Eliza: Fourth Anniversary of Blog
WordPress notified me today that it has been four years since I started up this little blog. Much has changed in our world; much has changed within me.
I guess I’m in a pensive mood, not sure where life is taking me now. Living in Florida, in a strange state, in a strange environment… and feeling detached from all previous portions of my life.
So much has been stripped away from me and I intend to let go of even more belongings… those I didn’t succeed in releasing before my move last February.
I’m going to put this out to the ethers… I’m looking for a home, where I can live quietly and do my artwork. I would love to find one or two more awake souls who wouldn’t mind sharing their home with a writer / artist. A bit of garden and pleasant surroundings would be an added plus. I do not have pets now, but love animals of all kinds, shapes and sizes.
I will probably stay in Florida for at least a couple of months, during the hot weather and move in early autumn. I still intend to buy a car in the near future so I can be responsible for my own transport.
I am now “retired”, on a fixed income, but would be willing to do some gardening and other household chores to balance out any expectations for rent beyond what I can currently afford. I’m not looking for a “relationship” right now, having enough to do with evolving within.
I’m not one to proselytize or lecture others on their perceived faults or need to “wake” up. I’ve encountered my own shadow and am slowly letting go of the need to pump up my own sense of self-importance. I am letting go of all the trappings and labels associated with the New Age philosophies that I have written about in this blog. What I have been in the “past”, what I am in other dimensions and worlds means little here.
With a new sense of inner calm, I am intent in savoring what small delights lie in enjoying the remainder of this lifetime, here on this beautiful planet, among her people, and natural surroundings.
I am a thoughtful, responsible and tidy renter. Let me know via email if any of my fine readers would be willing to take me on as a roomie, housemate or similar arrangement. What was intended in my coming here to the East Coast has not worked out for me and I am quite willing to admit it to myself and to you all.
I am safe, content for now and not in a hurry to move. I get along well with my current landlady, yet do not feel that this place is a permanent settling point. Perhaps I am meant to be a gypsy. At this point, I do not know. What I do feel is that I am open to exploring more parts of the United States and perhaps more of the world.
I am not here to heal, teach, save or activate another soul. I am here to be an expression of my Soul and to live a quiet life. I honor my own personal sovereignty and that of other living beings, including our planet. I enjoy chatting with others in an informal setting, not before the multitudes.
If you are open to having me either visit or live at or near your home town, contact me via email (firstname.lastname@example.org) or private message (Facebook).
The days are a blank page upon which I stare… I shall put down what moves me to joy and share it with you as I go through this indeterminate transitional stage.