Journal Entry 02.22.2012 – “Passages”
What a plethora of “2’s”! Angelic energies.
Today is the Full Moon in Virgo, called the “Snow Moon”. It is a full moon with a lot of earth energy opposed by the more ethereal Piscean energies of the month. In other words, the energy is telling us to have dreams, but get real and get to work on manifesting them. The task will not be completed without doing the work.
On Thursday, I go into the prison to turn in my badge and keys. It will be a huge turning point for me energetically as I am disconnecting from the Matrix in the form of the entity, the Prison System. This is a very low vibrational entity as you may well imagine which I have endured for the last eight and half years. Unwinding from its effects will take some time but with rest and refocusing my energies on projects that bring me joy and satisfaction should do the trick.
Right now I’m working on cleaning up the house. The moving truck is partially filled up, my general cross-country route chosen and just a few other details needed to be clarified and then this project is a “go”.
As an ultra-sensitive, I’ve been feeling the energies quite intensely these past couple of weeks during the build-up to the full moon. This report from Tiffany Stiles lists many of the effects that one might feel during a full moon period (three days before, day of, and three days after) https://tiffany934.wordpress.com/2016/02/18/full-moon-in-virgofebruary-22nd-2016/
Most especially, I’ve been feeling the anxiety (surely heightened by the massive changes that I am undergoing) as well as sleeping poorly. Periodically (every couple of days or so) I’ve been waking up in the wee hours of the night, unable to sleep any more. And go through the day managing things, but feeling wired and tired.
I am also undergoing a major period of releasing old energy symbolized by letting go of most of my parent’s belongings that I still have, as well as items that I have bought and collected during the last 30 years. With every move that I have made in the last 20 years or so, I’ve shed a bit more each time. This move is major for me in so many ways.
I’m still taking my art gear and gardening tools as art and gardening will be two major focuses in my “new” life. The area where I’ll be moving to, Beaufort, South Carolina, is an “art” town, with lots of galleries and a lively art scene, as well as inspirational scenery and gracious old Southern architecture.
As I continue to disconnect from the Matrix, I will also be undergoing a huge transition spiritually. Life will not be the same old same old as it has been in droning repetitiveness the last few years.
Last Friday, my official “last” day of actually working, I received many hugs and well-wishes from co-workers. One lady even commented that I’m showing the way free for the rest of them, especially ones in my own Baby Boomer generation. Aware that I am, indeed, a way-shower and First Wave Ascension Volunteer, I smiled inwardly at the appropriateness of the comment and the sentiment it represented.
Letting go of the familiar has never seemed so effortless to me. I find that once treasured items contain no emotional charge any more, no sense of attachment. It is a good feeling to realize that I’ve stepped into new energy territory where it is possible to share generously with others rather to have to defend and hold onto belongings. Everything that I release is finding a good home, including food-stuffs and clothing, whether to friends or charities.
I still have much to do so probably won’t be writing very frequently during the next week or so. If I have good Internet connection on my trip, I may post impressions of my journey across the United States, as well as anecdotes about traveling with two felines. I should be passing through approximately twelve states on the way south and east, depending on weather conditions. As I am driving a moving van, I will not be doing any sight-seeing, but marking places of interest on the way for possible future explorations. After all, my time will be mine and at least short trips will be on the agenda once I am fully settled.
From the wide-open spaces and wheat fields of Eastern Washington, to the deserts of Nevada, the mountains of Arizona and New Mexico, and through Texas and the Gulf States to the lush lowlands of South Carolina, this will be a passage to remember. The Spanish Moss draped live oak-lined avenues and shining waterways of the Low Country are calling. See y’all there!