It’s Ok Not To Be OK: Feelings As A Portal To Your Multidimensional Self

SoulFullHeart Healing

By Jelelle Awen

It’s OK not to be OK….putting down the masks of OKness or being positive all the time. Being vulnerable to show what is really going in your heart. Sharing your tears, your fears, your concerns, your pain with those who can feel you. Being real with what parts of you are feeling and reacting to in every moment. This self permission space allows the feelings to BE, to be felt, and eventually to heal.

Why do we need to receive this self permission to feel? The 3D world operates on the suppression of vulnerable feeling. Analyzing feelings rather than actually dropping into the emotive ground of them. Numbing and drugging our feelings with ‘anti-feeling’ drugs such as anti-depressants, anti-anxiety, etc….relating to our emotions as if we need to go into battle with them. As if they are diseases and illnesses that need a cure. As if they…

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AZ Military Base Used for Illegal Activities: “Laundering, Trafficking, Murder” w/Military Whistleblower

Military Base Used for Illegal Activities: “Laundering, Trafficking, Murder” w/ Soldier Davis

Sarah Westall

Military whistleblower, Debbie Davis, joins the program to share what she witnessed while serving with the Arizona National Guard at the Arizona Military base. She shares the money laundering that she personally uncovered which led to over $2.7 million being recovered as documented in the following article:…

She also discusses the two unsolved murders that occurred on the base. One while she was serving and the other before she arrived. All of this activity is accompanied by “CIA style tactics” that she witnessed by officers at the base. She shares her meeting at Trump tower with President Trump’s secret service where she brings loads of documents as proof of her experience.

After her whistleblowing and discovery of money laundering and an embezzlement scheme, she endured serious harassment that continues to this day. You can see more of her story on her Youtube channel @… or you can email her directly @

A Time to Rest and Listen

Koyopa Rising


I want to thank everyone for your interest in reading and sharing all that I have offered on this blog so far. Recently I received a vision for what comes next. My plan is to pull back from my frequent sharing here so that I have the time and space to go within, listen, and welcome a new body of work.

I will continue to do occasional blog and social media posts, YouTube conversations, private sessions, and perhaps a few small group gatherings. So if you have an interest in any or all, please note the direct links below.

I feel that I have done my very best to articulate what has been given to me in the times leading up to this critical crossroads, and I feel complete with my soul intention to do so. The next book/projects will be for those who are ready to step into their own…

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OCTOBER ENERGY UPDATE 10/7 ~ October 8, 2019

Rose Rambles...

Strong Solar activity is bringing in the energy of the density wave from the Galactic Center that is helping us to integrate the 5th dimensional timing frequency and experience different layers within the hologram from our multidimensional awareness 🙂 There is more light coming in- and this is increasing. It’s time to trust what you feel, what your heart says/wants and trust your intiution. The Soul consciousness integrating in October is connected to what will be playing out in the future, 2020 and beyond🤗

Lots of crown chakra/3rd eye/pineal gland/pituitary gland activity from the increase in Solar activity & frequencies from the Galactic Center.

12 Day portal -October 24th- November 4th
Sun’s magnetic field flipping- end of Sun cycle
New Moon on October 27th- Strong geomagnetic storm- (according to my mind’s eye) bringing in downloads & transformation more easily connected to the Galactic Center, which is a Stargate. The 27th/New…

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A Good Day To . . . 9 October 2019 — Julie Demboski’s ASTROLOGY

The 9th is a Good Day To . . . consider if going your own way is as productive and beneficial as you think. Or maybe for you it’s the impulse to eschew originality or innovation in order to retain status. Or is it that being rebellious or radical seems the only way around the authority […]

A Good Day To . . . 9 October 2019 — Julie Demboski’s ASTROLOGY

You Are Your Own Storyteller | Heavenletters

Rainbow Wave of Light

God said:

In terms of your own life on Earth, you are the receiver of your life, the perceiver, and your own benefactor or thief. You may well be the one who steals joy from you, denies you joy, makes sure you don’t have joy, reprimands you so you won’t have joy. You may say that someone else, a particular person outside of you, denies you. Yet there is something within yourself that denies you. You are the whole story. You are the whole kit and caboodle. You are your own story-teller.

Odds are you will fault anyone but yourself. On the other hand, there are those who seem proficient in faulting themselves for all personal troubles and everyone else’s too. It is really true that everyone is responsible for everyone else, even when that seems impossible.

Too much or too little seem to be the by-word of many of…

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X22 Report, October 7, 2019

The Economic Show Is Now Playing, Patriots Prepare The Next Move – Episode 1989a

The people of the UK have been promised for three years that if they voted to leave the EU, the government would listen to the will of the people. But up to now the establishment does not want to abide by the vote. The US is now breaking all economic records statistically. Trump is reversing taxes, regulations and putting currency back into the people’s pockets. Trump is now getting ready to go into the next phase, the Fed is already projecting that rates are going to be cut and this was done by an independent [CB]. 

The [DS] Hits Roadblocks, Access Denied, Sum Of All Fears – Episode 1989b

The [DS] is hitting major roadblocks, their plan has fallen apart. The impeachment process is now being held in secretly in a SCIF and they are telling the people they are sending out subpoenas when all they are sending are letters.  Trump just withdrew the troops from Syria, the [DS] is now exposed. Sum of all fears. Panic from the neocons, panic from the [DS], Pain is coming.

POTUS is pushing back; the White House will NOT respond to the impeachment inquiry until an official vote is held in the House of Representatives. The White House is not compelled to respond to letters and no crime has yet been identified by the Democrats and those who are seeking impeachment against Trump.

Massive Changes on Earth ∞The 9D Arcturian Council

Rainbow Wave of Light

“Greetings. We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.

We have been sensing some urgency on the part of humanity when it comes to the massive changes that you have coming there on your world. There are massive changes coming, of course, because you are all evolving your consciousness. The massive changes are not coming to make everything better for those who are not doing the work on themselves that they need to do and that they incarnated to do in this lifetime. So, looking at massive changes on your world as the answer to the problem is to not understand what is at the heart of everything. At the heart of everything is the consciousness you are holding.

You can demonstrate to yourself this truth any time you want. All you have to do is let your normal and natural reaction to something…

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Cat’s Morning Bits for October 8, 2019

The Desert Path

CMB FallCat’s Morning Bits for October 8, 2019

Good Morning Beautiful Souls, grab a cup of your favorite morning brew and start things off with “Today’s Inspirations”. I hope you find something here that will make you feel good or help you on your path today.

Blessings, Cat


Hedge-crickets sing; and now with treble soft
The red-breast whistles from a garden-croft;
And gathering swallows twitter in the skies
-John Keats (1795-1821)


Pioneer Thinking: DIY Fall Decorations 

Embrace the fall season by giving your home an autumn makeover. Simple, yet natural, fall home decorations can give any apartment or house a warm and earthy look that will last the entire season.

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ThoughtCo: Samhain Rituals and Ceremonies

Samhain is the time of year when the nights grow darker, there’s a chill in the air, and there’s a thinning of the veil between our world and the realm of…

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An Open Being: Cat’s Angel Message for October 8, 2019

The Desert Path

daily Angel Message smsAn Open Being: Cat’s Angel Message for October 8, 2019

October’s Theme: Divine guidance and messages.  These messages are important for us personally, emotionally and spiritually so work on staying open to the information that you receive.

The moment you become miserly you are closedto the basic phenomenon of life: expansion, sharing.The moment you start clinging to things,you have missed the target.Because things are not the target,you, your innermost being, is the target –not a beautiful house, but a beautiful you;not much money, but a rich you;not many things, but an open being,available to millions of things.– Osho

108:  Abundance is something everyone desires and it tends to make people feel secure. It comes in many forms and we will receive it in many different ways during our lifetime. When we keep our thoughts focused on positive things and live…

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