Journal Entry 12.14.2013
On my side of the world, it is still Friday the 13th, and I have been the recipient of a concerted attack on the part of another blogger who has taken offense with my copyright posted at the end of my channeled pieces. While these are “channeled” pieces, I am the author and have the right to put a copyright on them if I so desire. The offense was apparently caused because I had posted no voice or video replication. I have revised the copyright to state that if someone wants to use my material that they contact me for permission.
The critic thought I wasn’t giving the “great unwashed” a chance to read my material, although the first comment referred to the blind not being able to hear it since I wouldn’t allow anyone else to put the work into video or MP2 form, so it could be heard. I have considered making my own voice pieces just so others could hear my voice and the frequencies carried by the words as I recite them, but being techno-illiterate (to a point) haven’t gone in that direction, yet.
Still, in this person’s comments it felt like a huge wave of anger being projected to me. I understand anger, but don’t usually direct it towards unwitting people. I have received this kind of attack before, but not for about a year when G. Stankov took issue with some of my work. This isn’t about me, for I don’t accept the critic’s judgment that my work is indicative of the fact that I’m depressed or whatever. It seems an over-the-top tantrum for an adult to throw out. And since I am very empathic, I do feel the energies being directed towards me, but now I’m not going to accept the criticism as being about me. It is totally about the sender, bless their heart.
We’re all going through adjustments as we incorporate the new energies and allow the photonic rays to flush out the darkness, but, dear ones, do we have to attack other people in the process? Is this the way to bring peace to the world? I say, do your own processing by punching a pillow, writing in your own journal, and talking to the sofa, but let other people deal with their own stuff. We all have enough to contend with, without being subject to attack by an light-worker.
So, now I’m the dark heart of Light Work. Well, I embrace that image. I am in the process of integrating dark and light, to become Whole, again. There is no more polarity or duality; it doesn’t exist any more except in the habitual beliefs of lack or self-judgment.
Was this an attack done out of some sort of jealousy? I don’t know. And, so yes, according to the critic, I only present my material to those who donate. If you look at my website, I don’t even have a “DONATE” button. I do have a day job and write this material out of a desire to share my process with others, in hopes that they will see that they are not alone.
I have not asked anyone to become a follower, to take classes from me or buy readings. If I was a reader (currently, I am not one) I might request an energy exchange, which is only fair. I understand that there are still some people who object to readers and channelers charging for their work, but there are those who do make a living from their work. Energy work is quite demanding, as is bringing through a coherent message in readable form. The judgment that all “spiritual” work should be free is a misunderstanding. If there isn’t an energy exchange of some sort, it isn’t an even exchange. My work is currently free and I hope it will remain so.
BTW, if the said critic mentioned above is curious and still reading this blog, I do moderate ALL comments. Those that are derogatory and misleading are deleted. If any reader does not resonate with this work and the manner in which I present it, they are welcome to stop reading it. I would hope that any mature adult would understand that this blog is a creative outlet for me. If it becomes too uncomfortable, I have other creative outlets that have nothing to do with online writing.
So, I’ve said my piece. If anyone has comments, feel free to write. Just realize that not all comments get posted. I have been very fortunate, however, to seldom have to delete any. A comment that carries vicious energy is very disruptive to this space and as owner and author, I will delete it.
Thank you all for reading and following this blog. This weekend, the blog is 1.5 years old. I really appreciate all the emails, too, and yes, Chetan, the questions that I have received. I know that I have friends and compatriots all over the globe and this knowledge truly warms my heart.
Hugs and kisses,