Eliza: On a Return to Innocence
Yesterday, I found myself thinking about innocence or what I would call our “inner sense”.
The teachings of the Christian church stress that we are born sinners and in need of redemption and forgiveness of sins. Yet, at the same time, it is claimed that Jesus of Nazareth died for our sins and we are redeemed by his blood. Seems a particularly bloody religion if you ask me.
The other day while I was completing a task in my busy work environment, I was struck by the fact that I don’t seem to get upset over much these days. The energies while intense usually don’t bring up a lot for me to work on, other than make me somewhat sleepy. It is almost as if I am returning to the innocence of childhood or as I would put it, back to the essence of my Being. I am returning to Wholeness.
The memories of this lifetime are fading quickly; there is no more emotional attachment to events if I cast my mind upon them. All emotional hooks or connections between myself and others has vanished. For me, this world is fading into the darkness, eclipsed by the growing light and love of the world to which I am progressively being drawn.
It is with great ease that I now slip into a meditative mode and allow the energies of my higher self to flow through this body temple. I look at the mirror and realize fully that the image there is not the real “me”, but merely a vessel that has been a temporary home for a portion of my spirit for some years.
Each of us is a child of God. Once we accept and open to the idea that this is real, miracles happen. Six months ago, I did not have fully confirmation of my starry origins. Now, I KNOW these things and the knowledge flows from my being with ease as I tune into the wisdom held in the heart of my Higher Self and even the next level, to my Archangelic Higher Self.
I send many blessings and thanks to those who have followed my little journey these two years or so. I hope that what I have shared will assist some of you on your own journeys. I would encourage you to embark on your own revelations, sharing your trials and tribulations with others, for there may one person out there who could benefit just from knowing that they are not alone in experiencing difficulties, clearings and the like.
We, the volunteer star and light beings who came here, are different from earth humans, yet we are alike as well. Many of us share cosmic and galactic origins with the indigenous peoples here. All earth humans were seeded long ago upon this globe and now the race is coming into its maturity. The Christ Consciousness that Jesus long ago attempted to anchor upon the planet has been now anchored as a result of our collective efforts.
Those who are destined to ascend with the planet can now do so for we have succeeded in opening a door that has been shut for millennia.
Today is the anniversary of my solar return… my birthday… yet I also seem quite detached from it and other human celebrations.I feel the presence of my Star Family around me constantly now. They are there when I throw my awareness out to them, they are there when I wake and when I go to sleep. I feel their presence in my heart and count the blessings that have come my way since I have so fully reconnected with them.
You are also never alone, but most people need to go through some layers of cleansing before they are able to accept this fact. Self-worth and self-esteem are definitely an issue for many, especially for those who are ultra-sensitive like me. Our gifts have not been appreciated for what they are… or in my case, have actually been feared somewhat. I have come to accept these gifts and learned to use them wisely, to detach from toxic personalities and to be strong in my inner wisdom as to what is best for me in the moment. It is not egoic to be a strong woman in this culture, but it is also not an easy thing. Yet, I see hope for those who come behind me, in the young girls who are embracing their strengths and the young men, who in their turn, are embracing their vulnerability and sensitivities with grace. I hope, yet, to see the world come back into balance so all life may live in peace and acceptance.
Namaste, my sisters and brothers. I bow to the Divinity that is within each of you and in me.
I AM Eliza Ayres
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