Eliza: On Walking in Bliss
This is a funny title for me for my life as I view it might not look too blissful for people looking in. I live alone… or rather I share space with my furry family, Lilly and Ivory. I work at a prison and get to sit down at a small table with murderers, rapists and whatnot, assisting them in looking through their records. My general health has been good, but I’ve been profoundly slowed down dealing with the incessant (and blessed) onslaughts of cosmic and solar energies, as well as various manifestations of ascension symptoms. And yet I’m able to feel the love that underlies all of the challenges. It is the love that I feel during a brief exchange with an older lady at the grocery store or the moment of compassionate understanding of a co-worker’s situation at home or a moment gazing up at a beautiful silvery moon and starlit sky, just taking in the breathtaking beauty of our world.
Bliss comes in little packets and bursts in upon our awareness, blessing us with a feeling of warmth in our hearts and connection with all life around us, whether or not we are actively participating in what others call “life” in 3D.
Who needs to feel love in their life? All of us, especially those who are still feeling lost and confused. Especially those who are just in the process of waking up and noticing what is really going on in our world and feel a sense of betrayal and hence an eruption of anger at those who are “doing” things to us. As if they could…
Yes, Team Dark is doing a great job in waking up the multitudes and the multitudes are responding with acts of rebellion, defiance, anger, blaming; in short, projecting all the miscreations they are having mirrored in their faces at someone “out there”.
The realization that you are a creator of your own world can be a great leap of understanding for a lot of people who are still in victim – perpetrator dualistic thinking.
And then you finally step into that place where you are willing to open to the possibility that you, too, have been an active member of Team Dark in the “past” on another timeline and then that’s when it is too hard for some people to handle and they go sideways into denial and self-judgment. It’s not about going to the dark side but recognizing that the dark exists within. To return to wholeness, the darkness must and will be integrated and loved.
I’ve always known that I carry warrior energy within. Why else would I be attracted to adult fantasy novels, dragons, stories about ancient Scotland, myths and legends; all of these tales contain a great deal of violence. And yet, I’m not a violent person in this lifetime. Being a double Libra and ultra-sensitive empath I tend to want to avoid confrontation. Yet, I’ve had to learn how to walk through life with suitable energetic boundaries and protections. Learning self-love is part of that process. Stepping into personal enpowerment is another. And accepting personal responsibility for how you deal with your own energy, focus and intent, is another step.
Then eventually the 5th initiation arrives and with it the beginning of the Pathway to Mastery… opening the heart chakra and permanently anchoring the energy of bliss into your awareness. Coming to this point doesn’t mean the striving for mastery has ended. In fact, for most, it has just begun as mastery comes in increments. And given that we live in more than one dimension right now (3 / 4 / 5) we will experience ups and down along the way, including tests to see how well we can hold the light.
I experienced a little test this morning when my entry of 1.17.2014 received a comment from a long-time reader to the effect that she didn’t resonate with my work anymore and was now in bliss that I was “going away.” I think it was in response to my writing that I might not channel anymore. Well, that’s not a decision written in stone, as I was visited just last night by several masters who indicated that they might want to communicate messages through me.
This same person wrote a derogatory comment or rather comments when I first presented some of my channeled material on this blog, many moons ago. My question to her and others like her is: “Why read this stuff if it doesn’t resonate with you?” It’s not like I’m holding any obligation for someone to read my work and automatically accept it, but I will command my own space, so comments like that are removed. And anyone who doesn’t resonate with my writings is welcome to go to another blog or source that does. With some wonder, I read the comment and then simply deleted it, understanding that the individual is at a particular point in her journey that does not resonate with mine… and why should it? We all different and unique; I honor this woman’s ability to discern this for herself, but not her need to express it in my space. The latter is MY issue. I’m still working on it.
What I have encountered in my life is my experience, placed before me for a particular reason or reasons by my higher self. It really doesn’t matter to me if someone doesn’t know anything about the Ascended Masters or the occult because I do. It is a pattern that repeats in my life. Anything being repeated means you need to actively look at it.
An aside about the so-called “occult”; the knowledge has always been there and taught for thousands of years in various spiritually orientated schools. Occult simply means “hidden”, but the knowledge has been there in plain view all the time. Our scientists and explorers are discovering that ancient teachings from old cultures be them indigenous or highly sophisticated have known about quantum physics and the connection between all things in the Universe forever. It’s not new, folks. We are just re-learning these things in the general sense. And then there are beings like me (I’m not special, just different, lol) that see the connections intuitively. And that is a result of having lived numerous lifetimes as priest / priestess, shaman, healer, teacher, druid, seer, guide, master… you name it, I’ve done it. Of course, I intuitively understand these things because I have previously experienced them… and you have, too, my dear commenter, but you have forgotten that you know. You will remember when it is appropriate for you to do so.
The teachings of the ascended masters has been a part of my life experience since I was in my twenties and is continually thrown up into my awareness so I have a choice to turn away or allow that door to open onto new vistas and opportunities. I choose to expand, not contract due to teachings received as a child in Bible Study. I tend to incorporate and absorb the teachings of many cultures that I have encountered through my studies, life experience and readings. It is all a part of the Whole and I would rather be inclusive than exclusive.
Clinging onto a particular belief system has not been an important issue for me. As I change in my frequency signature, my interests and those things that I am drawn to continually changes. This is called growth and it can create discomfort in someone reading about my experiences if they feel somehow a lack of understanding or as being less than me.
The lady commenter also noted something about my ego, which makes me laugh. I just accept the fact that I am intelligent, see things differently than a lot of people and enjoy sharing. My perspective is uniquely my own and has nothing to do with pumping my own agenda. I do not need or want followers. I would prefer that people discover their own purpose for being here and accept their lives as being what they need to experience in the now. It can change in a moment, but you need to love your life as it is RIGHT NOW and love yourself and see yourself as doing the best you can right now and then decide to take responsibility and change the way you view your life. You might discover that blessings are overflowing in every instance, but you haven’t taken the time to be able to see them.
What we experience coming from others is either a test to see how we can hold our light or frequency without going into fear or anger… or it is simply an chance to see challenge as opportunity for creativity solutions to enter in. You do have choice. You do not need to do things the old way, the tried and tested, for you might find those methods DON’T work in the new energy.
So… after spending a week not writing and actually relishing the release from the need to perform, I am now enjoying being able to share with you a little bit of where I’m at and how I’m feeling.
It is all about feeling now, rather than thinking through the 3D mind and ego. It is all about getting out of our own ways and believing that we can change, expand and grow and actually deserve to feel bliss and to experience well-being and abundance in our lives. And it is all about feeling the love, that you share with friends and with family, with your animal companions, with the stranger in the grocery store, with your co-workers, with your light family and with your guides and angels. We are truly one, but that understanding comes to us in increments and light packets. The understanding of this will penetrate into your awareness at some point; just when will depend on you.
As for the advent of the much hyped “Event”, personally I’m not going to wait with bated breath for something “out there” to happen. I’m going to make it happen here, within my own heart center, as I come into greater awareness of the love that my Higher Self holds for me, as I ground those energies of my multidimensional self more and more into my physical body, as I undergo the various physical and etheric adjustments being made so I can anchor more light into this environment which I share with all you beautiful people, animals, elementals and GAIA.
May many blessings unfold in your life and the understandings keep on coming. Namasté.
I AM Eliza Ayres
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