaps confronted by an experience unwanted.  Breathe, my daughter; my son, breathe, for I am there.

Fortified by the strength of will of the Divine, I AM there, shining white and pure, in the darkest dungeon, standing beside you ready to lend a hand to draw you upward.

I AM there to guide the little child who has known only darkness, the innocents who deserve so much better from the hands of man.

I AM there to give hope to the ones looking upon the ruin of their life, as fire, flood, wind, and shaking come upon the land. 

Together, let us walk forward and through the land of shadow and into the Light that penetrates and dissolves the dark into the nothingness it truly is.

Reach out to me and I will be there to lend my strength to your trembling heart, to steady your hand, and guide your step.

I AM Hope and I am here for you, all of you, everywhere.

I AM Hope.

Transcribed by Eliza Ayres, September 2020

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Eliza: From Dark to Light

Eliza:  From Dark to Light

On my walk this morning, I was gently greeted by a dove which lingered atop a fence post before flitting away.  They are very shy birds. 

What does the “dove” represent?

“On earth, they are intimately aware of their environment and demonstrate a highly developed sense of presence. As creatures of both the earth and the air, doves serve as liaisons between intuitive thought and common reality. This ability to move between two worlds (sky and earth), bird totems are uniquely posed to funnel higher knowledge down to our human conscious awareness. They link intangible knowing (thought, dreams, intuition) with physical practicality (hearth, home, security). Doves represent the balance between thought (air) and matter (earth).

Bridging this link between the higher mind and the more practical level in which we live makes the dove a perfect guide for dream interpretation as well. Bird totems offer inspiration combined with a grounding element to make new ideas implementable.

The dove represents peace of the deepest kind. It soothes and quiets our worried or troubled thoughts, enabling us to find renewal in the silence of the mind. The dove’s singing is most prevalent when the veils between the physical and spiritual worlds are thought to be at their thinnest – first thing in the morning and last thing at night – again representing a link between two divergent domains.

Doves teach us that, regardless of external circumstances, peace is always a touch a way – within us – and always available. It is said that if a dove flies into your life, you are being asked to go within and release your emotional disharmony. The dove helps us to rid the trauma stored deep within our cellular memory. Doves carry the energy of promise. When inner conflicts are banished from our thoughts, words and feelings, goodness awaits.

The dove’s roles as spirit messenger, maternal symbol and liaison impart an inner peace that helps us to go about our lives calmly and with purpose.”

Source: http://www.pure-spirit.com/more-animal-symbolism/602-dove-symbolism

Of course, I see doves around here quite often, but most of the time they fly off well before I draw close.  This one didn’t fly off immediately.  I guess I am just becoming more aware and sensitive to the subtle messages carried forth by our animal messengers.

So, what other lessons can the dove teach us?

“The dove spirit animal in your life has many significant meanings. For example, it helps you to overcome the challenges we associate with periods of change.

If you are undergoing a transition in your life, the dove comes to help you deal with the accompanying anxiety.

The dove stands for quietness and peace. It represents the clarity and stillness you crave. When this animal totem comes into your life, you can be sure that you’ll enjoy a hassle-free existence.

Additionally, the dove presence in your life means that you have to aim higher. It encourages you to spread your wings and fly to your highest limits.”

Source: https://thesecretofthetarot.com/dove-spirit-animal/

Oh, I can hardly express the desire I have held within, yearning to feel more clarity, to have the courage to step out and to begin to express my inner feelings once more. So, here I am, even if my thoughts are a bit scattered and make no sense to anyone else right now.

What we are currently experiencing as a collective and as an individual is the stripping away of the “dirt”, the dross, the trauma suffered for thousands, perhaps millions of years of physical existence.  As individuals, we are experiencing the ebb and flow of strong emotions, erratic thoughts, confusion, feelings of disassociation, and so on.  It is a different experience for each one of us, as we are all unique. 

The uniqueness of the Earth human is extraordinary.  It is what gives us our individual strength of purpose, will, and determination to do what we feel we must, if we allow ourselves to listen to that still quiet voice within, the intuition.  Many people are afraid to step out of bounds for fear they will lose their jobs, their children, their homes and possessions, their status in society.

Right now, I have little “status” in society.  I own little, have no solid connection to family, live in a different part of the country from my old friends… am retired, hence not contributing to the economy.  Western “culture” has not treated its elders very well. 

I had never thought to be where I am now located for as long as I have.  It has been an education in discovering what doesn’t resonate with me.  Now, I am ready to discover what does.  I have learned a lot about the lifecycles of certain species of birds, observing them on an almost daily basis.  I have decided I don’t really enjoy a subtropical climate as it is too bland.  Shockingly, I yearn for a cool enough morning to prompt me to wear a sweater or sweatshirt.  Would I come back here, ever?  Maybe… to visit, but not to live full-time.  It is nice to wear sandals year-round.

I have been watching a lot of Lorie Ladd’s videos of late; you will have noticed me posting several.  I go through cycles of bingeing on various videos, interspersed with writing my book.  Lorie has a calming presence and is very tuned into the Galactic Federation of Light, probably more tuned in than I am… a being who claims to be a member of the GFL (that person is an officer in the Pleiadian Fleet, currently posted on the Isle of Medina, and involved in a special project). It has been a challenge for a formerly very connected Light Being to be stuffed into a physical body and to have my inner connections muffled. Oh, I still have conversations with high frequency individuals, but I usually either go to sleep or can’t follow the dialogue. My ability to channel has been for the time being more or less shut off. We are concentrating on being in the physical form right now, even if it feels a bit uncomfortable, constricting, and challenging…

After listening to Lorie, I realize that a piece I wrote and posted about the GFL is only part of the story of that amazing company of Light Beings who are assisting Earth and humanity as they go through this birthing process.  This is a physical process and is, as a result, slower than a transition might take in a higher frequency.  The body… and it’s all about the body now, requires “time” to adjust to the higher frequencies.  In a rhythmic fashion, there is an influx of intense cosmic Light entering the body, flushing out the toxins, after which you will feel a contraction, as the body struggles to free itself of its energetic bonds keeping it anchored in low 3D density.  Like a butterfly struggling to free itself of the pupae of the caterpillar, we wiggle, squirm, and sometimes hurt, in the process… just before we fly free.

I have been wiggling, squirming, and complaining for years, months… wanting freedom.  I have had to learn the virtue of being patient, time and time, again.  It has not been a pretty process to observe or to undergo.  Ascension is not about rainbows and unicorns.  Physical ascension of the body has its challenges, unique to each individual.  I have had my personal struggles like that of anyone else along the way.  Still, I am becoming very aware that it is a blessing to be here during a unique and unprecedented time to be alive and in a physical Earth vehicle.  Thanks to all of you for serving as my teachers.  I am honored beyond words.

The dark to light in the title this morning refers to the journey we are all undergoing in beginning to remember who we are, where “we” came from, and where we are going as a collective.  Physical ascension is happening world-wide, even to those who are not aware of the phrase.  People are waking up from a long-term amnesia, realizing that long-ago they gave up their power… now, they are taking it back.  Self-determination, individual effort is being directed to service to others rather than self.  Humans are naturally generous creatures; when divinely guided, they are physical angels.

Dark represents the lack of light, intelligence, wisdom, knowledge.  The dark has striven to destroy records of past high cultures, human achievements, and bring everything down to its level… the basement.  As the Light flows into the body through the crown chakra and pineal gland, it awakens the individual to heightened states of creativity.  Hope arises.  Faith is renewed.  Courage is reawakened.  Imagination takes flight.

I dither… not sure if this makes sense.  If it does, great.  If it doesn’t, let it go.

Sending my blessings and love to everyone, especially those who have been my greatest Teachers.


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Eliza: Finding My Voice, My Path

Great White Egret, Photographer: Eliza Ayres

Eliza:  Morning Observations

Finding My Voice, My Path

This morning on my walk I was first greeted by the beautiful song of a mockingbird perched on top of a nearby mailbox, and then, just seconds later, a Great Blue Heron flew right in front of me and then perched on the roof of a nearby house.  Realizing that messages often come through the animals that appear in my world, I looked up the messages these birds were presenting to me:

Mockingbird Symbolism:

Are you struggling with self-expression? Do you want to connect with your muse? Mockingbird, as a Spirit, Totem, and Power Animal, can Help! Mockingbird teaches you how to discover your voice, all while showing you what inspires and ignites your soul. Delve deeply in Mockingbird symbolism and meaning to find out how this Animal Spirit Guide can inspire, motivate, and animate you!

There are specific goals for which you can call upon Mockingbird Power Animal for aid. One such instance is when you are trying to find or speak your truth. Mockingbird supports you in discovering your inner voice and personal song. Likewise, as an Animal Ally, the Bird helps you in understanding the music of your soul. In finding your voice and identifying what brings your soul bliss, Mockingbird also helps you develop self-confidence and greater strength when it comes time to defend your convictions.

Part of Mockingbird’s energetic is the ability to discover the truth. From uncovering the true intentions of others to inspiring honesty in others, invoke Mockingbird as a Power Animal to support you whenever what is true falls into question.

Source: https://www.whatismyspiritanimal.com/spirit-totem-power-animal-meanings/birds/mockingbird-symbolism-meaning/#Native-American-Mockingbird

Blue Heron Symbolism:

According to North American Native tradition, the Blue Heron brings messages of self-determination and self-reliance. They represent an ability to progress and evolve. The long thin legs of the heron reflect that an individual doesn’t need great massive pillars to remain stable, but must be able to stand on one’s own.

Blue Herons have the innate wisdom of being able to maneuver through life and co-create their own circumstances. Blue Herons reflect a need for those with this totem to follow their own unique wisdom and path of self-determination. These individuals know what is best for themselves and need to follow their hearts rather than the promptings of others. Those with the Medicine of the Great Blue Heron may sit until the rest of us lose patience. And, when they follow the promptings of the heart, they are one of the most magnificent when they choose to soar.

This is the message that Blue Heron brings.

Source: http://www.blueheronenv.com/meaning.htm

I have been struggling in the past few days, even for months, seeking to discover my way, my path.  Should I strike out on my own?  Is it not a scary thing to do since I haven’t been here very long? 

During the long drawn-out Covid thing, I finally began to realize what I should do, what I had to do for myself. 

I have a strong will, an independent nature with a desire to explore this new world.  I love Nature.  I respond to beauty.  I enjoy simplicity and clean lines.  I enjoy having the opportunity to be here… although I must admit I didn’t at first.

For I am an adult walk-in, a higher frequency being (6D/7D) who dropped into an older earth human vehicle.  It is one thing to be born here; it is another thing to suddenly be here, in this heavy low frequency energy and not be confused, angry, resentful… feeling a whole range of incredibly powerful emotions not experienced by “me” before.  To be honest, it has been a little daunting.  Lately, however, I have begun to understand what I can do, what I want to do, and how I want to do it.  I knew I might have to sacrifice a few things, namely some relationships, in order to break free of what I felt were constraints on my freedom.  Whether that perspective is understood by others is moot; it reflects what I feel and is not meant to be directed as a criticism of anyone else’s point of view or experience.  It is simply mine.

I am still struggling somewhat to discover my voice and my song, but now that I have taken the first shaky initial steps, I know that by listening to my inner guidance, I will discover a whole new world of possibilities, filled with the simple joys and wonders of physical existence on this beautiful planet.  The birds told me so and I see them and thank them for their sweet messages.

Blessings and love to all


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Eliza: On Being a Pioneer

Pacific Coastline of Costa Rico

Eliza: On Being a Pioneer

During the past couple of days and sleepless nights, a few phrases have been echoing within my awareness: “pioneer”, “cycles”, “The Hermit” (Tarot) and “The Fool” (Major Arcana, Tarot).

It is not easy being a pioneer, stepping out away from everything that was known before, leaving friends and family behind and for what?  An unseen but felt horizon filled with the promise of a new dawn? 

This is not the first time I have left and given it appears to be a rhythm in my life, probably will not be the last time.  It is the way of being a pioneer. 

The followers of the so-called New Age religion or philosophy describe a pioneer as a “Wayshower”.  Am I one of those?  Perhaps, but I would rather not be labeled as such.

I am responding to an inner compulsion or feeling, which has been nagging me for months, “Move on!”

Does such an abrupt decision, emerging from within a person and not communicated in toto to others make “sense” to those who are left behind?  Probably not.  Will people be hurt in the process of leaving?  Depends on the nature of the individual or persons being left.  Will they notice the departure?  Depends on the level of the relationship and sense of dependency.  Will the pioneer be judged harshly?  Perhaps; again, this depends on the nature of those who are left behind.  Should the pioneer remain just because people are going to get hurt, insulted, challenged or whatever?  Given the nature of a pioneer or Wayshower is to show the way forward, it is unlikely they will remain in one place as expected by those who have come to depend on their presence.  Thus, in both cases, the pioneer detaches and expands as they move forward, while the one(s) staying behind, resist, refuse to release and, perhaps, act out emotions that emerge as a result. Eventually, they, too will adjust, and move on with their lives as change is the only constant in life.

There is another meaning to the word “pioneer”, namely the military usage.  In an army, a pioneer or to pioneer is to act as an engineer, constructing and in some phases of battle, deconstructing physical structures. 

“A pioneer is a soldier employed to perform engineering and construction tasks. The term is in … It was used in a military sense as early as 1626–1627. A pioneer (/ˌpaɪ.əˈnɪər/) is a soldier employed to perform engineering and construction tasks. The term is in principle similar to sapper. (Wikipedia)

Traditionally, sappers or pioneers were used by armies to build tunnels under walls, to breakdown the defenses of the enemy.  Eventually, the sappers’ efforts led to walls collapsing or being blown up, the obstacles removed from the path of the following warrior units. 

All of this war-talk is bound to disturb some folks, but it is a reality, a reflection of what is going on in our present-day world.  Whether the pioneer works in what appears a destructive mode or a constructive mode, depends on the perspective of those watching or participating in the outplaying of events. 

Our world, our 12D Matrix is ruled or guided by Cosmic Laws.  These laws apply to everyone who enters or has entered the 12D Matrix, without exception.  One law, which many persons resistant to change, oft forget is the Law of Rhythm, “To everything there is a season.” (Ecclesiastes 3.8, Bible).  Change is a constant in our world, despite the fact change is often resisted.  The teacher and author Raymond Monk delineates the Law of Rhythm in this manner:

“Our world moves in cycles – everything is constantly changing. For example, we have seasons and we have the cycles of the moon.

As individuals, we have cycles as well. Whatever we are going through will not last, it is temporary. Ocean tides ebb and flow. The economy has ups and downs.

This Law is sometimes referred to as the Law of Perpetual Motion.”

Mr. Monk goes on to describe practical applications to work with the Law of Rhythm, to align oneself with the Law so as to draw unto one’s self a positive outcome, to polarize your focus on a positive outcome.  If you focus on the negative, you will draw that energy to yourself as the Universe is very generous.  Whatever you focus upon, it gives you more of the same.

So, where am I going with this?  Merely to explain the basis of my desire to change.  It is not based in a desire to hurt anyone, although it may, but to follow an inner guidance that is not based on sentimentality or clinging to the known. 

Our entire planet is currently in the midst of experiencing the breakdown of old systems and the construction of new systems.  The latter is for me the core of what I would rather focus on, what is about to appear in our world, rather than to focus on what is leaving it.  In working with the Law of Rhythms, I would like to focus on what is about to replace the old systems and ways of being, with systems that support each individual’s freedom to choice, to grow and expand their understanding of each person’s inner potential. In holding a powerful vision of what is possible, systems will be designed to bring forth abundance and nurturance to all. 

In working to bring positive change, it is not always possible or desirable to remain locked into old ways of being.  Entropy eventually overtakes systems built within the old, even as creativity fires the imagination of those who are willing to let go and see what is possible, what can manifest when you open your eyes, heart and mind to new possibilities.

The content of this blog, during the past three years, focused a great deal on disclosure.  I hope during the course of this time period, people have become aware at least to some degree that all is not well with the old systems; they are breaking down.  The darkness, defined by some as “evil”, is being exposed to the Light (intelligence), revealed.  It is the end of the world as described in the Book of Revelations, only… it is the end of a cycle, of the “old” world, a cycle that was artificially lengthened by a small group of people who knew how to manipulate the Law of Rhythm to their own advantage.  These people, controlled by beings from other dimensions, were tools to control humanity.  The systems set up under this regime were largely destructive, using war and warfare against the people, destroying civilizations and cultures, creating chaos, raping the land and its inhabitants of all wealth, including life and property.  Despite their efforts, the cycles are moving on, darkness is being removed and the Light is returning.  In truth, it never left, for light does not emerge from the darkness; darkness is a state of denial, an attempt to remove oneself from the Light.  However, the Light is the underpinning of Creation and exists in all places, even where it appears to be dark.  The Light is consuming the darkness and everything it supports.

As I have stated in another article, the Earth has ascended to the fifth dimension.  If you are able to immerse yourself in Nature, you will feel a state of inner peace descend upon your consciousness.  It is palpable… this sense of peace can be felt by those who are willing to still their mental processes and just be in the moment, in the Now.

How do each of us reach that dimension? Well, truth is, you are already there. You, as a Light Being, already hold a higher dimensional frequency. It is your physical body that presently anchors you in the third dimension, perhaps even the fourth dimension.

I, for one, know a very different world is here already; it has just not fully manifested or precipitated into the physical realm of 3D, the dimension in which most of our physical bodies are still anchored.  To raise the body in frequency, we must strive to direct the focus of our consciousness, to flood the body with Light, allowing us to first see and feel the emotions that emerge, then to accept and embrace those emotions and allow them to be transmuted and cleared.  This is not an easy process to endure.  The body will hurt, ache, react… suffer what has been described as ascension symptoms, something that has been well-covered by other authors.

By going within, following our inner guidance, having faith in our creative power that we have the ability to bring forth a better world, one aligned with Divine Purpose, a new world will manifest, first in our own experience and then, as the 100th Monkey phenomenon takes effect, it will reflect in everyone’s personal experience.  In the process, some of us are required to act as pioneers, going beyond what is known, stepping out of the crowd and away from the expectations of others. 

Many have been the ways recommended on how to raise the frequency of the physical body – which is capable of potentially ascending to the 7th Dimension, well beyond the current goal line of 5D.  Yet, ultimately, every person who is focused on ascension needs to realize that before unity consciousness can be realized, the individual consciousness requires guidance and a level of awareness of the inner flow of energy through your mind.  Hypervigilance of the direction of your own thoughts is required. Are you clinging to a particular thought pattern? Do you replay old events where you appeared to be a victim? Do you constantly tell everyone who will listen, what was done to you and why the perpetrator should be punished or ostracized? Do you realize that in repeatedily talking about these instances, you are most likely re-creating them? Can you step aside, recognize what has been experienced is simply a bump in the road, an opportunity to learn. Depending on your reaction to the experience, you have the opportunity to learn and expand your awareness, to take back your power, and take responsibility for your own healing. In short, let it go, release the trauma. It does no good to replay, blame, and to attempt to shame others for what you have created on your own by allowing someone to hurt you. Are you capable of stepping beyond 3D judgment of a particular situation or circumstance? Are you to step out of the mind-set or frequency that gives permission for others to hurt you? What can do you do? Raise your frequency.

Self-mastery is more than just holding an awareness, rather than attempting to tame, control, judge or label your own thoughts, feelings, and emotions. 

Thoughts are a form of consciousness.  As consciousness is energy, and energy is consciousness, our thoughts and those emanating from the collective subconscious of human, that penetrate our field (auric field) are forms of energy.  Energy is neutral.  It is our emotions that can color, qualify, and label the thoughts as being bad or good, a judgment which derives from programs running inside our minds.  Our determination to linger and dwell upon any particular thought about an experience can lead to obsession which leads, in turn, to that which is focused upon being brought forth into our experience even more.  Instead of resisting the thought, feeling, or emotion, allow them to stream through your awareness, assign no value or judgment upon them and let them go. 

As you wake up and become self-aware and less reactive, you will notice a peace descend upon your person.  You will begin to realize that you are the creator of your world.  What happens to you is a result of how you feel about yourself and about those who act as mirrors for you.  If you feel you have been victimized, the Universe will do its utmost to provide you with proof.  If you are no longer willing to allow others to harm you, by refusing to react negatively to their actions and apparent thoughtlessness, creating strong boundaries, and simply saying “no!”, you will begin to free yourself of attachment to outcome.  You are, in a sense, being empowered, powered from within, aware that whatever comes your way through the natural movement of cycles can be endured, as there are always more opportunities to change ahead. 

Life is like the flow of a river, which can in turn be bumpy, narrow and confined, racing down a steep canyon, and then, can just as suddenly slow and widen out and proceed in a stately manner.  Allow yourself to go with the flow, which will be bumpy sometimes, peaceful and calm other times.  Plan if you must, but be willing to adapt according to what circumstances decree and know that change is always on the horizon.

Some people follow a different drummer, a persistent inner “voice” or rhythm that may not be apparent to others.  I am one of those.  I choose to change, to go forth into the unknown, like the Fool of the Tarot, appearing unwise and thoughtless to others, but focused within on my own internal journey in response to the flow and rhythms of the Universe.

I hope these words inspire others to question everything about their current lives.  Certainly, outer events and pressures are currently inciting change, whether resisted or embraced, into each of our lives.  Seek your inner guidance and see where it takes you.  Life is an adventure.  Change is constant.  Flow.

My love to all,


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Eliza: Changes

Eliza: Changes coming to Blue Dragon Journal

Some of you, dear readers, have been with me for a long time, while others have recently arrived on the scene. Long-term readers (the journal has been in existence for over eight years) have witnessed the flailing about that has occurred during the period of time since “I” received a walk-in consciousness (Sundeelia) in 2017. The focus and content of the blog switched abruptly from being a description and sharing of an inner journey to being a conglomeration of an ecletic assortment of spiritual and disclosure articles and videos.

Earlier this year, I mentioned the focus of the blog may change or it would even be closed down. Now, I find I would rather return to the more personal sharing of an inner journey of one person, Eliza, even as our world is currently deeply within a tumultuous transition and transformation. Although posting the works and thoughts of others is useful, and I may occasionally post certain videos I find useful, I do not wish to continue on the same path as before.

Although the primary consciousness that currently resides within the physical vehicle known and labeled by the world as Eliza Ayres is from somewhere else, she is, I AM here and now, a higher dimensional being who agreed to come here and assist with some mission. Do I fully remember that mission? I will humbly reply, “no.” Do many of us remember our mission that we promised to fulfill before signing that contract that allowed us to enter into a third-dimensional physical form? Probably not… although many are now beginning to receive glimmers of what lies beyond 3D, and beautiful glimpses of 5D consciousness.

Despite being from a higher dimensional existence, a portion of “me” is residing here, among the people of Earth. It has taken me a while to establish what I want to see and do while present in the time granted me, any of us who enter into this fascinating playground of intense, pressurized duality. It is the same for anyone who has entered this field or plane of existence as a starseed, a wayshower, a guide or teacher. Yet, all I can offer to my readers is my perspective. I do not ask or request you follow me, believe, or put me on a pedestal. I am a Light Being experiencing a physical 3D existence while the physical body is ascending in frequency from 3D to 5D… and in some cases, beyond. I have willingly placed myself on the playing board of the Earth Game. ALL of us have done the same, whether as starseeds or as indigenous human beings whose physical vehicles were designed originally to exist specifically on this planet. ALL of us exist elsewhere on many planes of existence both within this 12D Matrix and outside of it.

So, sometimes I may make comments that could be interpreted as being political (what isn’t today!) although I will endeavor to approach subjects in as neutral a position as I can manage. Sometimes information will come through as a download, in which case I will identify the source as much as I understand. I will emphasize, however, do not look for facts, figures, and references if you are seeking out information pertaining to the history of what has happened to Earth over the course of several million years. All I can say is that I work from a deeply intuitive level from within my Akash (Book of Records). You may have access to other pieces of the puzzle. I encourage all who have the curiosity, determination, courage, and will to learn to discover those sources that will inform you of what is going on, do your own digging. The information is “out there”, but also it is within, stored within your own Heart and Soul, etheric Heart Center and the Crown Chakra/Third Eye (pineal gland).

That said, it is through the internal connection that each of us is capable to finding within that we can discover what lies written in Light Language upon those sacred pages of the ever present Now. The Akash is the record of all that has been, is, and will be, all possible timelines within all the 12 dimensions of this particular 12D Matrix as set up millions of years ago by the Galactic Federation of Light.

You can find out about the history of Earth by walking the Akash through deep meditation. I happen to be able to access the Akash (at least my portion of it) while more or less “awake” through the avenue of writing and journaling.

During the last two years, I have been writing a chronicle of what could be expressed as a story of past lives, lived out by a portion of my Being that exists elsewhere, namely Sirius and the Pleiadian Federation. Whether or not the material is historical or can be proven is moot; it is a journey towards self-discovery designed to empower me to reveal and release ancient traumatic memories. As of today, I have only publicly published a portion of these “Remembrances”, the Sirian portion and it is very short as were my lives. For it is a record of what was lived through, from one person’s perspective, of the Orion Wars, the final chapters of which are now being played out here on Earth in 3D. It is a spiritual war, but beyond that, it is a play being enacted by various players who have taken on different roles in order to allow Creator an opportunity to get to know itself to the very boundaries of what is possible to experience within physical existence. The journey continues for all of us who are immersed within this Game. The time has arrived for us to become aware of our part, of the existence of the Game, and our innate ability to shift out of duality and divisiveness and into unity consciousness. The human body was designed specifically to allow Light Beings (without physical form) to play within denser frequencies, originally from 5D to 7D while still existing within a physical form. So, you see, the current shift that is occurring here on Earth is just part of the story. When a certain amount of humans can manage to hold 5D consciousness 24/7 in their bodies, we will see and experience 5D around us; our lives will reflect the level of our consciousness. That is not the end of the story… as next, we will shift from 5D to 7D and on and on…

While I have been here, I have not immersed myself in life, being a part of my community, making friends, pursuing interests, traveling and doing other things. Perhaps by some design circumstances were created to keep me largely in a state of statis, even as I was pursuing the clearing of ancient records. Yet, when nearly everyone on the planet was forced, again by circumstances, to be locked down, I began to perceive a Light going on within the collective consciousness of Humanity here and now. I have perceived that I want to be more involved in life as it is lived here, not to continue to be separate and apart. And so, as a reflection of my inner realization, I am hereby announcing a change in the contents of Blue Dragon Journal. It will, as any good journal does, reflect the inner changes, comments, and perspectives of one who is still endeavoring to adapt to a very different place. I will do my best.

Finally… I admit I do tend to ramble… dear readers, I invite you to come along with me as we explore the wonderful changes that are about to break upon the consciousness of humanity. The planet, Earth, Terra, Gaia… is already in 5D and has been for some years. Now, it is our turn to anchor 5D consciousness (energy, frequency) into our physical forms. We all have the potential to be able to accomplish this wondrous feat. Our physical vehicles, bodies, were designed specifically for this purpose. We can do this by serving as Teacher and Student of everyone who appears within our life. Some will walk away. Let them go. Some you may have to push away as they no longer resonate with you. It is okay. All is energy. All here have free will to follow that inner compulsion, what I call my internal compass. Where I go, what I do may not make any sense to anyone else, yet I will follow the intuitive nudges and so, dear readers, I am informing you of my intentions.

If you wish to go and find this content no longer of interest then I wish you well and thank you for being here if only for a short (or long) time.

Meanwhile, I am conveying my thanks to humanity for teaching me, a stranger in a strange land, what is eternal to all Life, Love. And that, my friends, is another story…

Blessings to all,

Eliza Ayres

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