Journal Entry 09.11.2015 (Part 2) “Day and Night, Night and Day”
Wow! Today I feel way different than yesterday! And this morning… I think around 09:12 (PDT) I felt a dizzy wave go through me for a few seconds. “We” were hit by something big… and interesting that it was one minute past 09:11 on 9/11, some 14 years later…
Yesterday I was in the midst of some deep purging of really old stuff from this lifetime (conscious memories) and probably a bunch of stuff that I couldn’t immediately identify… and didn’t need to go there.
The ego mind likes to pore over information, ask questions, bring up doubts, ponder, lay blame, feel shame and generally wallow in the mud of the lower energies. I was able to shift the energies and now feel much lighter, probably with the help of my friends, you readers and the angelic light team that supports me at all times.
From night or inner darkness, I moved upward towards the light, all the while being grounded in my daily tasks. And I feel so much better than I did last weekend.
It’s all about perspective and making that tiny shift from blame to gratitude for what you DO have in your life. After that, it’s one day at a time, one moment at a time, and one decision at a time. There’s no need to criticize yourself for not doing enough or making “mistakes”.
We learn by doing. We learn through observing the actions of others. I’ve come to an interesting conclusion about some people in my life who seem to be reflecting different stages of my consciousness. When you observe quietly, the confirmations and understandings arrive on their own, like bees landing softly on a waiting flower. There is no need to rush into judgment as all will be revealed when you’re ready to “see”, to “hear” and to “understand”.
I “feel” very different than I did just yesterday, therefore I can give myself a pat on the back and a mini celebration for making it through another upgrade. Gratitude for little victories goes a long way.
Our late summer warm weather is back, along with deep blue skies. Earlier in the week, the skies were crisscrossed with chemtrail overlays and pale icky clouds. Today there aren’t any clouds in the sky, the mountains are well-defined and life is good.
Enjoy your weekend, everyone. I am sending love to all.